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• making it this far
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• age 5,6, or 7
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• FullMetal Alchemist, Naruto, InuYasha, DNAngel, Black Cat,Absolute Boyfriend
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• protecting the one's i love and seeing the next day
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myOtaku.com: CDDElric1221

Wednesday, May 3, 2006

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(on teachers comp at skool its 3:17pm)well these really nothing to be too happy about 4 me really!every thing going good with my friends and stuff! but i not happy inside! i feel sick and i don't no y tho! when i breath out it hurts! when i cough it hurts more! and i cough but i'm not sick! and i have been coughing alot! lately! i have no harm not to myself yet! my friends at skool don't no the out come! i have been drinking tea...........but not ruguler tea i have been drinking sleepy time extra tea! it makes u sleepy! but i don't care! i wrote more of "An angel's lost love" in my book! buti haven't posted it in a while! it's not that i am on writer's block that i don't post it it's b/c i just don't feel like it! and the parts i have to post i really don't want to but i can't skip parts! i still want to die! i feel really bad! i'm sum what sleepy! i just have to say IF ANY OF U PPL FEEL BAD 4 ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL HAVE TO KILL U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i HATE ppl to pitty me or feel sorry 4 me! i lost a love the love of my life! yesterday my life went around in a spin! i can't think right any more well atleast i was ableto pass my math test but i still don't no how that happened! last night i tryed to cry my self to sleep but i couldn't cry at all! i'm pissed 4 sum reason! and i don't no y! i'm confused! i sick of lieing to my friends and saying i'm ok when i'm not! and giving then a fake @$$ smile! but maybe if they say through it who nos what might happen! life sucks! it must be true! I"M NOT MENT 4 LOVE! i horraible at it! it doesn't matter who i try to love i always end up broken! sum way or another! i don't really give a damn any more! i'm pissed 4 sum reason! but i don't no y tho! maybe i'm pissed at myself! YEP thats what it is! i'm pissed at myself! at this moment i couls get hit by a car and not care! 4 sum 1 who cares alot about her friends........she doesn't give a damn about herself! i'm confusing myself once more! i'm waiting 4 the end! b/c i no it might be soon! y must my eyes water but not cry?!? and i have a gift for 2 of my friends over the otaku! it's a drawing! that i'm almost done with but i need to ask sum1 a question or 2! so hold on i'll i finish it! my angel with out wings is gone! but it's 4 the better! i could never measure up to her! his love! but i no that 4 a fact! so i don't even try! instead i'm happy 4 them and i have sum thing 4 them!! i'm pained and sick! so y bother trying any more! if i make it till my b-day with out a mark on my arm! then who nos what 'm thinking! it would be amazing! so *sigh* now i'm sad and depressed and pissed! i'll talk to u guys later! i can't put my fave smiley on here b/c if i do.........i would be lieing to u guys that i'm happy! so ya cya later bye Mommy + Daddy = i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile
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