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myOtaku.com: butterfly killers
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i feel like screaming bloody murder as loud as i can or some shit like that
to silenttears:i guess i could try to stay in contact but trying to get there father to let them stay is whole different story he doesnt even know i exist and id rather keep it that way
to caitlin:yea my words wont change anything either i told them ill still try to get them out of there when me and his sister are of legal age to leave and then we can go to san diego ocean together cuz ryan loves the ocean there but im unsure of that for now its just a distant dream
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i think ill just go and rot in a lil corner some where
am i not aloud to be happy or something
i think i find someone\
and then i find out somewhere else
that there moving to illinoise
this seriously suxz
i wish i could get him and his sister
away from there father before they have to move
this is so screwed up
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
this strange engine by marillion
There was a boy who came into this world
At the hands of a holy woman in a holy place
He wore a red coat and walked a bulldog
Saw them reflected in the mirror of the lakes
Lived in the shadow of the mountains
With the smells of disinfectant, dusty old leather
And the polished wood of his bed
No more than a baby feeding swans on the river
Holding the hands of his mother
And the wax paper bag of yesterday's bread
And his father on the other side of the world
On the ships railings and some far away tide
With the silent dry tear of home thoughts from abroad
In his far away eyes
In his far away eyes
The smell of the wax on the wooden floor
Mixture of polish and soap
No children to fear or to play with
Rows of empty hooks for the coats
An upright piano and the boys in the choir
Still remind him of just before he was born
Remind him of just before he was breathing
Strange misty visions of God
Turn the cities into families
Into villages of souls
Hovering in the air while they're sleeping
With their houses invisible
Chase the moon between the buildings
Running as fast as I could run
Send to me the ghosts of Christmas
Whispering, "You're the only one"
And ever since I was a boy
I never felt that I belonged
Like everything they did to me
Was an experiment to see
How I would cope with the illusion
In which direction would I jump
Would I do it all the same
As the actors in the game
Or would I spit it back at them
And not get caught up in their rules
And live according to my own
And not be used, not be used
To find the fundamental truths
It was going to take some time
Thirty five summers down the line
The wisdom of each passing year
Seems to serve only to confuse
Seems to serve only to confuse
Daddy came out the navy and took us away
To his dirty grey home town
And he worked down on a coal mine for National Service
So that he could be around
There was a magical purple in the chrome of the exhaust
Of his Triumph motor bike
And a warmth of oil and metal and the thrill of the hard corner
Holding tight
From the horizon
Came home from the Navy to the mine
From the horizon
To buried alive
Took his dream underground
Buried his treasure in his faraway eyes
And one day as the boy lay sleeping in the sunshine
Of a half remembered afternoon
A cloud of bees with no particular aim, and no brain
Found the boy, decided that his time had come
Came down out of the sky
Stung him in the face
Again and again
Blue pain
Screaming like baptism
Intravenous, Jesus!
Like being chosen
Blue pain from something with no brain
I can't explain
It's happening again
It's happening again
Oh Mummy, Daddy, will you sit a while with me
Oh Mummy, Daddy, will you jog my memory
Tell me tall tales of Montego Bay
Table mountain, flying fish, banana spiders, pots of paint
And the sun on the equator
Setting like an ember thrown to deep water
From crimson to black
But coming back
Tomorrow
On the horizon
The blue pain
Fades to a point where it doesn't fade
It stayed
Blue
Stirred his red coat heart to this strange engine
This love
This love
This inconvenient, blind, blood-diamond
This puzzle
I don't understand
That knows no faith
And tries and fails
And tries again
Stares at the sea
The night's dark deep
For one last time
And bleeds
And bleeds
And dies for you
And lies
And is to blame
And is ashamed
And is not the same
And is true
And is true
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
i wish this wasnt true
first off
i have a friend and her lil bro
whom i care about alot
and i found out that
her lil bro like me
shes says that they could die
and i dont want them to die
i care about them both way too much
i wanna get them the hell out of the place there living in
there miserable there
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
the cbox have dissapeared
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
*faints*
*3minutes later*
~blink blink~
huh?
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE WHY THE HELL CANT I CALM DONE ANYMORE
what the fuck is wrong with me i feel weird latly is there something wrong with me im really really really really really seriously hyper all the time now even more of a smartass and i dont know how to shut the hell up when im tolkd to gaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
what the fuck?
-_-
*this is sadly just a side effect of something that happeened yto me i cant even type the right way anymore please please please help me*
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Friday, March 9, 2007
awww look at what autumn wrote for me isnt she just so sweet ^^
What would I do without you?
Cry,
Be alone?
I dont know,
I dont remember times before you,
You make me happy,
so with out your love,
I would wilt,
like a flower,
love would die,
chocolate would just be sweet,
you wouldnt be my chocolate,
I wouldnt be able to brag about you all day,
I would be nothing,
I would be crying sad tears,
dont you get it?
I cant live without you,
Your a need to me,
I need you,
I want you,
I HAVE you.
What would I do without you?
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Wednesday, March 7, 2007
haha you know its true so vote for my love lol ^^
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Sunday, March 4, 2007
o hey i figured out whats wrong with me
first to catlin though: i cant reply to your message it says your thing is full or something i dunno
its not a real sickness or anything that i know of but i remembered that ive always had bad heart problems ever since i was real little like when i was in church or just anywhere and someone would talk about jesus god angels death or how humans came to be and all that shit i would start having trouble to breath and stuff so what i think is wrong with is that i have all this stress from everything going on around me and all this death and depression around me with my heart problems that im just having trouble keeping it all steady or something i dunno -_-'
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
yay time fore a random post
im eating tortilla chips
kisses m&m candys
and drinking pink lemondae
talking to people online
*waves and saying hello people*
listening to the radio
100.5
106.5
107.9
98.5
etc.
etc.
etc.
wow
i really am bored
*waves again*
hahahahahahahahahahaha
sheesh
i need to caaaaaaalm down
lol
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