Wednesday, March 14, 2007

in the library
with sexy scott. he keeps talking to the computer as if it were a woman, one that he is making passionate love to.
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

garrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!
needless wrath.
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Friday, February 2, 2007

me so crippled!
i can't walk because my left leg suddenly stopped working. That was 3 days ago. CT scans, MRIs, ultrasounds all picked up jack shit. Where's doctor House when you need him?
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Monday, December 4, 2006

tommorow's my birthday...
one year closer to being legal. in another year i can't threaten to send luke to jail if he pisses me off. god damn it!
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Friday, November 10, 2006

   i sleeeepy...
me n' luke are six mos along though. want to go home, out of cigarettes. looong weekend. gotta read 90 pages on the aeneid. virgil ain't no homer. oh well. i'm sad because i don't get to see my baby this weekend for the first time in 4 months.
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Friday, October 20, 2006

i feel old
damn, i've been writing in this bullshit journal for a year. so far nobody particularly cares. never was in this for the popularity. some people on here have made this whole concept into a popularity contest. just ain't me. this journal is more to remind myself of what is going on more than anything else. it also shows me how much i've grown up in a year. i look back at some of my old posts and i'm like "who is this stupid bitch?".
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

life is grand darling...
i'm reallly happy. i feel like i've found a somewhat more complete place in the cosmos. i'm at peace with my family, i have friends who love me, a wonderful man who wants to marry me, not to mention good grades. i've grown up so much from being that whiny ass emo kid that i was last year around this time. I don't understand how i could've been that selfish and self obsessed. i see these emo kids who are 12 or 13 and they have no idea what life is like but they've already decided it sucks. well, if it's anything, i don't think it does. you just have to make your own happiness because nobody is responsible for you but you.
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Saturday, September 9, 2006

swamped
college is work and apparently i don't have much of a work ethic. going to see luke next weekend so that should be very nice. we're going to locopalooza ( the coffee shop loco java's half ass lame version of lalapalooza.) well, they'll be free stuff, and as we all know, free stuff is good stuff.
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Friday, September 1, 2006

yeah, you do get used to it. any way, things are going pretty well. i've met some interesting people. REALLY interesting people. Anyway, i'm goin to my man's house for labor day, and i go bearing gifts of italian cookies so i shouldn't be completely unwelcome. tomorrow makes 3 months and 3 weeks for us and with my track record with relationships that's like being married for five years.
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

college
i guess you get used to being alone, exhausted, and treated like an intellectual inferior by pretty much everyone.
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