Sunday, November 26, 2006

Whoa new theme

#..Current mood: Fucked up... #..Physic condi: okay #..Fave song : Jump - madonna #..What's new : THeme.. :) #..Quote today : Parent's aren't everything Ohio otaku, How are you all? First of.. let me say.. NEW THEMe.. ^^ the menu is thanks to roiben.. *you're the best* the background is mine as.. avater.. lol as usual.. ^^ well I'm quite happy with this one so I think it will stay a while Well my parent's are attacking me all the time for this entire weekend.. which annoys the hell out of me.. *wish that she could do something to them sometimes* my project * pillow book* is going not so well.. I just hope I can finish it in time...worries.. also I hope my test from this week okay.. well.. Yesterday I went to antwerpen for the people who aren't very well with geography.. it's a city in belgium.. ^^ which is pretty close by to where I live either way I got my presents for chirstmas for Shishou and Magnus.. I still need some more shopping to do but first things first I need to get money again.. Also I was able to score manga.. ^^ I got like 6 manga now: #. Naruto volume 1 and 2 #. Shaman King volume 1 , 2 and 3 #. Alice 19th volume 1 Awsome right.. ^^ I especially love naruto.. its so awsome .. I also follow it on youtube now.. like I have a choice.. I'm still working on new drawings and poems.. and try my very best at school.. it just issn't always easy... and i'm getting sick of my mom yelling and nagging all the time.. it just.. freaks me out!! well.. happier news.. my forum is going upwards again.. *boucnes up and down* and like.. the rpg is super awsome.. *shakes her booty* that's awsome.. so special thanks to silvereagle, lytjuh, magnus lensherr, roiben, kimahara.. and the other girl.. Kyo Crazy.. I think it was.. Darn.. I need to learn how to keep track of names.. ^^ *grins her ears of* Well.. I'm gonna leave it with that.. ^^ *tuggels you all very tight..* See you all around.. visiting will do tomorrow Cati.Iris

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

If you know what you want, then don't nag on about it!!

#..Current mood: Doing okay, #..Physic condi: My bottom hurts..!! #..Fave song : Walking through the fire - buffy # Quote of today: If you know what you want, you shouldn't nag But be sure to grab it with both hands. Ohio otaku... How are you all.. ^^ I'm at school as I'm typing this... lol... so that's why I'm quite happy cause I finally got a chance to update again and say what I wanne say... I just came out of a historyu test.. which went well for my feeling.. other then then that.. I need to work on my pillow book.. a project voor art class.. ^^lol *coughs* haven't started yet... Well I better get down to buisness and say a few things first First to my sis: Gomenasai.. I'm still busy trying to respond to you're email but it takes some time cause it's so freakin long.. -.-... talk about monsters.. *hits you with pillow.. =P meany.. ^^ but it will get answered don't worry it just might take some time... other then that I got you're letter... ^^ you should have been more spesific about what you want for christmas.. :P you're not helping me this way.. but don't worry I'll think of something.. ^^ oh and I miss you lots and lots.. *tuggels* To lyt-chan= gomenasai as well... you said you didn't mind that I didn't say goodbye to you .. but now that I recall I didn't say hello when you got back either.. and I feel so freaking guilty because of it.. and.. I haven't seen you in so long.. and I really miss you... *huggels tight* can you forgive me... and are we still buds? Well my forum is living again.. seem's that I won't be needing that chrash cart anymore.. ^^ *thows it out of the window* so thank's to my sis and lyt.. and roiben for still being there.. it means the world to me that you still visit that .. kind of scary and.. really spooky dead place.. ^^ arrigato For english I had to read a book.. It was like this totally super book.. quite sad at the end though.. tomorrow I have a test about it.. but I have every confidence that I will do good.. english is my best subject so I better right.. ^^ Also I saw a previeuw of harry potter part 5.. the movie.. Can't wait can't wait.. bloody freakin hell right.. ^^ *bounces up and down like a hyper active monkey * Also there's this girl sitting beside me.. :P lol.. she is readin the post as well.. *tuggels her* you're awsome.. :P bwhaha.. lol you better read that book out quick though.. you still have 114 pages or something like that to go till tomorrow.. *giggel* Well.. other then that.. I'm working on my drawing skills.. and poetic skills.. ^^ lol.. if I have anything new you all will be the first to see... If any one wants to check out my deviant art site out.. here's the link -> CatiProjectC deviant art Well that's it for today.. when I get home... I will do the visiting.. ^^ cause right now.. I got other stuff to do.. lol.. Like.. well other stuff... don't forget you all Lots of love.. ^^ and like super big huggels..!! Sayanora, Cati/Iris

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

   #Bad... me.. bad me..

>..Current mood: Okay, sigh..< >..Physic condi: ouch, foot..< >..Fave song:would you feel..< >..Saying of today: In times of need, be there for them In time of desperation, hold them close In time of dying, Let them go..< Ohio otaku, How are you all... Well actually I'm doing pretty good.. accept for the fact I;'m failling at school misabrely.. the next two weeks comming.. I have about 10 test..!! 10!! ..and.. if I don't make them all good I won't pass this year.. I know it already.. I'm failing here... Enought about school since it only stresses me out more.. I get more stress.. my forum is dying literlly.. *has used crash cart and is now going over to mouth to mouth figurly speaking* this is so bad.. I had few members and I lost the few members I had.. how bad can a site/forum be... *looks at mine* I guess veryy bad.. other then that I'm doing just fine.. *kicks fridge door* yeah fine.. cause guess what I'm a lousy friend.. lyt of my0 was going to finland and I wasn't on her site to tell her goodbye cause when I readed the post she was already gone.. and.. I can't visit anyone tonight since internet is like screwing up.. and I have to wait untill tomorrow.. after another day of sucky school yes people.. I'm on the point of a breakdown.. cause other then I'm failing school and feeling misreable.. my parent's are breathing down my neck telling me on how I should work harder, find a job, act more like a girl, dress more like a girl ec ec.. nag nag NAG!! .. it's awfull.. it's like.. rare when they say I did something good.. it's awfull.. and it hurts.. Well either way I made poem about.. it's about.. being uncertain of love.. and I wrote it from a point of vieuw of me being in another person's shoes.. its dedicated to you sis.. if you all want to read it scroll down words towards the end of the post... Well people I'm about to get going and hit the bed.. or my bed.. sleep will help me.. it's the only time I feel happy.. lol when I'm asleep *sigh* Lots of love and big huggels Cati/iris >---------------------------------------< Every sort of heart has it's weakness It doesn't matter if you're heart Is made out of wood, glass or stone Cause it's got a weakness, No matter how strong Love issn't good, it destroy's the heart It's burns wood out of passion And it breaks glass out of pain It makes stone hearts sink It to a bottemless pit Love is evil, I keep it far away Don't come near it, it issn't safe If other poeple love it, It's okay with me If other people find love a miracle indeed I won't stop them from believing And instead keep my mouth shut and hear them talk about it and let it pass For my heart is made of glass And a part of it is stone and then a little of it is wooden also other then that my heart is fragile and can't handel much pain So for me no love, keep it away Don't come near it, it issn't safe All rights reserved to Iris de wolf - Cati0vz

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

   Emotionless Is all I know, Emotionless is what I'll show

# Current mood: Okay # Physic condi: HEadache # Fave song : Buffy the musical # Quote of today: Real love stories don't have happy endings Cause there is no such thing as real love Ohio otaku!! How are you all.. I wish I could say I'm doing good.. but I'm not.. I wanne stay home.. forget about the outside world but unfortanatly I have to go to the theater tonight.. *kicks something* It really issn't fair... *kick something again* Its weekend I'm suppose to stay at home and relax.. but Nooo..!! argh.. stupid school.. well anyway other then that I got an deviantart.com acount.. :) which I'm happy with even though I haven't got friends or anything yet.. so if any of you has one let me know.. :P either way.. 2 new drawings for you to see.. i'm gonna load them in my portfolio as well Stylish showbizz Silent Ninja I'm proud on both of them since I spend really long on them.. :P lol.. but the final touch is worth it.. anyway I got lots of visiting to get back on track with and I shall do it today I promise.. or.. I hope I can keep the promise.. *sigh* lol .. I will do it.. though.. maybe it will get my head of things.. cause right now I got so much aggresion in me that it's no healty anymore.. yesterday i couldn't stop cursing and my dad was like.. 0.o.. ow boy Are you having you're period again.. ^^ my last post got like 10 comments again which made me super happy.. LOl.. except for all the visiting. : P naah just kiddin.. this way I at least know whats going on with all of you as well so I'm happy and keep on commenting.. :P *gnagna* also another thing is worrying me.. my forum *gives it mouth to mouth* it's dying and it's part my fault.. I've been so busy its dying.. lol ^^ it's not normal anymore.. lol last time I checked.. *which I'm gonna do in a sec* nothing changed.. that's not healthy *get's out chrashcart or something like that* and we still need new members.. preferably onces who can shake things loose and help me save my precious baby.. *nods head* .. ^^ well anyway *big huggels to all of you and may you're day have or will be better then mine cause mine SUCKED!! * *big huggels again* Ja ne!!

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

   What if the rain keeps falling?

# Current mood: Soaky # Physic condi: can't lift my arms # Fave song : Dead to the world- nightwish Quote of today: Do you feel like love has left Remember that love is an uninvited guest When it knocks on you're door be sure to let it in Even if it doesn't look like, love at all. ~Me Ohio otaku, Well I sinserly hope you all are doing good.. or atleast better then I'm doing.. it's not that I feel bad myself.. but bad about the fact people I care about feel bad and that I aint feel like I can help them.. I want to lift them up tell them it's okay.. but.. I always say the wrong things.. That happens when you're a freak like me.. Well things at school still aint going better.. I keep failing at getting bad grades and the heaviest part is still to come, next to that... The "friend"I told of before the one who suddenly had a problem against me is also talking about me behind my back, not that I'm suprised to.. lol.. I already knew that she was doing it but okay.. ^^ I will survive.. My time will come.. ^^ I'll make things turn around.. *nods head* Well maybe I'm getting that type writer this weekend.. lol I'm begging my dad to bring me to a mate's house who has two and is willing to sell one against a low price.. ^^ bwhaha.. good ne.. ? alright.. This post is me.. with a fake smile... It's actually hard to keep up happy face all the time.. lol.. yeah you all probarly think what the hell is she talking about you eithar smile or smiles not but don't small fake.. well I smile fake all the time.. before my parent's and before people I hang out with I mostley smile fake just to keep them from asking questions.. because I don't trust the people I hang out with at school.. school is just a place of roddels spreading you have to say one thing and in 5 minutes eveyrone knows.. I don't tell my pare'nt just because they make a big deal out of everything.. There now that's of my ches I feel quite content.. *nods head* I will do more visiting tomorrow.. I visit some of yout oday but I'm just 2 minutes away from being dragged of so.. *sigh* Lots of love And lots of big huggels for everyone Ps. A poem of me below.. let me know ____________________________________ What if I was all alone, not able to hurt anybody And not able to been hurten What if I didn't have feelings So I wouldn't feel the pain I feel What if.. so many things I could just forget And no longer regret No longer feeling guilt And no longer feeling punishment I want to be me again, With no jugdments attached I'll keep my head high And won't give in to the stream I'll keep on swimming my own way One day will be my day All rights reserved to Cati0vz - Iris de WOlf

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Monday, November 6, 2006

..wow.. lol this is a longe rpost

Current mood: Jodeling Physic condi: okay Fave song : When dove's cry - prince Lol Ohio otaku Lol don't mind the mood comment above.. lol I was in a funny mind traped thingy when I typed it down.. *get's out of mind trap thingy* Well either way I'm at school at the moment and just had my math test .. I hope I did okay Cause I can effort a bad mark.. again.. *shiveRS while thinking of what her mother will do to her* ~Shakes of thought* well anyway.. I'm addicted to ddr.. I can play my own musci on it.. so it's like totally awsome.. and I'm getting better although.. I still get the comment on the screen at times : "CHECK YOU'RE FEET" and when I do.. lol I'm like standing next to the mat instead of untop of it.. ^^ really funny.. also my mom likes doing it as wel and my dad finds it funny to watch us and laugh at us.. wait.. that's actually quite mean.. aaah well Lol well anyway.. I'm gonna get a typing machine real soon.. yeah I know.. I can hear you all think What the fuck do you need a typing machine fore when you have pc's hello.. 21 century.. yeah I know.. ^^ but since I have like not the time to always start up the pc anytime I want to type things.. I will have a typing machine.. handy.. ^^ yes.. I know I can be smart at times.. *grins* Also.. I put aside some anime and as soon as I have enough money I'm gonna buy it.. I wanne get.. strange dawn, all sorts of anime movies.. bwhaha.. ^^ lol yeah I got my christmas list done.. ^^ mommy.. ^^ hehe.. I'm still watching : Vampire princess miyu, gallactik football and Avatar the last airbender.. Which are all super cool.. ^^ especially the second one.. AHITO ROCKS SOCKS!! *danceS* Tomorrow.. or next time I'm gonna post I'm gonna put up a pic of ahito.. ^^ *grins ears of* Well I almost finished replying my email to my big sis steph and her letter for this week is on her way... lol also I got a change to talk to her yesterday which was fab and aboslutly marvelous.. ^^ Welll that's it for now.. ^^ *huggels all of you* Don't forget we can still use some members on the forum.. ^^ everyone's welcome.. ^^ *big huggels one more* See you all ..

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Friday, November 3, 2006

   Choto mate

# Current mood: Hyper # Physic condi: My knee's hurt # fave song : Holy virgin - groove coverage Ohio otaku.. ^^ lol Well finally it's weekend.. *dances * I'm so happy it's weekend and it has totally made my day.. *coughS* alrigth so on to important news!! *bounces around* My DDR CAME IN!! .. woot I have my own very own dance math, wich I can use to burn the nasty calories and maybe even train my condition.. ^^ I didn't know it was so hard though.. *giggels* lol it was strange sometimes the screen said.. "Check you're feet" and I was like.. okay *checks feet noticing I was not standing on the mat anymore* lol very funny also my parent's tried and they were halfway when the game kicked them out saying "We couldn't follow the dance anymore pleas try again.^^ " Well today I heard from a mate that someone who I hang out with suddenly out of the blue hated me... I said so that why she was acting strange all the time... alrgith here's the hole story: Since a while she started to sit on my place for no reason just saying "Bad luck for you next time better" or everytime I said something funny or a bit strange making faces behind my back... not thinking I wouldn't see.. well.. I really don't care cause she's been really look at me lately.. lol there's an hole story behind it.. but I'm not gonna bother you all... I wanted to update another drawing but my scanner issn't working along so it will be tomorrow then.. I've decided to pick up my drawing again... if I'm gonna be good I need lots of practacing.. thanks you all for the sweet messages yesterday.. *bows* ANd to my onee san steph.. I left you an email saying when you'll get the letter I have had some.. lol difficulties sending it.. *giggels* lol sorry for that.. *bows* I hope you can forgive me.. Also people my forum is still just there where it is join anythime you want just click on the banner.. click.. you know you want to.. ^^ or click here.: Poisened Rain Well that's it for now.. I wanted to tell so much more but I forgot all of it.. ^^ so here are a few questions 1. If you had to describe me to some one.. how would you describe me? 2. If you had to describe youreself to some one how would you describe you'reself? 3. Have you been honest about the questions above? Well thats all for now .. so big huggels and sayanora!!

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Thursday, November 2, 2006

   As I am, I will be, I will not change,

Current mood: Lodida.. Physic condi: cold.. yep cold fave song: would you feel - c bool Ohio otaku.. ^^ Lol first I would like to point out to eternal dragon.. thank you for letting me know.. I had a feeling it was to easy.. ^^ haha.. well anyway I would like to stay with this greeting of no one minds that is.. ^^ Well anyway.. I promised visiting.. and I would but.. *cough* my0 hates me I think for it's been acting up .. again and again.. and it's a good period now.. so I'm gonna take it.. *crosses fingers* Well.. tomorrow one day school and then it's weekend.. *yes.* the only time of the week I look forward to.. I love weekend.. shame they always end so soon.. well in my previous post I mentioned new drawings and i'm gonna keep to that promise.. so here are 2 new drawings.. ^^ Cati's new look Shishou and me These are my new drawings.. I'm gonna put them in my portfolio as well be sure to visit.. :D hehe Well *cough* sorry had to say that.. lol Well this time I give you all my word that I will visit *spits on ground* there.. ^^ and now I'm off to put pic's in portfolio and.. to visit you all so lots of love and big huggels!!

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

AT school.. god how I wish that I was home

# Current mood: Blegh # Physic condi: even worse # Fave song : Holy virgin-groove coverage Ohio otaku... I'm working on a report so got a good excuse for being on the pc.. ^^ it's for dutch and really boring.. AAh well things need to be done... . Either way I'm stuck here till 16.05 Pm You know how that sucks.. well alot.. ^^ And I got a test 7th period.. so wish me luck you all well on to other things.. Sunday was really cool.. cause I got a change to talk to my big onee san magnus.. ^^ or steph as I like to call her.. and she offered me to help with french wich I'm absolutly excited about Alright and.. I'm stil practicing my ass of at drawing.. I just wanne get better and better.. I wanne be the best.. lol.. I'll never be but it's a nice thought to think about right.. ^^ Well either way I might post new drawings soon It's about time *blows dust of portfolio* The visiting of site's I shall do tonight.. I really don't have time for it now.. ^^ lol But I Promise I will.. *bows* Well I guess.. I can't say much more... lol.. only that.. well.. Love you all and Pleas.. all you shy boys.. ^^ and super girls.. visit my forum.. ^^ lol .. had to say that.. ^^ *big huggels* Sayanora

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

   Woah long time no post

# Current mood: Good # Physic condi: could be better # Fave song : my own song.. :P lol Hello otaku Sorry for the long time no posting around.. but me and my mom were busy planning things for my dad is 50th anniversary.. It was really cool and there were even disjocky's Wich ment that I didn't have to do the music this time but only drinks and foods.. ^^ + there was a really cute boy.. *grins* but he was already taken.. *crap* Eiter way.. today has been relaxed so far I'm still following vampire princess miyu tv + Mahou sensei magia.. or something like that oh and galactic football.. ^^ that's so awsome AHITO ROCKS SOCKS!! *cough* had a moment there.. gomenasai.. Well either way.. I made a song.. lol.. well actually only text.. lol.. and I was so proud of it I sang it for my parent's.. problem: I can't sing.. but It didnt'sound false or.. well not to me it did... and they were like aaah hey that's pretty good and I joked around with : "Hey maybe I'll become a famous song writer" and my dad went like.. well maybe you could.. I was like.. dad.. I'm only joking and he.. well I'm not.. ^^ .. so pretty funny.. lol School Is still going bad.. I'm totally scewing up french.. it's really annoying and worrying.. I learned for a whole week every day an hour and Still I wasn't able to manage to do it right at the test.. and if that wasn't enough he had to throwe in a listening test.. And I couldn't concentrate well because I was sick so I screwed that up as well... I'm starting to wonder if I'll make it this year *sigh* Alright.. what more can I say.. not much I guess.. Lol.. well yeah that I have to do lots of visiting ofcourse.. Oh and people.. we can still use members on my forum .. and for silver eagle's sake.. ^^ I hope another male member will join soon.. *laughs evilly* Well I'm gone to visit all of you *big huggels* Sayanora.. ^^

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