Sunday, August 7, 2005

   what?
im reallt tired...i helped nick move. and i just talked to rayne for some reason. its hard for me to hate people for a long time i dont know why. i had this dream where my dad came and took me and my brother away. well first i threw rocks at my moms car and she drove off then my dad picked us up. he took us to a freinds house. the house was huge and everyone there was happy and if they werent people helped them. everyone took us with open arms. me and my brother actually got along. but then he turned into nick and i was so happy. i had a big room and videogames and i was comfortable. but then is was ripped away in an instant when my mother woke me up, and i looked up at her and i wanted to cut all the flesh from her face well i gotta go to nicks now bye all
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Saturday, August 6, 2005

   yeah look at my new themey thingy. its soo awesome i love distillers. thanks stepahnie ur the bestest lol. well anywho i broke up with beth, yeah big surprise. shes not really getting it so yeah. well im gonna go bye
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Friday, August 5, 2005

   "Imagine"

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.

(Imagine all the people sharing all the world)

Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

hidden in plain view---bleed for you
The cold concrete cuts against her back
And her spirit spills with blood onto the pavement
Hands tied so tight behind her neck
And a silence falls, and everything changes
Everything dies, to you nothing’s alive, to you anymore
I guess you've gotten more than you may have wanted

If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I'd bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way again
When you’re in my arms, again
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you

She drowns herself until the images erase
But the skin is bruised all along her thighs
Nightmares repeat refrain the memories remain
The mental photographs haunting all the time
She shuts her eyes, to you she tries to hide
From you, she falls asleep into dreams where she is safe

If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I'd bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way again
When you’re in my arms, again
I would scream for you
I will bleed for Isi
Put the weight on my shoulders
And the pain in my heart
Tie the knots in my stomach, let it tear me apart
So I could be everything you need

Put the weight on my shoulders
And the pain in my heart
Tie the knots in my stomach, let it tear me apart
So tear me apart..

Where the silence strips me bare,
and your body pins me down.
I've never been so scared to breathe,
afraid to make a sound.
But all I know is you'll never let me go..
Just kick and scream, bite and bleed,
and make believe it's all a dream.

If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I'd bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way again
When you’re in my arms, again
I would scream for you
I will bleed for youIf I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I'd bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way again
When you’re in my arms, again
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you (pain away)
I will bleed for you

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   well its one in the morning, i dont really feel like updating my journal so yea. i really need to change the background. it doesnt reflect my true nature. now me stanindg over soemone with a bloodied knife thatd be more accurate. but i dont have one of those pictures. great my brotheres home...god i hate this family..my mom wont go to bed so i can have some alone time, i need to be alone to think. yay slipknot i need to start drinking soon...or maybe i just i need people to die w/e...ahh im so fucking bored i need some entertainment i wonder if grandpa figured out how to fix my comp. hmm well im gonna try and fix my background..bye
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Friday, July 22, 2005

   so i havent been on the comp for a long time. i hate summer its hot and crappy and yea. im sick of all the whores and idiots in this world i want to get out of wisconsin and nto have to deal with anyone i dont have to. ive been really edgey i dont deal well with heat yea im done.
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Saturday, July 2, 2005

   yea wow im updating this thing haha woohoo. not really but w/e ntohing new for you losers to know...hmm, well actually....wait nope nothin my life is boring and yeah. *takes out a sniper rifle and shoots people from his roof*

BTW i...like...pie
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

   *yaaaaaawn* yeah im tired. i snapped a bit at stephanie. but i dunno im not mad at u anymore. so yeah. well im done now. bye all.
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   yea im only updating to keep stehpi happy. i dont know why since she stole my gum from my purse lol. why the hell would u make a purse out of pants? geeard. what a freak you are puglis. lol some guy thinks im your brother....ew...no. i dont belive you that melissa is going to quit she seems weak minded to me. ya know sicne she started in the first place. yuck i feel bad. and yeah. this morning was fucked up. after i got out of the shower i saw blood all over the bathroom. i explained more in LJ, incase anyone cares. meow. fuck you all i hate you
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Sunday, June 19, 2005

this place...i dont understand it still. its just a bunch of loseres trying to act asian. or a bunch of depressed poseres trying to have everyone feel sorry for them. get a life.
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