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Thursday, December 20, 2007
mistakes
i don't know where it all went wrong but its becoming a reality. i completely messed up in high school and there is no chance for changing it. see i thought i was supposed to have 2 years of math but apparently they dont count pre-algebra as one. and also i completely blew these last two years as well. instead of taking blow off classes I should have taken classes that would probably get me into a decent college. now i fear that i wont be able to, that my dreams of being a teacher are going to go down the drain, a dream i once saw tangible fading slowly away because of my stupidity these past 2 years of high school. im not even half way done with the A+ program tutoring. lets just face it, im never going to fix this, I've dug my own grave and thats how it has to be i suppose. i dont want to grow up, as childish as it may sound i honestly dont think i can handle the future, so many different changes, soon im going to be 18, so i have to register for that god damn selective services (AKA the draft X_X), i need a job so i can get my own money to pay for my insurance and gas when i get my license. and i also failed my driving test yesterday, freaking parallel parking, and i missed two things that i could have easily done, the cop who took me to take my test made me so nervous, he gave me weird looks and was breathing extremely heavily, and he sounded like a complete jerk when he said i failed, he told me "you failed, go PRACTICE" yes he actually emphasized the practice. i cant not stand Arnold and Jefferson county cops, from what i have heard from my friends who took the test the cops their are complete jerks, *sigh* i just want my license, then i can just go for a relaxing drive by myself, give me time to think. oh crap i have not gotten anyone gifts yet, i need to get on that.
it most certainly does not feel like Christmas time at all. *sigh* stressed out on Christmas. i also quit being a vegetarian, it was too expensive and my health was starting to show signs of weakness, ive been out of energy lately. just tired, and worn out for no reason at all. everyone quit wow, i dont have any urge to play anymore, sorry everyone if i sound like im rambling on too much, just need to vent somehow, maybe it will get better over time...
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