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Tuesday, May 9, 2006


my dream...............................................
last night my dream was just plane bitter-sweet!i'm just going to tell u the ending!

my teacher had to park her car up at the top level! u had to do a lot ot get up there! so when we do i c the one person i love most....he's sup there alone in sum thingy all the way up top!(the place is like a train station but the train is WAY down there and the top is WAY up there) so hes there in sum closed off thing.i go over there and go in. so he asked "y r u in here?" i was just about to leave when he said "dont go i just want sum1 to hold me" so i lock the door again and go back in (it's likr sum cherry picker thingy that were in) so then the one thing i wanted i got! and that was to be held by him.........then my friend christen come then time passes and then he kisses her on the mouth. before he does he looks up at me and asked if its ok i said yes even tho it killed me inside..........so he did..... and thats the end of that part...........i have never felt so cold in my life! it make be just a dream but it hurt me inside! i woke up feeling cold and lonly! i wanted to cry! but i couldn't i wanted to cry my hearts out! over a dream! but it felt so real and so true! so after i turned the ac down back to around 70-75(my mom put it up to like 50-60) i was still cold! it just pained me to c it! to think about it! i got sum thing and then taken away from me! i never felt so much sadness and darkness or lonlyness from 1 dream! but i will have to find sum way to deal with talking to christen to day at skool!*sigh* so yaya! when i stared typing it was 6:26am and now it 6:46am so yaya i still have a lot to do here on the otaku so i will c ya later bye! Mommy + Daddy =Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket i support Tamaki and Kyouya love<3 I<3 Mommy and Daddy! Ouran High School Host Club is Love <3 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile.98% of teens say “I would die for you” … but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile

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