DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF!!! I worked HARD on this it's only polite. and I got most of my help from my friend
The Real Yojimbo
~There is no discrimination I will kill everyone. jk I will not be mean if you are gay, white, black, who cares. as long as your not a DUMB ASS.
Theme: Death Note
Theme poem:
You see my face,
You see a lie,
You cant see my feelings,
I am dieing inside,
You are blind and you don't know,
The things my face doesn't show,
Because today I'm here,
But who knows about tomarrow...
~About me! (who really cares about me)
~Gender: female Dammit What else would I be!!??
~Birthday: August 10th 1989
~Favorite colors: Purple and black
~Personality: Dark and evil
~Music I like: Punk, rock, hard ROCK, such as, Seether, Disturbed, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Evanecensse, (ext.)
~Contact me on my yahoo messenger
*cant_escape123
~or hotmail
*cantescape123@hotmail.com
come talk to me Im bored.
~Random stuff: You cannot know my location you Fucking Rapists!!
I am an artist If you want go check out my art. I would really appreciate that.
well lets out it this way my B-day sucked.... yeah it was my first day of school. and sorry I have not posted in a while.... I have been busy or ether fighting with my parents.
at school my so called friedns. well one of them gave me a card that said "oh now your 17 now you can buy me M rated games for my B-day" all it was is a piece of white paper with marker. and then my other friends forgot. when I told them 2 days ago. then what also hurt was my own cuz did not even say Happy B-day to me. so I was like whatever. I oculd not wait to go home. but then it only got worse. ether people were sleeping or they were not here. and I wanted to showthem my anime but they said "oh no Im too tired" so I waited and waited......
now its like 5:00 and I was feeling like shit. thinking is any of my friends going to come over or serprise me..... but then it started getting later. and nothing. I really felt like shit. I made it to everyone of my friensd B-day even if they did not know I was comming. and I got them something really nice. and no one came. no even one of my oldest friends WHO LIVES RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO ME!!! no I was alone. crying in my room wishing for something better. then my mother came home and did not even say anything. and my father well he is never home. and besides he does not even know me. (its a long story I rather not explain it) she brought me a little cake and told me to get my ass in her room to blow out the candles so they can have some cake....
and do you know what i wished as the tears flowed down my cheaks, I wished I was dead. they did not say anything. fuck they dont care. then they were yellingsaying get them a piece of cake. i couldn ot even eat any it made me sick. I have not eaten in like 2 days. just makes me sick. so after that I went back to me room and cried myself to sleep.
oh then the next day i was pissed. I told the girl off who gave me that fucken card. I made her FUCKEN CRY!!!! good she is no friend to me. thats bull shit!! then at the end of the day she was feeling bad and she wrote me a letter saying she will be better over the weekend and we can be friends. what kind of shit is that!! if she wants to be my friend she cant get it in jsut 2 days. no its going to take a LONG time to trust her again. then I wanted to go off on my cuz but she was staying away from me because she knew I was pissed. my own fucking cuz. she is becoming a slut just like her friends. what a bitch.
but one of my friens tried to understaind but I could not let him. hes going out with my cuz and I cant say anything to him. but he really wants to help but I just cant. I cant staind to cry in front of him.
then when i got home I got to have a lovely fight with my mother. I said to fucken hit me I dont give a shit anymore!! because pain does not hurt when its all you ever felt!!!
but I want to thank Yensid for sending me this card. thank you sooo much. It means a lot to me. *hugs* thanks for always being there for me.
