Thursday, December 1, 2005

   Working
basically I think I took about over 100 calls today. Im really tired of hearing the same problem over and over again. I hate it. Im hungry and I GOT MY NEW PLACE YA! Well anyways I get paid tonight so party... woohoo im gone
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

   ha ha
my phone is shut off till friday. So feel to leave me 20 voice mails. my number is 3154893395 hahaha. Well gtg seeya
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Saturday, November 26, 2005

   :-p
I guess I lost my touch for writing songs. There was a reason why I did before and that was then this is now. Its funny how somethings happen. This feeling I have I dont think it will going away. Something new is going to happen soon. I can just feel it. I need something new to keep me from boring myself to death. I changed my job 3-4 months ago. I almost kinda regret it but I get more PAY!!! Which is always good. I work a massive amount of hours. Im going to have close to 90 hours for 2 weeks. Which isn't bad but it works. I wish I could just leave watertown ny. I would rather be down south. Like South Carolina or Laguna Beach and be on the SHOW!!! lol. If anyone reads this then leave a comment and tell me how stupid i am. Dont you ever wish you could go back in time and change one thing. I think I know what I would change. No its not about you... Its about my mother. I wish I could've spent more time with her. Instead of being a bad kid. I miss her so much. But I know shes in a better place. Well I gotta go..
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   Work
Work is doing good. I havent recieved that many calls today. I talk to a lot of people today. We're Going Down Down. Im hyper. Listening to good music and just chillen. Which work is all about!
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   Yes good song!
I Don't Wanna Know"

I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Your eyes were covered in sunglasses
When they first met mine
I sat there and stared at you
You didn't seem to mind
The awkward ways we meet

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

I never cared how i dressed before
But i cared that night
Anticipation ran through my bones
And my clothes never fit right
I can't wait 'til we meet again

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Framed pictures start to be put on the walls
Constant visits while im out on the road
Its hard to leave sometimes
But you know where i lay my head at night

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

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   why
Dont think about it....

I dont understand why. When people do bad things to you. Like your ex's.... They say they love you. Even though they have done something wrong to hurt you. For example a ton of peopl have asked me today if I was dating jess. NO IM NOT. She cheated on me with some rico suavay guy who cares. Its done its shoot me now.... lol I dk
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Friday, November 25, 2005

   my life
well basically I've been through some rough times. When I was 14 I had lost my mother due to breast cancer. I've been lost since then. I was living in a small peacefull town called Calcium. One of the greast places to live. Over my high school years. I've been through realtionships. One was horrible. The fact of that is it's over. She was horrible and took me away from my family. Which led to a lot of situations. I moved out of my home. But before all of that happened. I made a huge mistake, Which I would regret for a long time... There was this girl.. I like and still do very much. She was fantastic. I was a fool for living her and moved on to my ex. Now we are talking and everything is ok I guess. Who knows maybe just maybe something good will happen to me one of these days
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

   well..
I need something new and exciting in my life. I need to get out of Watertown Ny. It is so boring to be here. I want to go somewhere else. leaving details later
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