Sunday, August 1, 2004

Don't Play Hero
I get why everyone who reads this wants to help. But, to be painfully honest, I don't want anyone's help and I don't want people saying "I feel bad for you." It's just like saying "Oh you poor thing." I'm no child, and I don't need anyone to pity me. Basically, thanks but no thanks. This site is meant to be more a journal, than anything else. It's a place for me to vent about some of the shitty things that have happened in my life. Eventually, I might even post something nice, some high point in my life. Maybe talk about my ex-husband, or about good times with friends. Perhaps I'll let myself talk about my ex-girlfriend, Tonya, who still has my heart and always will. There are a lot of good memories in my life too. The point is, I don't need help. If I thought I did, I'd ask for it. The cliff scenario is meant to be a metaphor. When I say that I want someone to save me, I mean that I am looking for someone that I can fall in love with, that will love me back. It's a human desire, something we all wish for. A fairytale romance, a fairytale life. It's what everyone wants, no? I don't need anyone online to play hero for me. Thanks but no thanks.
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