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Friday, June 16, 2006


to caitlin: heres the poem i promised you
confusion is a curse but everyone thinks its a gift
love is a gift but everyone thinks its a curse
loyalty can be either
let you down this time
hurt you as much as i can
i can't say sorry but i'm really sorry
i wish i knew how i really felt
but i'm so confused

this heart my be lying
but i'm living a lie
pretending i understand
but i'm so confused
who is who
how i feel deep down
it aches for something new

i can't be with either
because i just can't say the
truth in my head
because my head's telling the truth
i have to pretend
again
that my heart's for real this time

i hate to hurt either
its got to be both
never felt so tired of me
I'M SO TIRED OF ME

because
i
don't
understand!
i
don't
understand
i
can't
un...der...st...and

because my heart's equal strength
is to my head
and which to follow
could break any of us
so i have to break all of us
its just me
because no one would believe

will you believe
the one i lie i tell?
the lie from the heart
the lie i live
its lie or i die

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