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Friday, August 12, 2005


   Always a cloud.....
I want to feel happy today, but its so damn hard... Right when I feel happy, I get thrown back down.

My bf and I had the BEST date ever. He drove me (I was a bit worried as he is color blind) through Springfield and he took me to this really fancy resturant!!! It was france food, I ate snails! ^_^ It wasn't as bad as every body leads on. Well after the wonderful dinner, we went to the park where we met and just kinda walked around and talked to each other. Later, I was getting cold and tired, so we hung at my hous for a LONG time and he kissed me good night and left. Best day of my life, if you ask me.

Then, in the morning my mom drove me to some weird town in Michigan and said we'd prolly be moving there in ONLY a week! I started crying, I had friends, and I had my bf! I don't wanna leave him. But my mom said we had to and she almost slapped me telling me that I was being self-centered. And I told my bf and I started crying, again. I had a lot going for me, I had my bf, I was doing unusually great in school, and I liked all of the teachers I was gonna get when school started. Moving wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't grown up in this town I live in, made friends, and even found a bf that wont cheat on me. I'm really sad and confused. Mom says we're moving because ever since she got fired, she can't find a job and Roseville, MI, (where we're moving to) has a job opening for her. So I dunno what to do, I saw the town and it looked scary :'( I love the town I am in right now, it's my home, and it should be for a long time

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