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Tuesday, January 8, 2008


new semester of school
alright i guess

for some reason they put me in astrology and web page design so i need to find a new 6th hour

schedule hopefully so far is

hour 1 creative writing (or if i cant swich into it astrology :( )
hour 2 drawing 2
hour 3 mens pe
hour 4 psychology
hour 5 human relations
hour 6 not sure yet
hour 7 speech

meh its an alright schedule

im trying to get a scanner or something so i can upload for drawings. been working really hard on one this past week, working on a story to write soon when i find free time

thats about it
having a license is fun but gas is expensive T_T

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008


new year
well its officially 2008. the new year is here and with that bring many new challenges and goals. as with most people do, a list of the best things of the previous year. some high points in 2007 for me

first off is my girlfriend. definitely the best thing to happen to me this year and quite frankly in a very very long time. me and her have come a long way, it was actually this time of year last year that we both starting talking to each other and when i started to like her. then we started going out around July/August of this year. our first date was to see the Simpsons movie, then a few weeks later we went to the mall and I kissed her on her porch for the first time. we went to homecoming also. the dance sucked soooo much but it was more about the time we shared that night, it was that night we told each other we love each other. and then here we are now, the fist thing i did this year was share a kiss with her ^//^ it's been 6 months since we started dating and i hope very much that we will be together much much longer. one of my resolutions this year is to spend more time with her, go on more dates. and now that i have my license and a car i can do that now. me being with her is definitely the best thing to happen to me this year. it also made me and her brother closer friends too, once me and her started dating ive hung out with Dilbert alot.

i also got my license on new years eve. it was soooo nice being able to drive by myself, it was a great feeling driving alone and then hearing one of my favorite songs come up on the radio! now i can go on more dates with my girlfriend and hang out with my friends more often now

another high point of the year was getting my permit.
warped tour was fun

the anime convention was soooo much fun! i met up with Sarah and Dilbert there. i didn't get to cosplay though T_T, it was a great fun time, that was also when i actually got to meet Dilbert more and thats how we started to be friends. im looking forward to the next convention

DeMo left for the air force. it was sad, he got to come back for Christmas though so that was good.

i didn't really set any resolutions for last year, but this year i have a couple i want to do

1) spend more time with Sarah, go on more dates with her
2)get a job
3)start working out again and lose some weight T_T
4)learn more instruments and relearn how to read music again
5)stop getting scared and stressed about the future
6)be in a successful serious band
7)play less World of Warcraft
8)work on drawings and develop own style instead of trying imitate others
9)actually cosplay at the convention this year as L from Death Note ( and avoid crazy fan girls there X_X)
10) and last of all just remember to be myself and not let others opinions affect me in my future endeavors

2007 was a good year
lets hope 2008 is just as good if not better

looking forward to spending it with my love and my family and friends

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Thursday, December 20, 2007


   mistakes
i don't know where it all went wrong but its becoming a reality. i completely messed up in high school and there is no chance for changing it. see i thought i was supposed to have 2 years of math but apparently they dont count pre-algebra as one. and also i completely blew these last two years as well. instead of taking blow off classes I should have taken classes that would probably get me into a decent college. now i fear that i wont be able to, that my dreams of being a teacher are going to go down the drain, a dream i once saw tangible fading slowly away because of my stupidity these past 2 years of high school. im not even half way done with the A+ program tutoring. lets just face it, im never going to fix this, I've dug my own grave and thats how it has to be i suppose. i dont want to grow up, as childish as it may sound i honestly dont think i can handle the future, so many different changes, soon im going to be 18, so i have to register for that god damn selective services (AKA the draft X_X), i need a job so i can get my own money to pay for my insurance and gas when i get my license. and i also failed my driving test yesterday, freaking parallel parking, and i missed two things that i could have easily done, the cop who took me to take my test made me so nervous, he gave me weird looks and was breathing extremely heavily, and he sounded like a complete jerk when he said i failed, he told me "you failed, go PRACTICE" yes he actually emphasized the practice. i cant not stand Arnold and Jefferson county cops, from what i have heard from my friends who took the test the cops their are complete jerks, *sigh* i just want my license, then i can just go for a relaxing drive by myself, give me time to think. oh crap i have not gotten anyone gifts yet, i need to get on that.

it most certainly does not feel like Christmas time at all. *sigh* stressed out on Christmas. i also quit being a vegetarian, it was too expensive and my health was starting to show signs of weakness, ive been out of energy lately. just tired, and worn out for no reason at all. everyone quit wow, i dont have any urge to play anymore, sorry everyone if i sound like im rambling on too much, just need to vent somehow, maybe it will get better over time...

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Sunday, December 16, 2007


Mariana's party was soooooo fun!!!!! Caityln, Paige, Sky, Kala, Matt Carr, Lauren, Troy and Mariana were there. fun times!!!! we did a lot of DDRing and video games! smash bros. FTW, fun fun stuff, even Sarah got to come!!! i was sooo happy i got to see her today!!!! the snow got a bigillion times more awesome!!! lol i was there till 11:30, fun stuff, made a new friend too, got new ring tones, and i had no idea Mariana's mom liked anime, talked to her abit about anime, fun stuff...today was great!!!!
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Saturday, December 15, 2007


Snow (Hey Oh)
Its snowing!!!! its sooo beautiful outside!!!! finaly we get snow, although not on a school day X_x
but who cares snow!!!!11!!1!!

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