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Wednesday, June 28, 2006


to eel:
thnxz fer commenting my song and drawing and thnxz fer being the only one to do it too ^^
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006


i dont have name for this but i think you guys will like it ^^
ill be jack,
if youll be jill,
we can tumble,
down a hill,
yet i blame it all,
on you,

CHORUS
love is for losers,
who fall behind,
in this life,
everyone knows,
im in over my head,
here in my room,

show me love,
till' im,
screaming back,
for more,
runaway,
and save,
your life,
you better,
break free,
from here,

CHORUS
love is for losers,
who fall behind,
in this life,
everyone knows,
im in over my head,
here in my room,

i let you go,
so you wouldnt,
have to hear,
this anymore,
love is a verb,
will you take,
whats left,
of me,

CHORUS
love is for losers,
who fall behind,
in this life,
everyone knows,
im in over my head,
here in my room,

scream at me,
until my ears bleed,
youve gone,
too far,
for me to hear,
im running,
out of my mind,

CHORUS
love is for losers,
who fall behind,
in this life,
everyone knows,
im in over my head,
here in my room,

ill never,
let you,
have whats,
left of me,
so please,
take it.



and a drawing i drew

k comment and plz let me ^^

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Monday, June 26, 2006


gackt



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Sunday, June 25, 2006


heres a drawing i drew and a song to go with it ^^



ok this is called K.M.T.
its my lattest one ^^
k here goes nothing

i hate it
the fact that
youre always
laughing
i hate it
the fact that
youre always
so strong
and so popular
i hate it
the fact that
im so dull
and so slow

no needs me...

i hate it
the fact that
your so smart
and always
so perfect
i hate it
the fact that
they probably
just make
fun of me

and to be honest
i want to
try talking
to you

to be honest
i really
want to be
your friend

i was so
envious
of you
back when
my shoulders
would tremble
as i was left
to cry alone

so will you
tell me
are you alone
and cold?
just like me
or is everyone
just miserable
and weak?

if only
i had more
courage
back then
i would have
given you
a hug

kk tell me what you guys think kk cyaz l8r

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006


gackt and a kitty ^^ and a song called contra band


make up a breakdown,
lets see what needles do,
my heads spinning,
hide my arms,
from you,

CHORUS
its all under control,
dont worry now,
itll turn around,
bandages all my life,

i chose to pull the trigger,
one bullet at a time,
human machine,
sucidal imbicile,

CHORUS
its all under control,
dont worry now,
itll turn around,
bandages all my life,

i cant control my mind,
i dont need no memorie,
insecurity,
will get the best of me,

CHORUS
its all under control,
dont worry now,
itll turn around,
bandages all my life,

tragic kingdoms,
ill never feel bad again,
social distortion,
yeah,
thats it,

CHORUS
its all under control,
dont worry now,
itll turn around,
bandages all my life,

maybe i wont have to die.

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Sunday, June 18, 2006


to caitlin:
thnxz im glad u liked it
of course i remember u
ur best bud on here ^^
ok fine i wont get *i dont get mad i just perfer not to be called nice all the time* upset
instead ill say
i know im nice
*to u*
o and i know u cant help it ^^
*chuckle*

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Friday, June 16, 2006


to caitlin: heres the poem i promised you
confusion is a curse but everyone thinks its a gift
love is a gift but everyone thinks its a curse
loyalty can be either
let you down this time
hurt you as much as i can
i can't say sorry but i'm really sorry
i wish i knew how i really felt
but i'm so confused

this heart my be lying
but i'm living a lie
pretending i understand
but i'm so confused
who is who
how i feel deep down
it aches for something new

i can't be with either
because i just can't say the
truth in my head
because my head's telling the truth
i have to pretend
again
that my heart's for real this time

i hate to hurt either
its got to be both
never felt so tired of me
I'M SO TIRED OF ME

because
i
don't
understand!
i
don't
understand
i
can't
un...der...st...and

because my heart's equal strength
is to my head
and which to follow
could break any of us
so i have to break all of us
its just me
because no one would believe

will you believe
the one i lie i tell?
the lie from the heart
the lie i live
its lie or i die

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to caitlin:
*chuckles* ur funny without even trying ^^
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to caitlin:
u know im starting to think that u dont like it that i keep saying i say whats on my mind that or else uve just gotten used to it now and can understand me a lil better o yea bout the mushy gushy stuff i learned my lesson ur gonna say it whether i tell u to or not but i still hate it ^^ *-_-'* ~im hopeless~
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Thursday, June 15, 2006


to caitlin:
yea i drew it o well bout the heart im not sure how exactly i even came up with the pic i was trying to draw some ppl i saw one time but i was drawing them a lil different from how they actually were and then the heart i just kinda dicided to put there i donno i just do werid things like that i can draw things about things and not mean it and they dont have ne real meaning to it and i can do the same thing when i come up with songs they have nothin to do with i just randomly come up with them and i donno how
-_-' i donno maybe im just werid all together o yea btw next time i get on i got another poem for ya k ^^

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