Saturday, June 24, 2006

# painfull feet # .. Don't worry.. I'm happy

Curren mood: good Phsying condition: MY FEET!! Fave song: Jamba- mr chaos *comes in the room throw the window I'm the angel of.. *wire where she was tied up with snaps* GACK *plof on ground*.. disasuter.. *get's up* Sorry bout that.. wanted to make a new entrance.. ^^ *duffisch grin* Either way.. I worked out my depression LITTURLY.. *grin* YEah.. well back happy again *dances* OEOE.. ^^ hehe ..I was.. well ..SUPER.. suprised.. I got so many good reactions on the poem even thought.. it was really wierd and stuff... and.. yeah.. well.. not so good *throws cookies * ^^ well.. I'm gonna go.. Since I like got.. to visit .. I don't know a bunch of people QUESTIONS!! 1. describe yourself in 3 words 2. describe me in 3 words LOTS OF LOVE and big huggels Iris

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

   #... Fairy thy well... little broken hart

Current mood: depression with a bit of sun Physic condition: ...normal fave song: beatfreakz - I got a feeling Hi to all my otaku friends.. *comes out of shadows* so yesterday.. or .. tonight what ever you wanne call it.. I couldn't well .. sleep.. all night.. I had thoughts running throwe my head.. *sigh* I hate it when that happens.. I don't know what more to say.. else.. acutally.. *sheepish grin* Yeah.. I'm suprised by all the talented fanfic/story writers on here.. ^^ really amazing.. *claps hands* either way.. I have.. another poem It ISSN'T GOOD.. and for people it may be confusing.. so.. read .. if you want... at own risque.. ^^ Dancing in the corridor, Dancing in you’re blood Dancing with the memories, since there all I got I have to get away, but first I need to cover up All the blood, so I begin to scrub I scrub all night long, but the blood won’t go away I scrub all night long, and there’s the day I won’t go, it keeps me reminding of the thing I did How do they call that, being in serious shit Dancing in the corridor, Dancing on you’re blood Dancing with stolen memories, since there all I got My cheeks feel wet, what is this. The tears start falling down, I don’t want this You deserved what you got, it happens a lot I need to get away, I know I can’t stay I danced in the corridor I danced on you’re blood Danced with memories, the memories I got Are leaving me now, they drain away But I don’t want to let them go, they need to stay I may have killed you, murdered you while asleep But what you did to me... is more then just deep The bruises and cuts stay fore ever For the rest of the life I have to live I Dances in the corridor and danced you’re blood Danced with bad memories, since there all I got I walk to the door, leaving no trace, Only you’re blood that I couldn’t cover up. And you’re dead body, up there in you’re bed. I dragged it there, to you’re final lare The final place where my memories stop Danced with memories, there all I got Well that was it for today.. I hope you all had an or will have an amazing day Lots of love Iris

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

# what do do, if you don't know youre mood # LONG POST

Current mood: sad, and...a bit happy.. but that's not important Physic condition: good Fave song: Over the hills and far away-nightwish Well .. yes current mood sad.. Don't worry.. it's nothing serious.. I'll get over it... At least I should.. I made the sig above.. *point's the pictue on top of the post* took me quite a while.. but I'm proud of it.. Also more cake, cookies and other good stuff cause I got 400 visitors.. *looks proud* and 95 guestbook signing's* dances I think magnus is right.. Maybe I am becoming popular.. *gasp* I want to thank you all for visiting and being there for me.. ^^ and leaving awsome comments... Well here's one of my.. *cough* stupid poems It's kinda.. going with the mood I'm in.. although I should be celebrating... I scream, I holler, I'm in pain Sitting here in the rain Bruises, cuts, I'm bleeding Sitting there alone reading The note you left behind And picturing you're face in my mind All the things you said Make my feelings go dead I scream, I cry, I am in pain Sitting here alone in the rain The note you left has just one line But for me it stoped the time And it keeps on shouting in my head God how I wish that I was dead God how I wished that we never met And now I know I'm lieing to myself Better put my pride on the shelf I scream, I know what to do in pain Lying dead here in the rain Remembering that one sweet line I'm sorry darling, I can't make you mine... Well that was the poem... As I said it suits my gloomy mood but Before I leave.. no wrong thoughts I am ever grateful that you are even taking the time to visit my site.. I can see that by the 400 hits.. and it means a lot to me.. so lots of love Iris

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Monday, June 19, 2006

# Beauty pain... # doorman fun # lol

Current mood: Good.. I guess... Physic condition: beauty pain Fave song: savin me - nickelback *Slides in with super air guitar move* Hi to all my otakufriends.. Well I hope you all are doing good... I'm feeling kind of bad.. because I wasn't able to help a friend like I should have helped.. *sigh* I really hope she can forgive me.. I always feel sucky when it happens.. I want to.. comfort so many people.. 2 people today.. and I couldn't do it.. what kind of a friend makes me that.. A bad one.. *sigh* Either way.. just went through some beauty pain.. *cry* But I'm okay.. ^^ Well today I had fun at wdx.. with magnus.. ^^ Lol.. yeah you know her.. most of you who visit here then.. ^^ *grins either way Cookies for everyone big huggles and lots of love Iris

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

   # New picture #Lazy sunday

Hi to all my otakufriends.. ^^ *looks at layout and cries* it's so good.. aaah.. ^^ sorry about that.. well so far.. I have been having a lazy sunday lol.. Hurray for those.. ^^ hahaha Well finally I got a new picture up.. My new pic .. or just.. wel.. look into my portfolio.. or both .. lol ^^ Nya.. Well .. this was my post for today.. Lol... And well .. huggels to all of you and lots of love Iris

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

   # new lay # little Imoot0-chan

Muhahaha.. I'm back.. ^^ and thanks to my little internet Imooto-chan I have this pimped my0.. I mean It looks fab doesn't it.. ^^ lol *dances* All loaf goes to Shishou My little imooto-chan.. arrigato.. ^^ I've made this for you click just for shishou!! ^^ It's not much.. but.. I hope you like it.. *bows* Well for al those.. thank you for all the congrats *hands out choclate cake* And' I'm gonna visit all of you *hugs* Lots of love and big hugs Iris

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I PASSED I PASSED!!

Yes.. As the titel say's.. I PASSED MY EXAMES.. ^^ No Single redo.. it's al six and higher.. I'm so freaking happy and I had to call the whole familly and I'm so freaking happy right now And It's raining so more reason's to be happy and it's so cool.. and I'm a bit hyper.. And I'm gonna hug you all\ *hugs every o friend* Well I'm gonna go and visit you all So big hugs lots of love Iris PS THAnk you all for having faith in me...

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Monday, June 12, 2006

# hot # almost time..

*comes in link a happy schoolgirl* haaa.. the nice hot weather.. NOT... hell.. its really to hot.. I feel like a chiken in an oven... Sigh.. So that was my angry comment on the weather.. *cheers cheers!!* So yeah.. Haven't updated in a while.. mostely because my0 wouldn't let me go throwe But I'm back again.. Thank you all for commenting on my poem *blush* ^^ it really means a lot to me.. anyway.. two more day\s before I know if I passed my exame or not.. So fingers crossed.. ^^ Well.. I wanted to post a new drawing.. but my muse is currently on some sort of vacation Cause I have a creative block.. let's just hope he comes back soon.. I'll shall try and visit all who updated or commented.. or so... :) Well lots of love Iris

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Thursday, June 8, 2006

   # I'm burning in sunshine.. WHOO... yeah.. CUT...

Yeaaaaaah.. slides in with and air guitar move Sorry had to do that.. aah well either way... been having a music break down.. wich means that I can't find good music anywhere.. *NOOOO* screams hysteric.. aaah men this is gonna be a hyper post.. better keep it that way or else it will get depressed.. So I still dunno If I passed my exames or not and it's really sucky cause it keeps you in stress... Either way... I still have a lot on my mind and it doesn't wanne solve and it's making my feel down.. really not cool.. *sigh* well either way.. here's a poem I made it a week ago or something like that.. It .. is about.. yeah well.. tell me what ya think.. I wanne be.. But I shall not lie, The truth is, I can’t fly I will never be, The angel you need I will never give The love on wich you feed Never will I be able To let your dreams come true Never will I be able Never.. no never.. So there’s no point in lying I will tell the truth It’s better to break your heart here Then at a point that you are near. So forgive me sweet darling For all my lying Forgive me sweet darling I mean it I do wane be, But no more lies for me I can’t lie.. I can’t fly I’m no angel.. no not I… Well my otakufriends .. I shall try and visit for now.. *hugs and lots of love Iris

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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

   #Fun at a themepark

Hi to all my otakufriends.. Sorry I haven't been around last couple of day.s Pleas forgive me... Well guess.. I'm okay.. lol.. I breath.. Had a lot on my mind lately.. eiter way could forget about that today I went to a themepark with some mates.. Yeah.. that was cool.. untill one of my friends lost her cellphone.. I thaugt we could scrap her up.. Well back now.. I will try to visit the people who either updated or well commented on my earlier post.. Hope you all don't mind *hugs all of you* lots of love Iris

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