Monday, June 6, 2005

My Precious Jewel
i hold on tight
i never want to let go
my precious jewel
you mean so much to me
my grip gets tighter, as
you try to pull away
why do you wish to leave me?
is it something i did?
...i'm sorry
you escape my grasps
my heart hurts without you
i feel alone without you
you left me,
but i can't leave you
you hurt me with words
you hurt me with actions
you shattered my broken heart
i will do as you wish
i leave your side
good bye my...
...my precious jewel
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

a poem a friend wrote
Poison
I sit with her and hold her silky smooth hand
She smiles to me as I kiss her hand
The words said are unbelievable
My words pale in comparison to hers

My delicate black rose
The poison you have put within me
I still carry
I carry with me your poison forever
For there is no cure for the deadly toxin you have used against me

Was your plan to intoxicate this young boy?
Or was your plan to be with him forever
I know not your plan
All I know is that I hope your poison never leaves
That the poison my black rose has put within me causes my death

A death of a thousand life times
A life with a single death
My intoxicating rose of darkness
May you grow?
May you bloom and show your beauty to another

The other you choose
The other you poison
Will he have the same dosage as me?
Will the poison with his veins be as powerful and everlasting as mine?
One day my black rose

Upon the one-day you choose for my death
A rebirth will happen
I will be reborn from you
Your poison will not leave me
But my cure will leave you

A see will come from the poison and cure we shared
That seed may grow and become a rose
A rose as dark
A rose as deadly
The blossom from the cure I gave to you shall stay with you for eighteen
I will stay with you for an eternity
As your poison will stay with me

My silky smooth black rose
Your touch was enough

Your kiss was deadly
But what you gave to me was even more
More powerful then your poison

My son, my daughter
Which have you given me?
My black rose my poisons, which of the two cures have you blessed me with?

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

a song a friend helped me write
Life’s not fair

Love was like secret on my beating heart.
You told me how you would love me forever.
Love was supposed to last, but that’s in the past.
You took my heart, so here’s where we part.

(Chorus) Life’s not fair living without you.
Life’s not fair, because I’m here without you.
No body knows, how I feel about you.
No body knows, that I’m here without you.
No body hears, what I whisper about you.
Everybody hears, what I scream about you.

I hate you, and that stupid bitch too.
And I hate you, and all the crazy shit too.
All you ever care about is him and you.
Your bloody thorns are too much of a pest.
I feel like I’m on an ongoing protest.

(Chorus)

My jet-black stare, I’m your living nightmare.
My long blonde hair, and all the crap I bare.
The heart you once would entice, turns to ice.
The love you once told, you could never hold.

(Chorus)

The look you once gave me, is gone.
The love I once felt, will always linger.
Life is so painful and way to damn long.
The pain I feel is like a bee stinger.
(Chorus)

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a simple poem
A love so romantic.
A love so tranquill.
A feeling so peaceful.
A feeling so unimaginable.
An emotion so intoxicating.
An emotion so exotic.
A touch so soft.
A touch so erotic.
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