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Thursday, September 28, 2006


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i still haven't wrote the note to the counsler to c me... my sis is gonna kill me <.< well i better do it soon... so ya today not much better i just couldnt breath right... well it just hurts to breath... my stomech(sp? my spelling is bad today too) feels like i havent been eating but i have been.... so ya well i feel like there it sumthing missing and i want it back...i want it back o so badly... my friend still wont talk to me and it hurts...*sigh* it hurt so much to talk.. so i forced myself to talk and it really hurt... well schools ok and stuff... 2marrow is one of my best friend's B-Day! so ya me her and a few other close friends r gonna go c Jackass2! o ya lol her mom is gonna be there so ya its all good! well today i deiced to take a walk in my backyard since i haven't been back there since my dog died... it feels so lonly with out him out there...(he dies on 9-16-06) a round 2weeks ago..but i relized that i get affected later after sumthing happens not dead in ppl but i just started feeling the pain of the death of my dog and that my mom is not here(shes in GA) i just have a bunch of shit going wrong with me... adn it all comes rushing at me at once... so ya well my room smells like popcorn and i dont like it! b/c of my new insents i bought! ya... well my aunt likes to mess around with my and say i'm smoking weed in my room but i'm not >.< so ya well today i burned one of my drawings i did. it was of me, my friend that wont talk to me, and his ex gf when we were still cool with each other... so yya i almost cried while looking at it an d burning it and i almost cried b/c smoke was going into my eyes.... so ya it was sad really.. now i just need to burn the rest of them... *sigh* well heres the Aiden song of today


"Enjoy The View" by Aiden

Tied off quick, looked around, plunge it in, pull it out. I have found a fast solution to the pain.
Painted walls, melt away, am I a ghost? Decide to stay. I am shooting my solution in the rain.
And we're all dead now!

Death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high and your life make sense.
(Sleep now, dream forever, sleep now, dream tonight.)
[x2]

Stay up late, enjoy the view. Sing with me, die with you. Come make my dreams come true.
This high up we start to fade, watch the night turn into day. Breaking high, we hold forever-changing hearts of gold.
Injection filled with contempt, I was fine when we met. Your reflection hides protected eyes of regret.
And we're all dead now!

Death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high and your life make sense.
(Sleep now, dream forever, sleep now, dream tonight.)
[x2]

Once again.

Sunrise before, as we wash ashore, now take us from this life, walk alone tonight.
[x2]

We're all dead now! (Dead now!)
We're all dead now! (Dead now!)
We're all dead now! (Dead now!)
Dead now!

Death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high and your life make sense.

Death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high and your life make sense.
(Sleep now, dream forever, sleep now, dream tonight.)
[x2]

Once Again.
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