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myOtaku.com: Calamity-Angel


Saturday, March 1, 2008

Damn it, damn it, damn it.
I swear to god if one more of my online friends dumps their problems on me I'm going to kill someone. I'm not their bloody diary and I'm sick of hearing them bitch about how they hate each other. It's bad enough that one of them keeps trying to get me to join her in badmouthing another of my friends AT THE SAME TIME that another of my friends is telling me how bad she feels that the friend the first friend wants me to badmouth is feeling unwelcome.

Probably made no sense to you but it made sense to me and damn it I wish it would all just STOP. Honestly? Being a teenager and going to highschool and living with my mom is not easy and I don't need friends making it even harder. That's not to say I don't like them. I do. I just hate it when they feel the need to share all their problems with me. Friends are supposed to support each other but there's only so much support a person can give without getting any back in return because the friends are too busy getting their own support.

Honestly, if things continue like this I might just stop coming online altogether except to write stories and do homework.. and Sekai no Melody stuff. But that should be okay as none of the people who tend to use me as a diary go there.

But then I'd feel bad because I'd miss the times when they weren't dumping their shit on me.

Guh.

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I hope Monday comes soon. I want to see my real-life friends again, I miss them already. Maybe I should like... randomly show up on their doorstep or something and spend the weekend with them, take the weekend off from the 'net...

Like that'll actually happen. :/ Blargh.
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