Thursday, April 5, 2007

   my intresting spring break
ok as you know my mom got married hear resently well now hes started to become violent i had to go down there because he was threating to quote beat my moms ass so after i had to stop that from happening she finds out that my step dad has been cheating on her with a girl that he was seeing even before they got married so around friday she goes to leave him and go back to my dad we get up there with a u-hall she wasnt there so we go ahead and load up all her stuff then they get back aperntly he basicly kidnaped her and wouldent pull over when he saw the u-hall so she gets back on sunday we go to leave with her michell(stepdad)wigs out and trys to run us off the road with his truck and follows all the way to arkansas so after all this my mom goes back to him and taking my little sister with them now my mom and her husband are trying to get costandy of me my dad threatend sucide if they took me from him because he said that im all he has left.
5 bucks says my spring break sucked more than yours
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Friday, March 23, 2007

my life
ok to start off i've found out that the person we moved in with is my dads drug buddy i saw them go back to thier room with my dads black case (no need to explain)but yay i've been just trying to keep my mind off those things here latly the more i think about it the more stressed i get and im tired of fighting with my dad because dispite it all i still love him more than my mom. let see next on the adgenda i've went through another breakup but this one was kinda fun because this is like the 4th time weve went out and the last 3 she was real stuck up when we broke up i got to do it this time and i realesd ummmm pent up emotions. im supposed to go to my moms over the spring break weak oh joy and i may have found a new girl freind but like every thing in my life it has a catch this one presents it self in a homi/sucicidal ex boyfreind/stalker i wish for just once in my life i didnt have to jump through hoops and swim through shit just to get what i want just once please
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

and yet another depressing post
my life officialy sucks but im not going to kill my self that would just be a f-ing copout quiters never win and such but you know im glad i hate my life that means i dont hate the person ive become rich people love their lives and hate thier selves me and my dad argue all the time now i guese in between my little discovery and that he's been all stressed from my mom leaving but it's offical i hate my life
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Monday, March 12, 2007

   me
i am ready to tke a fucking gun and empty it into my skull my life is officaly fucked up my mothers a mony grubbing hoar and my dad is hardly ever home and we ussally fight when he's there but to top it off i found a fucking pipe and a thing of dope while we was moving but i choose not to say anything and no longer go into dinale my life is shit and i have to learn to face the facts that and now for the gd sprinkles im getting herrased by the cops they illegally serched me and found pack of reds and is trying to fine me mom 600 dollars but ill tell that story when im in a better mood
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Monday, March 5, 2007

me
im utterly alone when i go home theres noone there i go to school and talk to my freinds that still care about me but i'm still alone i fell like fate is holding a gun to the back of my head and im waiting begging almost pleading for somone to pull the trigger i feel the cold steel of all of lifes hate and pain that is directed towards me at the base of my skull i am utterly and totlay alone
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

life update
well today i just found out im getting a step dad my mom sat me down tusday and was like im getting married this weekend just like that. we were served our evction notice last saturday the landlord gave us 10 days so our deadlines coming up soon my mom said her and my stepdad and my sister are all going to move to tenanase and asked me if i wanted to go too so now i get to think about and my mom getting married on friday so im supposed to be going to the wedding that and like yay latter
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

   camra
how do you work the bliking digital camra i got my hair done and picture taken but i dont know how to get the picture up to the otaku
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Monday, February 5, 2007

   me
my mom oked my hair yes well i think im better now jut manted let yall know
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

   my hair
i ask my dad if i could die my hair silver and told me its my hair to do what i want to with it as long as i can convince my mom witch shouldent be to hard my hair silver yes ill post before and after pictures

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Friday, January 26, 2007

hello
hello people for those of you that dont know yet im supposed to start seeing a psych somtime soon my parents found the cuts on my wrist and now there making me see one that and i kinda knew i needed to see one well not else much oh and try belladonas dark graphics they have some asome stuff just click the little link in the corner but it has soom asome stuff thats were i got all my things there and just so i dont get shut down i dont own the site just a freindly sujestion GO THERE NOW tehe
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