Sunday, July 29, 2007

Alright not much has been happening except that the community college won't take me because I need to get another duel enrollment sign for the third f***ing time. I'm also might go to the movies with my dad and his girlfriend tomorrow. I didn't know he had one until i came back from my trip. I'm starting to feel like a show cat though. Being show to all my parents new boyfriends and girlfriends is not very fun and stressful. You start to get the feeling like you just nothing but for show. I also needs some ideas for a new theme. I love my Marilyn Manson theme but its time for something new. I had this one for over two months and its time do the change the theme every month again to keep me from getting bored. It doesn't have to be music this time either and be show or movie or whatever you think would be nice.

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

I just got back yesterday night from my trip. It was pretty fun with lots of shopping. I almost didn't make it to vermont though because one of my flights got canceled. Today I got to pick out my classes for school since school starts in about a week. I also got 4 new cds today 2 Mariyln Mansons, 1 Murderdolls, and 1 Sisters of Mercy. If you want to hear more about my trip you can just e-mail me and I'll tell ya. There was just to much to put into a post.

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Yesterday one of my friends came over and we went shopping for alittle bit. I didn't get anything for I didn't have any money. Today is my last day before I get on a air plane to the Green Mountian State. So I won't be around as much as I would like to be. I got to pack today too. I don't know how I'm going to get all the stuff to fit. We might even have to get another suite case. Song of the Day: The Red Carpet Grave~ Marilyn Manson They call her Bulldozer speech demon Without distractions of hope, She makes the depression business Look surprisingly novel. And she's not just royal, Allegedly loyal Not unfaithful but she has no faith in me. Inhale the damage smoothly Paradise isn't lost, It was hiding all along. There's the ones that you love, The ones that love you, The ones that make you come. The ones that make you come unglued. I can't turn my back on you When you are walking away. Bottomless celebrity scar Staged circuses for schoolgirls, Us boys are all dressed up like a Mediocre suicide omen. Here comes the red carpet grave Again and again and again, Oh man. There's the ones that you love, The ones that love you, The ones that make you come. The ones that make you come unglued. I can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away. I can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away. Can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away, When you are walking away. There's the ones that you love, The ones that love you, The ones that make you come. The ones that make you come unglued. There's the ones that you love, The ones that love you, The ones that make you come. The ones that make you come unglued. It's easy to beat the system, Had a hard time beating the symptoms... Had a hard time beating the symptoms... I can't turn my back on you, Can't turn my back on you, I can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away. Here comes the red carpet grave Again and again and again. Here comes the red carpet grave Again and again and again, Oh man.

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Friday, June 8, 2007

Well I got my report card finally. I'm kind of upset I came so close to getting straight As. I got one B to mess up the whole thing. Stupid B. I'm still alittle upset. Right now I bet you guys all think I'm weird now for getting up set over one B and having the rest be As. As you can see above is a new picture. I just had to make it. The qoute thing is is all credited to Simpleplanluver. ^_^ I'm Le Kitty Cat be very afried. *laughs all evil like* Just kidding I'm not evil no matter what some people like to say. Song of the Day: Heart Shaped Glasses~ Marilyn Manson She reminds me of the one in school, when I was gutted she was dressed in white. And I couldn't take my eyes off her, but that's not what I took off that night,. She'll never cover up what we did with her dress. No. She said "kiss me it'll heal, but it won't forget". "Kiss me it'll heal, but it won't forget". I don't mind you keeping me on pins and needles. If I could stick to you, and stick me too. Don't break, Don't break my heart, and I won't break your heart shaped glasses. Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes, that blue is getting me high. Don't break, Don't break my heart, and I won't break your heart shaped glasses. Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes, that blue is getting me high. Making me low. That blue is getting me high. Making me low. She reminds me of the one I knew that cut up the negatives of my life. I couldn't take my hands off her, she wouldn't let me be anywhere but inside. I don't mind you keeping me on pins and needles. If I could stick to you, and stick me too. Don't break, Don't break my heart, and I won't break your heart shaped glasses. Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes, that blue is getting me high. Don't break, Don't break my heart, and I won't break your heart shaped glasses. Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes, that blue is getting me high. Making me low. She'll never cover up what we do with the dress. No. She said "kiss me it'll heal, but it won't forget". "Kiss me it'll heal, but it won't forget". I don't mind you keeping me on pins and needles. If I could stick to you, and could stick me too. Don't break, Don't break my heart, and I won't break your heart shaped glasses. Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes, that blue is getting me high. Don't break, Don't break my heart, and I won't break your heart shaped glasses. Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes, that blue is getting me high. Making me low.

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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Got the news today that next tuesday I will be heading to Vermont to see my mom. I will be there for about a month give or take. While I'm up there I pretty sure they won't let me on the computer so I won't be able to check up on you guys. I'm sorry. I'll try and post one more entry before I leave but if I can't then I'm sorry again. As it is I need to start looking for stuff she wants be to bring. This means going in my second closet (yes I have two, ones just full of boxes though) which I like call Closet of Hell because you can't really move and there is a bed frame int he way of even getting to the stuff. I have also added two new songs fromt he newest Marilyn Manson Cd. They're the first to playing. I hope like them. See ya, *Cat14* Song of the Day: If I Was Your Vampire~ Marilyn Manson 6A.M., Chrismas morning No shadows, no reflections here Lie cheek to cheek in your cold embrace So soft and so tragic as a slaughter house She press the knife against your heart Say that I love you So much you must kill me now I love you So much you must kill me now If I was your vampire Soon as the moon says it's killing time We'll have each other till the sun If I was your vampire Death waits for no one Oh, my hands across your face And to think our time has come I'm taking your smile apart With my spade tongue And the hole is where the heart is Built this tomb together I will fill it alone All the pain Everything's black No turning back If I was your vampire Soon as the moon says it's killing time We'll have each other till the sun If I was your vampire Death waits for no one Oh, my hands across your face And to think our time has come Blood stained sheets In the shape of your heart This is where it starts Blood stained sheets In the shape of your heart This is where it starts This is where it will end 'Cause the moon again 6:19 and I know I'm ready Drive me off the mountain, I'll burn And I'll eat your ashes It's possible we're seducing your corpse If I was your vampire Soon as the moon says it's killing time We'll have each other till the sun If I was your vampire Death waits for no one Oh, my hands across your face And to think our time has come All the pain Everything's black No turning back All the pain Everything's black No turning back This is where it starts This is where it will end 'Cause the moon again 'Cause the moon again This is where it starts This is where it will end 'Cause the moon again 'Cause the moon again 'Cause the moon again 'Cause the moon again

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Saturday, June 2, 2007

I just got home from taking the SAT. I never ever want to take that test again. Plus there was onely 4 people including me that was from our school. One of them was a very good friend of my also. Today though he had to be mean and ask why I was back to wearing my black lipstick and eyeliner. I told him its was because I like the color. Other then that I feel like I'm dead on my feet. I didn't get much sleep because I was freak out about the test. Song of the day: Nymphetamine (Fix)~ Cradle of Filth [Bonus track] Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain So I swore to thy razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I am a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find The right slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, a vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl Wracked with your charm I am circled like prey Back in the forest Where whispers persuade More sugar trails More white lady laid Than pillars of salt (Keeping Sodom at night at bay) Fold to my arms Hold their mesmeric sway And dance out to the moon As we did in those golden days Christening stars I remember the way We were needle and spoon Mislaid in the burning hay Bared on your tomb I am a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your holiness I could always find The right slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, a vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better Nymphetamine Sunsetter Nymphetamine None better Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Well it looks like I have lost all my chances for graduateing on time. The class was offically canceled. So we called the princple to see what else we could do. She said that since I'm going to be visiting my mom this summer to see if they have a class up at the community college in Vermont. However they don't and even if they did I wouldn't make it for the classes start on the 4 and I wouldn't be able to leave until after my SATs that are on the 2 of June. I'm very upset about this. Things were starting to go well. I only had one more class to make up from last year and that was math but now this is thrown on top of it all. I just sick of it. I'm sick of the school system doing this to me. Right when I think I can do something it puts up another block to stop me. This song is kind of how I felt. I'm the victim again and theres nothing I can do but take whats handed to me. Song of the Day: Victim~ Eighteen Visions You can't be saved You've gone and dug your grave And it's getting deeper by the minute Well you had to turn your back Ain't cutting you no slack Hooked on your lies you had me going [Chorus] So give me one good reason I should be forgiving you when I don't care anyway So give me two good reasons I should be forgiving you when I'm the victim today You through it all away Still getting high today You'll crash and burn before you know it Yeah Addicted to your lies Think I've been victimized Same day, same night, same situation [Chorus] So give me one good reason I should be forgiving you when I don't care anyway So give me two good reasons I should be forgiving you when I'm the victim today And I feel like I'm the victim I feel like I have been criticized Yeah By every little thing you've said Now I don't care cos you're the one that's going down And now I've left you here for dead [Chorus] So give me one good reason I should be forgiving you when I don't care anyway So give me two good reasons I should be forgiving you when I'm the victim today

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Monday, May 28, 2007

I'm am so mad right now. It looks like I will not be doing my French Language this summer. They canciled the class that I sign up for. I can't get into another class either because of the times don't work with my dads schedual. My dad is going to call on Tuesday to make sure that its really canciled. I have enough on my plate this fall this just add another thing. Sometimes I think that someone just doesn't like me. Ever since September everything has gone down hill. Well I'm just ranting now. I'm also really bored. I'm actully take a survey. Tommorow I might post it just for the fun of it. Song of the Day: "Never Too Late"~ Three Days Grace This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late (It's never too late) It's not too late It's never too late

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Yesterday I went to the graduation. It was so cool seeing the people I know go up and stuff. I felt so sad to afterwards. Its not going to be the same without my friends being there. As you can see I have finished my new theme. I went with Marilyn Manson theme. It was easier then Aiden because Aiden doesn't have that many pictures I could use. I hope you like the songs as well. I sure do. Also yesterday I watched a whole bunch of Fruits Baskets DVDs. I'm trying to get my dad to watch them but no luck. Song of the Day: I Put A Spell On You~ Marilyn Manson I put a spell on you Because you're mine. I can't stand the things that you do. No, no, no, I ain't lyin'. No. I don't care if you don't want me 'Cause I'm yours, yours, yours anyhow. Yeah, I'm yours, yours, yours. I love you. I love you. [Repeat Three Times] Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah.... I put a spell on you. Lord! Lord! Lord! ....'Cause you're mine, yeah. I can't stand the things that you do When you're foolin' around. I don't care if you don't want me. 'Cause I'm yours, yours, yours anyhow. Yeah, yours, yours, yours! I can't stand your foolin' around. If I can't have you, No one will! I love you, you, you! I love you. I love you. I love you! I love you, you, you! I don't care if you don't want me. 'Cause I'm yours, yours, yours anyhow.

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Friday, May 25, 2007

Today was the last day of school, a half day. It went ok I guess. I got 4 awards at the awards thing today. Academic Achievement in Biology, Global Studies English, and Creative Writing. I also got one of the top awards called Griffin Rising. That is just one below Griffin Pride. Mostly seniors get griffen pride. This award was academiclly, personally, and socially. Most of my friends got awards as well but I got one of the most in the whole school. I had people sign my little year end signing thing I made. I didn't have enough money for a yearbook so I did that so I could have a memory of all my friends. I was able to get tons of emails, phone numbers, and myspace addresses so I can keep in touch. Tommorow me and my friend are going to the graduation to see all of our friends graduate. I hoping not to cry but its alittle to late for I have been crying almost the whole day. I'm going to really miss them. I hate crying though. I was tought that you never should cry but I can help it this time. I even tried to make myself feel better by watching Fruits Basket but it didn't work. The characters reminded me to much of my friends. As for the new theme I haven't disided yet so you can still make surgestions. I still have Graduation Day up if any one would like to watch it. Its right under the slide show. Song of the Day: School's Out~ Alice Cooper Well we got no choice all the girls and boys Makin' all that noise 'cause they found new toys Well we can't salute ya can't find a flag if that don't suit ya that's a drag School's out for summer school's out forever school's been blown to pieces No more pencils no more books no more teacher's dirty looks yeah Well we got no class and we got no principals and we got no innocence We can't even think of a word that rhymes School's out for summer school's out forever my school's been blown to pieces No more pencils no more books no more teacher's dirty looks Out for summer out till fall we might not come back at all School's out forever school's out for summer School's out with fever school's out completely

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