Wednesday, November 8, 2006

   What if the rain keeps falling?

# Current mood: Soaky # Physic condi: can't lift my arms # Fave song : Dead to the world- nightwish Quote of today: Do you feel like love has left Remember that love is an uninvited guest When it knocks on you're door be sure to let it in Even if it doesn't look like, love at all. ~Me Ohio otaku, Well I sinserly hope you all are doing good.. or atleast better then I'm doing.. it's not that I feel bad myself.. but bad about the fact people I care about feel bad and that I aint feel like I can help them.. I want to lift them up tell them it's okay.. but.. I always say the wrong things.. That happens when you're a freak like me.. Well things at school still aint going better.. I keep failing at getting bad grades and the heaviest part is still to come, next to that... The "friend"I told of before the one who suddenly had a problem against me is also talking about me behind my back, not that I'm suprised to.. lol.. I already knew that she was doing it but okay.. ^^ I will survive.. My time will come.. ^^ I'll make things turn around.. *nods head* Well maybe I'm getting that type writer this weekend.. lol I'm begging my dad to bring me to a mate's house who has two and is willing to sell one against a low price.. ^^ bwhaha.. good ne.. ? alright.. This post is me.. with a fake smile... It's actually hard to keep up happy face all the time.. lol.. yeah you all probarly think what the hell is she talking about you eithar smile or smiles not but don't small fake.. well I smile fake all the time.. before my parent's and before people I hang out with I mostley smile fake just to keep them from asking questions.. because I don't trust the people I hang out with at school.. school is just a place of roddels spreading you have to say one thing and in 5 minutes eveyrone knows.. I don't tell my pare'nt just because they make a big deal out of everything.. There now that's of my ches I feel quite content.. *nods head* I will do more visiting tomorrow.. I visit some of yout oday but I'm just 2 minutes away from being dragged of so.. *sigh* Lots of love And lots of big huggels for everyone Ps. A poem of me below.. let me know ____________________________________ What if I was all alone, not able to hurt anybody And not able to been hurten What if I didn't have feelings So I wouldn't feel the pain I feel What if.. so many things I could just forget And no longer regret No longer feeling guilt And no longer feeling punishment I want to be me again, With no jugdments attached I'll keep my head high And won't give in to the stream I'll keep on swimming my own way One day will be my day All rights reserved to Cati0vz - Iris de WOlf

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