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Sunday, June 4, 2006


..............its 11:36am
well ppl sorry i haven't posted in a few days ^^""" i dont no wuts going on any more and it seems that my feelings r really trying to take over me! so ya i'm like trying to kill the slowly but i can't but i'm trying! lol i dont no y i'm posting any more anyways its the same old same old boringness! so maybe that y i'm i'm posting well i' m listening to AAR(All American Rejects) lol its funny how i have all of there songs! WOOT! lol so ya i'm trying fast yet kind of slow b/c my hand r shaking 4 reason not b/c i'm hyper i think its a different reason........that i no about so w/e dont worry about it lol! well here s poem so sort that i'm posting how i feel at this moment!
(this came stright from my head right now)

i look down at my leg,
and i c ur names carved in it,
the pain from it,
it unknown,
but when i think of u,
it pains me,
when i think of u it pains me,
but yet i still love u,
i dont no y tho,
i dont no any more,
i wonder wuts the point of loving u any moer,
when i mostly feel pain in the end,
its always been that way,
with every guy i tryed to love,
i ended in pain,
i dont no any more,
so y do i try,
i live for u and my friends,
but i would easily take it all away,
b/c there is really nothing out there for me any more,
maybe there is,
who nos,
b/c i dont any more,
i just have to say to u my love,
hope ur happy,
and ok,
b/c i'm not,
but i'll be happy for u,
even if it pains me inside,
i'll help u with any thing,
even if i'm dieing inside,
but i dont care anymore,
just as long as ur...........
happy.................

(ppl plz tell me wut u think about it.....)

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