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Tuesday, May 16, 2006


its 3:11pm
well ppl i just got out of skool! and sorry i did not post this morning i woke up really late and i had to rush to get up! well the weather has been matching how i feel! and since it's raining no wait its not raining its pooring and thudering! we had been having thunder storms lately! well hurrican season will be coming soon June 1st! it will start....and well i want to cry.... cry bitter tears...treas stained with sorrow......tears full of pain and sadness......tears to wash off the blood.....tears of feeling.......tears to let me now i can feel.........the pain with in my soul...thats just sitting and getting stronger......u try to save me from the darkness....u think u saved me.....but it was already too late to save me.......i try to save myself.......but nothing can save me now......this war raging in me heart.....the happness that comes out......the happness of seeing that every1 is ok......the happness that keeps me alive.....the bit of light thats flashing in the darkness with in me.......the light is on and off...it flashes with every time i think of u........the thought of u being happy...brings a smile to my face.......and a light to the darkness........but the darkness i c in u........brings darkness to my heart........but dont worry.......just dont worry every thing is going to be ok.......even tho its not....even tho i'm not....but dont worry........i'll be here when u need me.........i'll be here crying the tears i wish i could cry......there not b/c of u.......there just b/c of all the sadness.......tears stained with the blood....the blood it wased away.....with these tears...i spell out ur name........and with this blood i spell out "i love u"....and nothing can change that.............



ok now i'm done..well ppl this is how i feel at the moment......its now 3:27pm and i'mlistening to "this is war" by smile empty soul...so i guess ill talk to u ppl later on cya bye....
p.s. plz tell me wut u think....

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