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DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
well its thursday..... oh joy... *shoots self in the head while brains splater on the wall*
well today in school was interesting..... in one of my classes Im the only girl..... I just figured that out today.... and Im scared. but happy *evil grin*
also in my anime class Im getting used to the program. its really fun today I got a person to walk and it looked AWESOME!!!! and I can make him do sexy walk to make him look gay lol. sorry Im evil to my characters. If they were living I bet they would kill me lol. But its SOOOOOO funny!
then also I got to see the show "happy tree friends and friends"...... that show OMG it looked so cute at first then OMG they start killing each other! IT WAS GREAT!!! that show is funny!! Its almost as bad as south park but way worse lol.
Then also I finshed a fraffic novels seires yesterday I was sooo happy. It was really good. now Im going to read "Fruits Basket" It looks a littel chessy for me but some people said it was really good. so I guess. and also I have to draw pictures of Kenshin for my anime club. yeah we are making posters for people to join. horray Im giong to be busy and also I have a lot of homework. then also I have to present this project in class tomarrow and Im not really sure what to say and it has to last 10-15 min. Im going to fail. oh well I suck at writing.
well I dont really have anything else to say but JD person is gay lol. he is probley going to kill me for saying that but its funny how he reacts lol.
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
horray Monday..... I hate mondays.... I want to kill it. oh well but today at school was okay everything is ging back to normal. which means Im bored. and well a lot of disturbing things lol.
no but my math teach sucks ball man I hate him. he gives us homework EVERYDAY!!!! gosh then I hate to carry around 3 TEXT BOOKS! OMG they were heavy!! one person fell from the weight. gosh my back hurts *rubs back* and the thing that sucks is that we dotn have lockers at my school. yeah so i have to carry them all the time.... kill me now X_X
no but im my Midia class were I do my anime at. he got a new program!!! IT FUCKEN ROCKS!!! OMG you can belive how bad ass it is. Its going to take me forevery to learn it. its awesome. but you can take a picture of my face and put it on a person in the program. you can change the face around and body EVERYTHING down to the fingure tips and eye lids!! Its soooo awesome my new anime is going to KICK ASS!!! now i just have to come up with a story line...... hmmm oh well I will work on it.
oh and also I got my magazine today "Anime Insider" and they said there are comming out with a FMA movie!!! Its called "ShamballaPalooza" Its weird name but I cant wait to buy it!!!
oh and my libray got new ANIME BOOKS!!!! OMG Im giong to be busy reading A LOT of anime. lol I only wish we could check out more *tear*
okay Im sorry all this joy is starting to freak me out. later freaks.
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
you guys please dont say your sorry. its not your fault on what happend. I now have learned from my mistakes and just moved on. I cant linger in the past. It can kill someone. it just hurts to much to rememeber. so I just write it down on paper and burn it (it helps a little). we cant change the past. but we can change what happens next.
and JD person dont be sad please. dont worry about me. you have a wonderful person so just live. dont be sorry, you did nothing wronge. your a good person Im galde I made friends with you. But i dont want to say anything to you because I dont want you to think Im this sad girl oh so much happend to her. I just want to be normal. and be me. I want a normal life like everyone always talks about. how we went on vaction and we all sat together. I long for that. but its okay I got over it. so please dont worry about me. and dont be sorry all of you!!!
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
well lets out it this way my B-day sucked.... yeah it was my first day of school. and sorry I have not posted in a while.... I have been busy or ether fighting with my parents.
at school my so called friedns. well one of them gave me a card that said "oh now your 17 now you can buy me M rated games for my B-day" all it was is a piece of white paper with marker. and then my other friends forgot. when I told them 2 days ago. then what also hurt was my own cuz did not even say Happy B-day to me. so I was like whatever. I oculd not wait to go home. but then it only got worse. ether people were sleeping or they were not here. and I wanted to showthem my anime but they said "oh no Im too tired" so I waited and waited......
now its like 5:00 and I was feeling like shit. thinking is any of my friends going to come over or serprise me..... but then it started getting later. and nothing. I really felt like shit. I made it to everyone of my friensd B-day even if they did not know I was comming. and I got them something really nice. and no one came. no even one of my oldest friends WHO LIVES RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO ME!!! no I was alone. crying in my room wishing for something better. then my mother came home and did not even say anything. and my father well he is never home. and besides he does not even know me. (its a long story I rather not explain it) she brought me a little cake and told me to get my ass in her room to blow out the candles so they can have some cake....
and do you know what i wished as the tears flowed down my cheaks, I wished I was dead. they did not say anything. fuck they dont care. then they were yellingsaying get them a piece of cake. i couldn ot even eat any it made me sick. I have not eaten in like 2 days. just makes me sick. so after that I went back to me room and cried myself to sleep.
oh then the next day i was pissed. I told the girl off who gave me that fucken card. I made her FUCKEN CRY!!!! good she is no friend to me. thats bull shit!! then at the end of the day she was feeling bad and she wrote me a letter saying she will be better over the weekend and we can be friends. what kind of shit is that!! if she wants to be my friend she cant get it in jsut 2 days. no its going to take a LONG time to trust her again. then I wanted to go off on my cuz but she was staying away from me because she knew I was pissed. my own fucking cuz. she is becoming a slut just like her friends. what a bitch.
but one of my friens tried to understaind but I could not let him. hes going out with my cuz and I cant say anything to him. but he really wants to help but I just cant. I cant staind to cry in front of him.
then when i got home I got to have a lovely fight with my mother. I said to fucken hit me I dont give a shit anymore!! because pain does not hurt when its all you ever felt!!!
but I want to thank Yensid for sending me this card. thank you sooo much. It means a lot to me. *hugs* thanks for always being there for me.
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
well today kinda sucked...... some new teachers and some old. I hate my new classes. It really sucks!! but I got my anime I made on DVD!!! IF FUCKEN ROCKS!!!! and In my anime club were are going to be makking a flout for school....... crazy. and we are going to make posters for other people to join. its going F-ing ROCK!!! but my classes still suck.... and Its to two story building (my high school) so Im going up and down up and down...... it sucks. I wanna stay home...
also my B-day sucks so far..... my parents forgot of chores..... oh well whatever... no big surprise.
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
AHHHHHH!!!!! TOMARROW IS SCHOOL/B-DAY!!! ugggg I dont wanna.... I want to stay home and sleep -_-zZz
ahhhh yes sleep... I have to get up in the morning at 5:30!!! Im the first one... what luck. so this is probley going to be me tomarrow in the morning lol
yes screaming and yelling about i dont want to get up!! I went to bed at 12:30 last night and woke up at 9:50..... Im going to miss that... dam school hours!!!
also I dont care about money. its just money. it turns peoples hearts to black because they become greedy. but I also realize that I need it too. but i rather give. I dont care.
well tomarrow is my Birthday. horray nothing specail. and also sencie Im going to go to school now that means I wont be able to get on as much.... yeah I get out of school at 3:00 and that means i have to come home to my chores then school work.... dammit! well okay guys Im dont for today. talk to you tomarrow. umm if i have time. probley tomarrow is my birthday. this bites
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
hey guys. wow I dont know what to say anymore. Im just confused... but well yesterday Karin left (finaly that dumb bitch) Im glade. Im not sure if I should tell you what happened..... she just makes me sick! and my cuz was helping her!? its going to be weird now..... oh well I just have to live I guess. but only 2 more years with my parents. thank god... Im so sick of everything. I just want it to stop.
well only 2 more days untill school/B-Day I wonder whats that going to be like. well lets think.... for X-mas I got 2 pices of candy. and it was not a really happy X-mas.... oh well I dont really care. I was going to have a party but what happened last time Im not going to risk it. who knows what could happen.
well I get paied today for my job. horray $150 then $40 next week. but there will probley be nothing left of it because my mom will want it to buy ciggerets...... then beer. and just a bunch of shit. nothing last forever.
well I dont really feel like talking anymore sorry guys later okay talk to you tomarrow.
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
WARNING!!! DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT LIKE TO READ FUCK, SHIT, BITCH, AND HELL A LOT. THANK YOU COME AGAIN ^_^
long post I know. but I was not on for 3 days.... well lets start with Friday okay ^_^
well friday was a good day happy snappy me. ummmm (crap what did I do on fri.) oh yeah well my cuz came over that day. and brought one of here friends with her. (Karin) well that day was fun. we were all outside playing in the water with water ballons and getting wet lol. but I did not get wet as much because I was talking on the phone with one of my other friends (elizabeth) well I was planing to have a party tomarrow and invite some of my friends but my mom said only one other person can come over..... so i invited Alex ^_^ hes cool. not very talkative but his mom I get along with A LOT!!! hell I call her mom. she understainds my life because hers was simalar. Im galde she is cool with me. I get alone with older people better. because my friends dont understaind the REAL world. and i cant talk to them. so what happened was my cuz and Karin spent the night.
We stayed up till 2:30 in the morning...... and i woke up at 7:30... so yeah I was tired. but I got up and did my chores so my mom would not bitch at me. and my friends were STILL ASLEEP!!! I had the music BLASTING and doing shit. hell the really sleep like logs lol. then later on that morning my bro came over. he wanted me to go to a BBQ with him but I ended up not. (big mistake) but he was fire happy that morning..... he keepet on tring to burn my hair.... and trust me my hair is LONG!!! all the way down to my ASS!!! then he lifted up his armpit and I said "dam why dont you burn your arm hair lol" and he did like a dumb ass he is lol. but only a little. then he left...... after that my friends woke up and I made waffles for everyone yummy ^_^ then Alex pulled up in the drive way and I was like HOLY SHIT!!! Im still in my Boxers!!! so I ran to the bathroom to go change lol.
When he came in we played Mortal Combat I totaly kicked everyones Asses lol. they sucked. then they started cheating lol. that was funny. but then Karins boyfriend came over to my house and we all went outside. then we got to see them make out... eww (get the hell away from me) but after that I heard a scream!! it came towards my house..... I ran inside and it was my sister and dad fighting!! OMG!! he was fucking drunk and tired and it was a really bad fight..... I wanted it to stop but it did not matter what I did.... so I grabbed the kids and ran outside.... I did not want them to see that stuff.... Its hard growing up with abusive parents... and I did not want them to start. there dad is already in jail for it. sorry. but then after that I wanted to dissapear...... my sister wanted to call the cops. gosh i was so embarrased my friends were just staring at me and I wanted to just die. now everyone knows. great what a happy school year this will be.... then I told Alex to leave. and his mom was worried but i did not say anything. after that I went to my room and dissapeared. and it did not matter no one missed me. my cuz did not even care or anyone. so fuck them. Im alone and always will be. then my sister called and asked if I wanted to come over. I said PLEASE!!! I hate this hell hole. so i got away. and i spent some time with my sis. I really needed it.
horray its sunday now. and I really slept in lol. and the dai went by really fast. and i forgot I had to go back home. so my sis took me back. once I got home my cuz and Karin were here. i could not even look at them. they were all with there boyfriends not even caring about me. so fuck them. then later on the night they tried to talk to me and I said "go fuck your boyfriend get the hell away from me" and I left. It was just a crazy night Im sorry.
well okay guys. for anyone who read the hole thing thank you. no really it means a lot to me. no one is here to talk to. and besides If there was I would not tell them becasue I would not want to loose another friend that way.....
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
okay I dont know why you guys could not see the pic? I see it. oh well I dont feel like fixing it right now, Im lazy. i have to hurry anyway. my cuz is here...... RUN FOR YOUR LIFES!!! lol.
well yesterday nothing really specail happend but I got a bunch of movies from my bro. horray movies. then tomarrow Im probley going to go to my friends house again. and also I got another strange phone call yesterday @_@ for the first 10 min was confused on who it was..... i forgot I had two friens named elizabeth....... *hits head* but it was awsome!!! I have not spoken to her in like 2-3 months. and she is now going to college. she skiped her last year of high school. yeah she is really smart @_@ and she said she had a surprise for my B-Day. I dont know but okay.
also I dont know what to draw..... my dreams are giving me freaky pictures.... so do you guys have any cool ideas on what to draw? or maybe i can do that drawling thing with anglebestdream. I dont know. or maybe i will draw another comic of me and Miroku-sama101 (Lee). yeah I know I have not spoken of him in a while after that one party..... but a lot of people liked that comic I did. well okay then guys Im giong later.
DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
horray its thursday...... oh well who cares. ummmm okay well yesterday was ummm interesting lol. yeah this time he showed me a graffic novel yoai.... and it was kinda funny lol. well I think Im getting over it now. it does not bother me anymore. i guess I spent to much time with them lol. oh and the graffic novel was called "Mans Best Friend" no not what your thinking lol. its really a dog. this guy finds a dog and the dog really likes him. so he takes the dog home with him. he starts playing with the dog horray hes happy then POOF!! the dog turns into a human and well yeah..... then in the moring the humans like what happened.... but my butt hurts.. lol. so the dog turns into a human when he is happy. weird I know. then all this weird stuff starts happings its just really funny.
then I got to look all there how to draw manga books. they were awesome!!!! there was one about monsters, girls, DRAGONS, and couples. I was not able to read all of them but they were interesting. so much detail i wanted to read MORE!!!!! then also we were playing sonic on the gamecube. and we put the language in japaness. we did not know what they were saying so we made ower own story line lol. it was funny!!! and wronge at some points lol. but I had to do dumb ass amy.... so I made her be a slut. yeah it was great.
Im galde I got out of the house. I needed to get away from everything. but now Im back... oh well.
heres a picture. me and my crazy friends lol. not really them but oh well
