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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Lost!(this is a pome that came from the top of my head! i didn't even write it on paper yet!)
Lost,
confused,
why,
why must i do this to my self?
starve myself till i fall out?
why?
i'm confused,
i'm lost,
lost in the deepness of my heart,
lost in the mist of my mind,
no one is telling my to do this,
i don't no y i am,
i'm lost confused,
one who is loved my most,
and hated by few,
lost in a world,
the one thing i wanted,
i got,
love,
so y must i pain myself inside?
no eating till the point i fall out,
waiting 4 that moment,
eating little in 3 days,
the pain just comes,
i'm lost,
i'm confused,
y am i doing this?
y must i fight another battle of life?
lost in the deepth of my heart,
lost in the pits of my mind,
y must i put pain on myself?
y?
i don't no what to do?
i have every thing i want,
love,
friends,
family,
so y do i starve myself,
4 no reason?
(ppl this is true i really don't no y? i am lost! and yes i have been eating little 4 the past 3 days! it's 6:45am here. i don't no whats going on anymore,i happy. but if i'm so happy y do i do this to me? i just started doing this so it hasn't been long. but still i no what i'm doing. or whats wrong? i'm going to talk to my other sister about this in skool today x.x i need help but i don't no what 4! i stoped eating 4 sum reason but i don't no y! so yay if any of u guys can help me out with this it would be nice! and it odd b/c i don't want to be like the movies stars! i don't want to be that thin! so yaya plz help me i would like to no WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH MY MIND!!!!) well cya later ppl
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