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Tuesday, August 3, 2004


tired of it all
i hate my life
i need to get away from all this shit for awhile
i just got what amounts to the worst beating in my life
it hurts to breathe
my neck and head ache bad
i guess if he had broken my neck, i wouldnt be writing this
but it hurts more than anything ive ever felt
i can barely move
in this moment
i want to die
i cant stop crying
i dont want to leave my son and my friends
but i cant do this anymore
i can't put up with this anymore
i hurt every where
every breath hurts and i dont want to know why
my chest aches but thats from stress
im going to end up having a heart attack one of these days
bet my dad will be happy then
then everyone will know what hes been doing to me
i cant believe the family hasnt figured it out
maybe when we move closer and they start seeing the bruises and cuts on my arms and such
then they will know
im tired and i can barely breathe
im going to bed
i almost hope i dont wake up

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