Friday, May 11, 2007

Big whoopy for school pc's

..:Current mood: Freaking absurd:.. ..:Physic condi: Amazing cold :.. ..:Fave song : Night falls:.. ..:Artist : Ninja Scroll:.. ..:My deviant art :.. ..: other: 3 new drawings ..: current drawing project: naruto chibi's 7 deadly sins :.. for progress on both the projects click the following link : ..:Projectstatus :. ------------------------------------------- SO yeah.. here I am.. commenting.. sneaky at school.. today my mom is checking the pc.. to see if she can figure things out... If I'm not mistaking my pc should be the way it used to be and I can freely comment on people's post again and post myself... first.. I didn't want to come back.. I'm still thinking that I shouldn't be here no more.. after I've been away for so long.. I guess... having a my0 .. and pc problems don't go togehter... I'm tired.. of everything at the moment... I'm sick and tired of everything... wishing I wasn't here.. wishing that ... well never mind.. just alot of things which I'm not or don't have... I'm sick and tired of people stabbing me in the back... I'm sick of people treating me like I'm some dumb helpless child... sick of people telling me I should be more like her/him or do this or that... My mom is bugging me school is killing me.. the people I hang with treat me like I'm... useless... I know lots of people must feel this way as well... and I didnt want for my first to come back post to be like this.. but... I needed to say it somewhere.. I can't do it at home.. cause my parent's don't understand and the same goes for school... even if no one reads this... I have still said it somewhere.. and that makes me feel better.. I miss all my friends on here.. I'm happy my onee sama Lytjuh helped me with a school project.. her being there at the time really give me a sparkle of hope that I haven't forgotten yet... don't worry lyt.. I'll visit you for sure.. :) I also see my onee sama steph is back... would have liked her to tell me.. but it's a nice suprise.. ^^ welcome back onee sama steph.. Luckly I was still able to talk to my little sister shishou.. and some people through pm.. ^^ It's a good thing that didn't go flat.. Well anyway.. to get to maybe a bit of happyer news.. I got new manga.. and I'm watching new anime's..at the moment those are the two things taht I look forward to.. and ofcourse.. the pm's of my sisters.. and emails.. also pm's of other people make me feel happy and awasome as well *hugs you all* Thank you.. and .. this time I mean it.. if you have thrown me of your slist I can understand.. I don't hope so ofcourse.. *hugs* but.. forgive me all... FORGIVE ME!! visiting time will be today or tomorrow.. depends on if I can get on the pc on the adress where I'm suppose to babysit JA ne and hugs for now..

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