myOtaku.com: cecelia rose

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-01-28
Gender
• Female
Location
• Basically Dallas, TX
Member Since
• 2005-07-29
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Paige

Personal

Achievements
• Well, I survived a week-long trip to Africa, and school
Anime Fan Since
• Around 2003, yugioh introduced me to it
Favorite Anime
• Full Metal Alchemist and Case Closed
Goals
• Get by.... And of course, getting a REAL job!
Hobbies
• Forensics, chemistry, comptuer stuff, and ice hockey
Talents
• Playing electric guitar, music, art sculpture, and video games

myOtaku.com: cecelia rose

Friday, November 11, 2005

Life or Something Like It
Today is weird, it was actually a pretty decent day. Nothing real to complain about, I mean, yea, I was so tired today, but, other than that, I honestly think the day was bearable. Wow, and last week I was gonna commit sucide... It's amazing how bipolar life can be when you're in mourning. I'm suposed to call my wonderful friend, Dani, around 9 PM, she isn't doing well, either, she's clincally depressed, so all I can do is be there for her. Ironically, after my mom died, Dani hasn't been complaning as much as she used to, I almost wonder if she's realized her depression is nothing compared to what I have. Ironically, I hide it when I see sad people. I don't know if that makes logical sense, but I guess it only shows that I'm more of a supporter and helper than I prolly should.

No, I'm not saying I don't miss my mom. Hell, I couldn't be missing her more, but I think I'll be okay. I finally went thought all of the boxes that had all of my moms stuff, and it makes life seem bearable. I still have a lot of my boxes from IL to go through, all of the stuff in my room in IL. We'll be taking this one day at a time. After all, whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

On a lighter note, tomorrow is my uncle's sisters baby shower. I bet it'll be fun. When my cousion, Payton, gets out of the hospital, we'll have a baby shower for my aunt. (I don't know how many people I told, but my aunt was having early labor, once the doctors stopped it, but due to an infection my aunt had, my cousion, Payton was prematurely born at the end of September, and to give you an idea of how premature he was born, he was due around December 14-18) So, I mean, everything's going great with him, it's amazing how much technology has progressed, so now payton can live a normal life. Right now, he has a feeding and breathing tube, because sometimes he "forgets" to breathe, but the doctors highly anticipate the removal of both tubes by the end of November. And he will probally be out of the hospital around his due date. He has to gain a certain amount of weight before they can let him leave. I know he weighs 3 pounds right now, he's ahead of schedule now, which is great. I should be going through boxes right now, so I hope to talk to you all later! Take care!
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