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Monday, August 7, 2006


Bring me to life..... because Im Frozen inside.
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DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend The Real Yojimbo

~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.

Theme: Death Note

Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...

~About me! (who really cares about me)

~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??

~Birthday: August 10th 1989

~Favorite colors: Purple and black

~Personality: Dark and evil

~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)

~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123

~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.

~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.



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Hey freaks!

WARNING!!! DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT LIKE TO READ FUCK, SHIT, BITCH, AND HELL A LOT. THANK YOU COME AGAIN ^_^

long post I know. but I was not on for 3 days.... well lets start with Friday okay ^_^

well friday was a good day happy snappy me. ummmm (crap what did I do on fri.) oh yeah well my cuz came over that day. and brought one of here friends with her. (Karin) well that day was fun. we were all outside playing in the water with water ballons and getting wet lol. but I did not get wet as much because I was talking on the phone with one of my other friends (elizabeth) well I was planing to have a party tomarrow and invite some of my friends but my mom said only one other person can come over..... so i invited Alex ^_^ hes cool. not very talkative but his mom I get along with A LOT!!! hell I call her mom. she understainds my life because hers was simalar. Im galde she is cool with me. I get alone with older people better. because my friends dont understaind the REAL world. and i cant talk to them. so what happened was my cuz and Karin spent the night.

We stayed up till 2:30 in the morning...... and i woke up at 7:30... so yeah I was tired. but I got up and did my chores so my mom would not bitch at me. and my friends were STILL ASLEEP!!! I had the music BLASTING and doing shit. hell the really sleep like logs lol. then later on that morning my bro came over. he wanted me to go to a BBQ with him but I ended up not. (big mistake) but he was fire happy that morning..... he keepet on tring to burn my hair.... and trust me my hair is LONG!!! all the way down to my ASS!!! then he lifted up his armpit and I said "dam why dont you burn your arm hair lol" and he did like a dumb ass he is lol. but only a little. then he left...... after that my friends woke up and I made waffles for everyone yummy ^_^ then Alex pulled up in the drive way and I was like HOLY SHIT!!! Im still in my Boxers!!! so I ran to the bathroom to go change lol.
When he came in we played Mortal Combat I totaly kicked everyones Asses lol. they sucked. then they started cheating lol. that was funny. but then Karins boyfriend came over to my house and we all went outside. then we got to see them make out... eww (get the hell away from me) but after that I heard a scream!! it came towards my house..... I ran inside and it was my sister and dad fighting!! OMG!! he was fucking drunk and tired and it was a really bad fight..... I wanted it to stop but it did not matter what I did.... so I grabbed the kids and ran outside.... I did not want them to see that stuff.... Its hard growing up with abusive parents... and I did not want them to start. there dad is already in jail for it. sorry. but then after that I wanted to dissapear...... my sister wanted to call the cops. gosh i was so embarrased my friends were just staring at me and I wanted to just die. now everyone knows. great what a happy school year this will be.... then I told Alex to leave. and his mom was worried but i did not say anything. after that I went to my room and dissapeared. and it did not matter no one missed me. my cuz did not even care or anyone. so fuck them. Im alone and always will be. then my sister called and asked if I wanted to come over. I said PLEASE!!! I hate this hell hole. so i got away. and i spent some time with my sis. I really needed it.

horray its sunday now. and I really slept in lol. and the dai went by really fast. and i forgot I had to go back home. so my sis took me back. once I got home my cuz and Karin were here. i could not even look at them. they were all with there boyfriends not even caring about me. so fuck them. then later on the night they tried to talk to me and I said "go fuck your boyfriend get the hell away from me" and I left. It was just a crazy night Im sorry.

well okay guys. for anyone who read the hole thing thank you. no really it means a lot to me. no one is here to talk to. and besides If there was I would not tell them becasue I would not want to loose another friend that way.....

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