Friday, September 29, 2006

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well today me and my friends r still gonna go to the mall and stuff... but i'll probley be too busy thinking of sum1... i'll try my hardest to stop thinking about him..but its supa hard...well i'm gonna try to have a good time...(code word...TRY) i probley will but still be depressed to... since i can hide it so well ... i still havent wrote the note to the counsler... i might just not go.. and find another way to stop this...hopefuling not leading to my last plan adn thats to say good bye 4 ever... so ya..well i'm listening to Anti-Flag its a good band i like there song called "one trillion dollars" its a good song and i was trying to download sum songs from cake the band but limewrie was being stupid and stuff... well ya my friend from school got me hooked on them... well i better go get ready to go soon... and i plan to buy sum new arm warmers well black 1s so u cant c teh blood stains when i wear them... but w/e... well hopefully i'll tty guys layda on bye... Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

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i still haven't wrote the note to the counsler to c me... my sis is gonna kill me <.< well i better do it soon... so ya today not much better i just couldnt breath right... well it just hurts to breath... my stomech(sp? my spelling is bad today too) feels like i havent been eating but i have been.... so ya well i feel like there it sumthing missing and i want it back...i want it back o so badly... my friend still wont talk to me and it hurts...*sigh* it hurt so much to talk.. so i forced myself to talk and it really hurt... well schools ok and stuff... 2marrow is one of my best friend's B-Day! so ya me her and a few other close friends r gonna go c Jackass2! o ya lol her mom is gonna be there so ya its all good! well today i deiced to take a walk in my backyard since i haven't been back there since my dog died... it feels so lonly with out him out there...(he dies on 9-16-06) a round 2weeks ago..but i relized that i get affected later after sumthing happens not dead in ppl but i just started feeling the pain of the death of my dog and that my mom is not here(shes in GA) i just have a bunch of shit going wrong with me... adn it all comes rushing at me at once... so ya well my room smells like popcorn and i dont like it! b/c of my new insents i bought! ya... well my aunt likes to mess around with my and say i'm smoking weed in my room but i'm not >.< so ya well today i burned one of my drawings i did. it was of me, my friend that wont talk to me, and his ex gf when we were still cool with each other... so yya i almost cried while looking at it an d burning it and i almost cried b/c smoke was going into my eyes.... so ya it was sad really.. now i just need to burn the rest of them... *sigh* well heres the Aiden song of today


"Enjoy The View" by Aiden

Tied off quick, looked around, plunge it in, pull it out. I have found a fast solution to the pain.
Painted walls, melt away, am I a ghost? Decide to stay. I am shooting my solution in the rain.
And we're all dead now!

Death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high and your life make sense.
(Sleep now, dream forever, sleep now, dream tonight.)
[x2]

Stay up late, enjoy the view. Sing with me, die with you. Come make my dreams come true.
This high up we start to fade, watch the night turn into day. Breaking high, we hold forever-changing hearts of gold.
Injection filled with contempt, I was fine when we met. Your reflection hides protected eyes of regret.
And we're all dead now!

Death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high and your life make sense.
(Sleep now, dream forever, sleep now, dream tonight.)
[x2]

Once again.

Sunrise before, as we wash ashore, now take us from this life, walk alone tonight.
[x2]

We're all dead now! (Dead now!)
We're all dead now! (Dead now!)
We're all dead now! (Dead now!)
Dead now!

Death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high and your life make sense.

Death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high and your life make sense.
(Sleep now, dream forever, sleep now, dream tonight.)
[x2]

Once Again.
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

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well today wasn't any better... i feel alone and empty inside.. it hurts to breath... i wanted to cry a few times today... my eyes hurt from not crying.. well i didnt c the counsler today.. b/c my sis(friend) didnt come earily enough in the morning... well its been kind of funnie b/c the last few days i have been singing "The Emo Song" which i'm not afriad to say that i am emo so ya w/e i'm not into lableing(some times) but ya... its hard not to think about my other friend (the one who stoped talking to me) b/c its like half of the songs on my Ipod remind me of him b/c half of the bands like Aiden adn Switchfoot he told me about and other songs just remind me of him... so ya well it just hurts.... a lot and other things going on too dont help...well i'm just whinning and trying not to cry... so i should stop my whinning well bye Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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"Breathless" by Aiden

We passed though like a nightmare falling down, without touching the ground.
This ghost and vacant eyes deceive thee, they've come to take me without words and silence.
With a hand now crushing hope this late kiss, you've come to make this my last night home.

I promised everything. The necklace and those things you made will go with me everywhere I go.
Well, it's not the end. I won't pretend it's impossible to fix what can't be broke.
I'm breathless and disconnected.

Take me home, so far away from here.
Take me slow, I can't stand one more year.
Take my breath away, wake me up today.
I will return for you.

Now I've seen the world through eyes of bitter hate and lies and now I can't stand what I have become.
Was there something I missed? Can you replay this kiss? And the ghost sought by my side,
I'm breathless and disconnected.

Take me home, so far away from here.
Take me slow, I can't stand one more year.
Take my breath away, wake me up today.
I will return for you.

Take me home, so far away from here.
Take me slow, I can't stand one more year.
Take my breath away, wake me up today.
I will return for you.

I won't forget those times we spent,
cutting our silhouette, waking up nights again.
I am afraid because I'm open and undone.

I won't (I won't) forget (forget) those things you said,
a stab to the heart and head, killing without and end.
I am afraid because I'm open and undone.

Take me home, so far away from here.
Take me slow, I can't stand one more year.
Take my breath away, wake me up today.
I will return for you.

Take me home, so far away from here.
Take me slow, I can't stand one more year.
Take my breath away, wake me up today.
I will return for you.

We passed though like a nightmare falling down, without touching the ground.
This ghost and vacant eyes deceive thee, they've come to take me without words and silence. Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

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well pplz.... the last few days have been hell.... yesterday sumthign happened to me and today...i'm scared i lost one of my best friends... one of my friends shes like a sister to me.. almost gave up on me... so i had to do sumthing to keep her.... i guess 2marrow i'm going to c the counselor at school... so i can get help with my problem.. but i'm really scared i lost sum1 who so important to me.... so ya well i better stop whinning i bet u guys r sick on it so well have a good day bye... Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Sunday, September 24, 2006

hey
well pplz yesterday was ok at the mall... we saw the Illusionis it was good i liked it well it was fun to start off with then my cousin invited sum1 then that person invited another person and it made me really mad but i just acted like it was nothing but i was really pissed...so pissed that i got depressed.. not a little but a lot... when i got home i went stright into my room and stayed there... so ya i didnt get my cam tho...so ya well i'll be going now cya layda on bye n_n Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

ello pplz! wellzz umm hows it going good i hope n_n well today i might go to thte mall with my cousins it all depends on how much money my uncle gives me(he owns me $91) and if my dad gives me money like he said he was. so ya it all depends but ya if my dad does get me money then i'll go buy a new camrea. ^-^ lol ya do i hope it works out well ^^"" so ya. lol well its kind of funnie when i go to the mall with my cousins since i only have 1 cousin thats a guy so its like hes stuck with girls! but hes the youngest(12years old) and the tallest(about 6feet) ya but hes like a brother to me (he lives with my grandparents too) so ya and my other cousins r older but shorter then me (i'm like 5'6) so ya one is 20 and the other 1 is 18(shes the shortest) but its fun n_n but the 1 that is 18 is not really my cousin were not related in anyways but since her mom died and my aunt helps her grandma a lot we r like cousin so ya lol fun i no! even tho we're so different we r the same XDDD lol ya but its all good me the 12year old and the 18 year old plan to go to the mall! ^-^

ok ok so yesterday i found out that my whole life has been a lie......T.T i found out....that...that......a coconut is a nut!!!!!!i always thought it was a fruit .______. but me friend Kayla was like its a nut T-T that 1 thing turned my life all around T.T lol ya i no i need help XD

lol well thats all 4 now i'll post lata if i get my new cam n_n well lata


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Friday, September 22, 2006

my theme
well pplz i changed my theme to flowers/love... ya i dont no y i did it O ya now i remember lol well ya w/e cya around lata Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

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well pplz i no i havent posted much but the last few days have been >.< horrible(not really but still) AOL was being stupid and stoped working on me and i hated it! then i have also been really REALLY depressed >.< it be not good so ya well i got it back but AIM is not working to i have to re-download it >.< so i'm all like BAKA aol -____- well ya thats all 4 now well havea good day pplz *waves bye* cya! Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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Sunday, September 17, 2006

i be back on this site now ^-^ but i'll mostly be around so ya well cya around lata Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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