Monday, March 12, 2007

   And so... Here I am.. Again

..:Current mood: Okay:.. ..:Physic condi: dead tired:.. ..:Fave song : Nothing else mathers:.. ..:Artist : Metellica:.. ..:My deviant art :.. ..: other: Uploaded 3 new pics in gallary!! :.. And Hello Otaku, WHo.. *slides into a dust palace feeling awkward* Hi.. you.. *coughs* all remember me.. It's me cati.. the evil one. *waves* as I said.. in the new cati0vz site I was going through some stuff.. still going but I can't abandon this place.. I love it to much ^^ so.. there for here I am to bother you all again.. if you still want me as friend ofcourse.. *laughs* well to start of with a short post.. tomorrow I'll post more and do a visiting round.. god how I need to do that.. *laughs* so to all of you I hope you all still want me as friend.. and that you all take me back into the circle of otaku.. I missed you all.. and I hope we all are still friends.. *hugs and loves to all* Ja ne Cati0vz <.> Iris

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Monday, January 29, 2007

Current mood: Lifeless Physic condi: Okay FAve song : Broken to pieces Site : not working on Today: I can dream all I want But I know it will never happen, Ohio otaku, Today I was woken up to get back on here by angelbest dream, to be quite frank I didn't feel like it... I've been feeling quite bad lately.. even though I want to hide it, especially from my mom she wouldn't understand, and ontop that I feel shitty, I also neglected my sisters, shishou and steph, my friends lyt and silver, I feel horrible... about everything about myself, I didn't want to turn 17... I don't even want to be here, I like it when I sleep, when I can just leave this place behind even if it's for a few hours, it's awfull, I'm rather asleep then awake, because I know I'm not good enough to be what I want, I'm a bad friend, even though I want to be a good one, I'm a terrible sister, even though I'm still so glad I got siblings now, I want a job to make my mom happy but I can't find one, I want to do good in school.. but I'm a complete faillure, I feel terrible and the only way I can get out is sleeping or drawing.. or watching anime and forgetting everything around me, it's almost lyt's birthday, I'm gonna get her card ready tomorrow, but first I need to get her adress again, I cant'find the paper anymore I wrote it on.. *sigh* antoher bad part about me I hate myself... I hate the fact that I wastn there for my big sister when she needed me.. and thatI'm not able to be there for her when she needs me... and I can't be there for my smaller sister.. I feel useless... alone.. I feel so much everything but good... God it feels good that that's finally out... thanks ab.. vor making me come back, I shall try . and be more on here... for my sisters and friends sake, if they still want me that is.. even though I have been neglecting you all.. I still love you all.. dont'forget that.. pleas... Ja ne, cati <.> Iris

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Long time, Tomorrow Birthday!!

#..Current mood: Normal #..Physic condi: Could be better #..Fave song : Would you feel #..New : Nothing #..Shaman rain : Still working hard on it #..Today : That is my way of the ninja #..Weather: Omg I got blown away today!! #..SPecial: Tomorrow it's my birhtday! Hi otaku, Really long time really no see, haha, I'm so sorry to all my friends on here forgive me, and don't delete me of youre list..!! *cries* still my pc won't let me on, I'm at school while typing this, If I get caught trouble will sure come my way ^^ *laughs8 fantastic daring right, Well I almost got the problem fixed with my pc at home , so maybe sunday I will be able to update from there, tomorrow is my birthday so I won't work then on it .. Yes my birthday .. I'm gonna be 17 .. I feel old already.. ^^ TO lyt on here: I'm so sorry ihaven't been here, and I don't know if You will read this I hope you do cause I really miss talking to you, To shishou: I got youre letter and the drawings for my birthday.. THere Beautifull, also I don't know if you'll read this since you've been away from my0 for a while now.. I hope you do To AngelBestDream: I have a drawing on deviant art, Called Me Iris Yosh there's a little kitten in there to, is that something you can use for youre comic? let me know.. ^^ also update youre AD.. ^^ lol ... I miss you well that's all the special messages I had, I'm currently addicted to Naruto and still to shaman king, *sigh* I'm hopeless I know but hey.. ^^ I'm only 16... so I still can right Also I get into a lot of fights with my mother lately, she keeps on nagging on how I should do my best at school but she also wants me to get a job and spend less time on the pc, first of , I do all my reports on the pc second, how do I watch anime then and third I don't have a clue on where I must find one, I already went by heaps of stores but they don't need anybody so what's the deal with me keeping on searching?!?! ridiculous that's for sure.. well anyway, be sure to no delete me from youre list, that would break my hear.. ^^ pleas!! forgive me !! *dramatic fall on knee's* ouch that hurt well.. got to go.. ^^ Lots of love to all my my0 friends *waveS* Ja ne

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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

   Whoa, stupid pc

#..Current mood: I think it's actually good #..Physic condi: Could be better #..Fave song : Tough enough - vanilla ninja #..New : Nothing #..Shaman rain : Still working hard on it #..Today : If we stop chasing our dreams then what is left to live for? Ohio Otaku, I'm on my grandpa's pc, (*it's really fast faster then ours at home Whoopy) either way I can finally update again, also I can finally visit which I attend to do and hope to finish before I go home, Let's just hope I'll make it right.. :) well anyway on with more I'm still working hard on www.shamanxrain.6x.to also I'm more on deviantart.com, which somehow makes me feel content, I'm still an enourmse shaman king freak, Long live horo horo, but also Naruto is coming up close to becoming a favorite as well (*my fave's now are Shaman king, hunter x hunter) Oh and I got an important question, I hope someone is technical enough to help me *coughs* Here goes: In europa the dvd codering is region two, and well lets say in US it's region one, my question is If a dvd is region free can it play on a region 2 dvd player? I hope some one can help me out here.. *laughs* Well school till now is going good, thursday I got a french test which I should actually be studying for, and friday I also got a test, should also be studying for that, but I'll do that when I get home.. :) right.. I hope it all works out, Je deteste francaise, *blegh* Also Steph I wanted to thank you for saturday night, I felt good all sunday so thank you,we had lots of fun and should definatly do it again. Sunday was a wierd day, I had to do a culture activity for school so I went along with my parent's to a blues band of some sore, anyway, I was sitting around boring the hell out of myself when I saw an old friend of the familly, he's nice wierd but nice anyway, he suddenly hugged me from behind and I was like "Oh my god, let go, pleas mom help me" but I didn't dare say anything cause I didn't want to be rude, eventuelly he let go and my mom came over asking if I was alright, she knows what the problem was, I don't have it when people suddenly hug me, unless I really know them well and feel a connection.. lol that' was plain scary, I think I even had a nightmare aobut it... *shiverS* well anyway, I'm gonan leave it with that so once more the question so you peeps wont'forget!! In europa the dvd codering is region two, and well lets say in US it's region one, my question is If a dvd is region free can it play on a region 2 dvd player? I hope some one can help me out here.. alright people I'm out of here... See you around *huggels* ------------------------------------------- Northern Lights 2nd Opening Song kimi ni todoke Northern lights... Please reach you, Northern Lights hikisakareta futatsu no kokoro yukiba no nai omoi ga mune o shimetsuke naze kono toki ni deatta no ka to toikakeru sube wa saeta kage ni chiru Two souls torn apart, Feelings of nowhere to go strangle my heart. Why did we meet this day? The way to ask this question Vanishes into clear shadow. yuragu koto nai tsuyosa na do naku susunda saki ni motomeru kotae ga aru No need to waver. Though without any strength, You can find answers that you're looking for After you've moved on. ai mo tsumi mo yume mo yami mo ima subete mini matotte kimi no chikara boku no kokoro kasanariatta shunkan nani ga umareru... Do you believe in destiny? Love, sin, dreams, and darkness Wear all of them now. And at the moment when Your power and my heart overlap, Something will be born. Do you believe in destiny? usu midori-iro no maboroshi ga kono hoshi no kanashimi o yasashiku tsutsumu onaji unmei o tadoru ka to haru ga kanata kara uta koe ga hibiku Light-green illusion Surrounds this planet's sadness softly "Are you going to follow the same destiny?" Singing voices sounds From far, far away. akirameru ni wa mada hayasugiru ori kasanatta hikari ni kibou no sete It's too early To give up. Let's entrust your hope on Folding lights. soshite itsuka todoku yume o ima shizuka ni kanji you kimi no ketsui boku no mayoi meguriai ga sashishimesu michi o shinjite I live with facing my destiny. And just feel silently now Your dream which will come true sometime. Your decision. My hesitation. Believe in the way That encounter indicates you. I live with facing my destiny. soshite itsuka todoku yume o ima shizuka ni kanji you kimi no ketsui boku no mayoi meguriai ga sashishimesu And just feel silently now Yuor dream which will come true sometime. Your dream. My hesitation. Believe in the way.... ai mo tsumi mo yume mo yami mo ima subete mini matotte kimi no chikara boku no kokoro kasanariatta shunkan nani ga umareru... Do you believe in destiny? Love, sin, dream, and darkness. Wear all of them now. And at the moment when Your power and my heart overlap, Something will be born.... Do you believe in destiny?

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Monday, January 1, 2007

Happy new year,

#..Current mood: Okay #..Physic condi: Could be better #..Fave song : Something from shaman king #..New : Layout #..Shaman rain : Still working hard on it #..Today : nothing. Ohio otaku, Well as I said, a year on my0, so new layout, will stay tille my birthday, which is, in about 18 days.. *noo* then I'll be 17. Other then that, old years eve was super boring, just totally awfull I hope all of yours were better. LEt's see, first of a few things to my sisters nd dear friends: To Steph (a.k.a Magnus): Sis I'm happy to have met you this year, I thank you for the gift even though the card is which made me happiest the most. Getting to know you was more of a gift I could have, I have a sister now, more then one, to be frank, and you're one of them ^^ it's just awsome so with this I love you super much. To Anne (a.k.a Shishou): Sis, I'm also happy to have met you, youre my little sister which is awsome and I hope you got youre gifts, other then that, I love the socks you gave me, there so warm.. ^^ and soft..:) hurray for warm socks. I love you much sis. To lytjuh : Hey, were not sisters but I still love you, in the beginning I thought you didn't like me that much and I found you a bit scary but when I got to know you better I love you like a sister as well, I'm sorry I'm not there for you alot I wish I could be, darn school keeps interupting.. but I hope 2007 will be a good year for us both.. for all 4 of us. OTher people I like to give special wishes are all my friends on my, yeah you to shadow eagle, even though we used to be arch anemies, and angelbest, the forum is closing don't worry about that anymore, I still need to do that drawing for you though.. ^^ Lol well that's about it I guess.. ^^ lol glad I got to say that. Well my new manga's haven't arrived yet, alot of trouble at the store which made me furiouse but what can I do right.. ^^ Also as I said the forum is closing, I'm gonna work on that tomorrow, the forum is dead, it had a good moment but its nothing more then a lots dream,that's why I hope my new site shamanxrain will do much better and won't die... It's looking awsome already so thats a good sign right. It may sounds silly but I'm happy holidays are over, some how the tire me out, really strange they should actually be relaxing right.. :P haha, well either way.. *coughs* that's about it though, I'm gonna look so shaman king.. ^^ still addicted. I hope my sisters and dear friends read this post I think this is the most special one I ever did well Lots of love for all of you And sweet hugs Cati0vz <.> Iris

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

Christmas time is here

Current mood: Doing well Physic condi: Good go better Fave song : Songs of Shaman king New : Theme, hell of a job, and my new site: Shaman x Rain it's not finished yet but I'm getting there Today: Almost christmas eve, sorry that I didn't do on my0 ecard, but I've been busy as hell maybe I'll put one up but that's to see.. MErry christmas everyone!! Hey Otaku, How are you all, as I said above merry christmas lol yeah I'm bit early with the psot, but since I don't know If I'm able to come on tomorrow I'm doing it now, new theme and the intro is in it lol hope you all can read it, as the intro say's.. this theme will stay up till 30th december cause then I'm a year on this place and the theme will change again, also I started with my new site Shaman x Rain I'm still working on it... I think I'm about half done, so when the feast day's are over I will go like finish them Tomorrow I finally get to open my presents and I can hardly wait, my dad was just here *my real dad* and I got 50 euro's.. ^^ woot... I like money, naah it was fun seeing him, since I hardly see them, I really miss him sometimes, but my other dad.. (my mothers second husband) is an awsome dad as well maybe even better... lol.. hear me talking, I'm blabbing out of my mouth here well still shaman addict, horo horo addict I might say.. I just simply love him his awsome!! I wish I could spend christmas with him, and my sis Steph, shishou and friends lyt and silver eagle, and my mate fem ofcourse.. ^^ she would bring her boyfriend again.. *blegh* aah well... oh and... this is a like.. emergancy call, I'm looking for people who like to write fanfics or draw fanart about shaman king, or have already done so, there is gonna be a special conner on my site for people who want to put ther shaman king art online, so if you know someone who is totally shaman freak like me, and has art .. ^^ let him visit my site, thank you^!! Well, thanks to silver eagle, I'm gonna get shaman king volume 4 and 5 Yeey, thanks to him I got an awsome site with lots of anime and manga so by friday probarly, I will have new: # Shaman king 4 and 5 # Alice 19th 4 and 5 and by 3 Januar # Shaman king 6 and # NAruto 3 Pretty awsome right.. I'm so excited.. I'm totally iped out by this, also my creativety for drawing is back, lol better get that one for school back as well, I got heaps of schoolwork AND IT:S VACATION, HOW DARE TEACHERS DO THAT.. I mean a vacation is to get a break and all they do is.. like give so much you wont have anything of that break it's so unfair, I hate my french teacher especially and my art teacher he's a pain in the ase, lol but I'm not gonna let them ruin this post *sticks out tongues to them* other then that I hope all my friends on my0 have a wonderfull christmas, also I hope that my sisters and friends all got their cards and presents well I better get going.. ^^ lol heaps to do Love you all!! Iris <.> Cati0vz

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Friday, December 15, 2006

woot.. new theme.. what again?!

#..Current mood: Doing okay #..Phys conditi: Got pain.. everywhere #..Fave song : Opening theme shaman king Énglish and japanese version #..New ? : New theme again.. yeah I know #..Today : Got a million dollar in my pocket and I certainly know how to spend it.. no you aint getting anything Hey otaku, Yes .. as you all can see.. once again new theme and yes I knwo.. my post is hard to read.. I'm still working on that.. but .. I ain't suceedin other then that.. the boy on the background is horo horo from shaman king.. *drool* hes so cute.. ^^ Lol.. I even got a mate addicted to shaman king.. *evil laugher* other then that.. I got pain in places where I didn't know I could have pain.. it's unbelievble andI didn't do anything... strange well.. tonight me and my parents went out to dinner and all okay right.. so we come into the bar/restuarant.. my grandma is there and she was drunk .. *(my grandma issn't that old yet) and I was like omfg.. and then I saw a headmaster from school and he looked at me like.. is that with you.. and I was like.. oh no.. pleas no!! .. normally I don't feel ashemed quickly but at that time.. I think I wished the earth would have burst open and swallowed me.. and I felt ashemed about familly.. I feel so not good about myself right now.. I know ou should respect familly and all that.. but that was just.. to uugh..!! well.. now I'm relaxing with some shaman king.. tomorrow I'm gonna do lots of home work.. really I am.. I currently hate a teacher who hates me as well.. it's like.. fire and ice when we ar ein the same room.. I swear..I can strangel that guy.. well that's other thing.. I was talking about relaxing.. *breathes out* again.. relaxing with shaman king.. and we'll see what the weekend brings.. ^^ haha sigh.. I really don't feel like typing more.. I wish I could type long posts but I can't. I really don't feel like it.. I feel.. pain.. I feel down.. and.. sigh.. well that's about all I feel.. oh and ... ^^ how much I adore horo horo.. *official member of the horo horo fanclub* well.. so I'll visit you all tomorrow and I love you all lots and lots.. *tuggelS8

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Saturday, December 9, 2006

   *zomygosh... what's this? you try to fuck with me, well don't cause I'll fucking castrate ya!!

#..Current mood: Doing okay #..Phys conditi: Caught a cold #..Fave song : Opening theme shaman king Énglish and japanese version #..New ? : Well ofcourse the theme :) 2 new manga books, #..Today : I'm about to break cause my Heart can't take, all these walls are caving in, I can't stop my Suffering Hey otaku, WEll first of... for the ones who just tuned into my my0, I got a sprakling new theme, and yes it's a sad one, guess what cause I don't feel to happy preppy myself, but that's for further on in the post, I'm pretty glad with the theme, I also wanted a background in my scroll post background, but my0 issn't letting me... *wonders what she's doing wrong* *sigh *I guess I'm a disater if it comes to html.. *laughs* Well... the reason I aint to happy is because although everything seems to bright up, I get left behind. and beside that.. some one is playing with me making me feel like a fool, threating me like dummy and I don't like it when people do that, sure you all would say well just give the f*cker a piece of you're mind, well I can't... I tried but can't... I know I'm weak... *hides in shame in a conner* but enought about that, I don't want to turn this post into a disaster cause that issn't fun.. I already got lyt's package .. which is quite mean cause I can't look in it till chirstmas, speaking about that, I almost got my gifts/ packages done.. ^^ so that's a good sign, monday I'm gonna send them.. :) fun ne? SO onee' san and im00to chan and everyone who's getting a card be prepared.. ah yeah.. and.. believe me, Watch out for the glitters on the cards.. WATCH OUT!! well my forum is still on the better hand.. strange that the rpg is going best... *thinks* also my forum big sisters site wdx from Magnus is also still going upwards.. it's even better then mind so you all should sureley visit it.. Other then that.. I've been looking all over for anime around here... you wouldn't believe how hard it is.. I want to find manga shamen king 4 and 5.. and.. it's nowhere to be seen.. *cries buckets of tears* no fair.. but I did found a good site where I can find loads of anime like naruto volume 1 and 2.. with each 13 episodes.. *muhahah evil laughter* YEs people I'm evil.. just wanted to make that clear once.. more.. I'm not sweet and cudly I'm evil.. only for my one true love.. I'll be cudly *dreams of* no snap out of it *bonks head against the wall* no such things thinking.. arrrhg *starts crying * .. ugh.. this can onlyu mean one thing.. my period.. boys not you're subject keep scrolling.. way way way down!! .. :P aaah well.. I'm going to watch some shaman king and naruto now.. I think I've earned that.. at the least ^^ hehe... so love you all *tuggels* and I hope I'm in a better mood tomorrow *sayanora* Cati/iris

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Sunday, December 3, 2006

   Youre gonna have to look above and below and use you're master skills for a major blow~!!

#..Current mood: Doing okay #..Physic condi: Uhm my arms.. can't lift them #..Fave song : Christina ageluira - Walk Away Can someone find me that song!! :P #..New : EYE TOY!! #..Quote of today: You are going to have look above and below And use ur major skills for an awsome BLOW!! Hello otaku!! How are you all, well it's the end of the weekend (*major dramatic NOOOOOOO) but other then that I'm doing okay .. I got home from a mate today and there were two presents on the table.. and my mom said.. one is for you alone and the rest is for the three of us. SO me opening the one for me alone and it had a game for my ds.. opening the other one.. it had AN EYE TOY .. you know how freaking awsome me trying it out..!! here is how it went: First were like.. okay.. *moving like old ladies* so I pick the game: "Kung fu"OMG it was awsome you get to hit this little thingy's before they hit you .. and you here this awsome ninja musci on the background.. next to that you have to like break planks of wood.. so awsome I got the highscore with just one try.. how awsome is that.. ^^ well.. my site is still going in the right direction.. and that's up.. ^^ i still ahve good visitors.. hm.. let's see.. I still have to make a internet suprise cause I entered this dolling thingy.. problem is don't know the girl.. and haven't got the slitest clue what to make.. :P tomorrow I got a rechane on biologie.. wish me luck.. I think I'm scoring better and better in school.. So.. my moods are britening again.. ^^ well lets see what more to tell.. I readed the other parts of alice 19th I got.. I'm so like.. I WANNE READ MORe.. didn't know it would be such and exciting anime to read.. and above that.. I'm having the problem of a shrinking bank acount and not a job to cover it up.. I want a job.. but I don't know where.. many stores aren't looking for a help.. *gets irratated* plus my mom keeps nagging.. you need to find a job now.. blablabla *aaaaargh * hides under a stone* well on to other matters, WIth shaman king I'm at episode 17 now.. and I'm still liking it.. but.. I still need to finish # Saiyuki.. which I love to # Vampire princess miyu, Awsome kick ass serie # ANd naruto.. Love it love it love it.. to think I promised myself not to watch naruto cause it would be bad but when I readed the manga I got addicted.. blast the world of anime and manga for me loving it.. *cries * well time to get nagging with mam again.. I need to get a download programme.. I need musci.. I heard so many songs I want... but won't have it's awfull.. *kicks pc* mean mean mean.. I kicked the pc cause if I would kick my mom I would be ashemed of myself.. *giggleS* alright.. well tomorrow I shall do visiting.. I'm going to think of a good suprise now for a unknown girl.. haha.. ^^ well either way Love you all and see you all soon *big huggels* Cati/Iris

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

   You better turn around

#.. Current mood: Floating #.. Physic condi: Can't move my arms #.. Fave song : Dance with the devil #.. Whats new : Nuthin #..Today : Got a snowboard under my feet I can fly so High I can fall so deep But who do I see there comming of the track A little green man with snowboards on his back Ohio otaku, SOrry for the long wait till a new post and me not visiting.. stupid school has kept me quite busy.. I can't wait for vacation *has a nervouse breakdown* well maybe not.. cause I'll bet my report.. and since it ain't gonna be good.. *looks over her shoulder towards her mom* I don't even like to think of that... Well anyway.. finished my pillow project just in time it was due tomorrow so that's setteled... other then that .. school is actually going good.. well french not.. *shoots french to the dark side of themoon* but hey.. can't have it all right.. ^^ Wel... I wanne follow shaman king again.. since I readed the manga I'm all fired up.. ^^ also I wanne watch naruto and saiyuki.. AAAAAARGH so much to watch but to less time.. *kicks time* can't you like go slower or something!! Well I think I got all my christmas present's ready... I got shishou's... i got Stephs I think I got lyt's as well.. I really hope she likes it.. I really do... *don't hate me if it's not what you wanted and well I'll explain all in good times ^^ * lol now only to write the letters and christmas cards and I can sit back and relax.. ^^ bwhahahaha also... wdx is living agian.. maybe not so good for me.. with my site and all that.. but I have loyal vistors as well.. and wdx is sort of a second base for cats place to crack so i'm okay with it.. ^^ *danceS* tomorrow I will get volume 1 and 2 of alice 19th.. I went to the bruna *book store* and said like do you have alice 19th.. the girl looked at me like 0.0 uur.. uuhm.. well aaah.. *goes over to counteR* and asks the other girl do you know if we have alice 19th she als goes like 0.0 uuuhm aaah.. uur maybe you should ask behind so we walk to the back side of the store to the some sort of boss and she asks me what you looking for and I say.. Well Alice 19th.. then she comes: " yeah but what's the titel" and I'm like .. dude.. I just said alice 19th.. hmm don't know if we have that.. so I tell her.. well I went to you're site and it said it did ooh it did did it.. blablabla after loook awaiting she ordered it for me.. ^^ *Bwhahaha* Iris WINS!! *makes her iris vicotry dance* owyeah owyeah Boza boza ^^ lol.. for the ones who know me.. yes i'm trying to stretch this post.. ^^ muhahah oh yeah to my sister steph.. *GOMENASAI GOMENASAI GOMENASAI* .. I'm still half way to responding you're ltter.. afwull not.. I just can't find in squeezing it.. everytime I start it I like.. oh shit I have to stop again.. so forgive me.. *bows* Well anyway.. I FOUND SHAMAN KING!! .. and I should be making french *is crying cause it came back from the moon* So sayanora everyone.. I'll do as much visiting as I can.. guestbook first and then the rest..!! love you all *huggels

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