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myOtaku.com: Capricious Tyrant
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Thursday, February 19, 2004
I'm back
Well I'm back for tha 1st damn time for those who don't know someone young knucklehead deleted my site.
I already am back on track with 2 visits scine the debacle so lets agree to forgive and forget the injustice that has just occured Kay?
Stank you smelly much
Well as you know by now it is very manditory that I b**** about mylife for a bit and it starts with the shocking events of yesterday...
2/18/2004
Well today, as with many days, I've learned a lot about myself and about the world. On top of that the gaping void in my life is...
get bigger with every breath I take. I'll just take you through the day.
As usual I woke up and washed up and everything. Then I went on the bus. It is so disheartening to sit on a bus full of people and sit right in the middle of the crowd, yet no one can talk to you. NO ONE!!! To me it happens every day.
Well I came to scshool and I wanted to go about my usual plan which consist of me b******* to myself in a corner about life like I'm doing right now for about 5 mins., then I would gather the courage to try to talk to well you know...
But today was no different from the others... I went directly to the computer to check my site and see if anyone was kind enough to leave a comment or sign in. Then one of my "friends" kindly invited me to go follow them somewhere. As I walked through the halls I saw her...
with him the other guy... (I don't want to say their names but they know who they are) So instead of saying "hi" followed by a witty remark (lol, my specialty).
I walked away without looking at her once...
Well a few periods later I'm in 4th and there is this episode with me and this other girl (who as usual I don't know if she is my friend or not), Just last year she was kicking me in my...
After school, I saw the girl I was after (you know the girl I made the poem about) Well without names this gets confusing but anyway) This girl from JROTC was there. I told her little about my situation in order to manipulate her into helping me.
Well she helped allright. She helped to the point that I don't want to go with the girl in poem anymore... Like I said my first name is Capricious so it should not be so suprising. The real reason is basically I wanted someone to talk to, about what I feel, and someone who understands me. Someone who fills that gap. That void. If I couldn't talk to her much less make eye contact with her how in the bluest of blue hells is she ever going to be with me. I guess that with my witty, funny, cool, outter shell no one wants my true inner self. I will always truly be alone even with all of the friends that I get along the way. That girl is Marvel Flush.
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