Monday, November 28, 2005

   just plain happy today...
feel like i've just taken a serious load off for some reason! got a tattoo. well did one anyway. watched a show on tribal/prison tattooing and wanted to see if it was as easy as it looked, so i tattooed a red heart on my ankle with a big pen and a sewing needle; officially topping the list of stupidest things i've ever done. now the damn thing won't come off but i guess i get what i deserve.
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Saturday, November 26, 2005

   sick
i feel sick right now and not because of turkey. i did a baaad thing that i feel sick with myself about but i feel it was necessary. started goin out w/brandon on tuesday but kept it on the low. we had fun, talked on the phone a lot, i love u and all that crap. he had been a friend of my brother's and i'd seen him before, just 2 years ago. he looked a LOT better 2 years ago. met him at the ren fest (was there with my absolute best friend christy) and he's a lot creepier/assish in person so i ditched him by saying i was in love with christy. poor thing. i feel sorry for him but he was very obsessive. he said he wanted to marry me after we had really only been talkin for 3 days. then i went to the movies with brady and he cheered me up and now i feel like less of a horrible person. now it's a pentagon ( i think, geometry's not my strong point).
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Thursday, November 24, 2005

   Happy thanksgiving!
yep, turkey, pie, eat! eat! eat! sleeeeep.....<(-.-)>
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Monday, November 21, 2005

   hi!
me again (duh). anyhoo i've had 8 visitors! my life is indeed so incredibly sad that that excites me. you like me, you really like me! nothing much going on. oh cept for my love hexagon.see there's these guys...mikey's still there, lurking. then there's charlie (the guy who stayed with me)who's been engaged for five years but is obviously not happy in that relationship or he wouldn't be with me on the sly. he's a pysch major too. then there's brandon, who's a neandrathal but a fun one. then kyle, my hommie from way back(we were in gifted and talented together when we were in 2nd grade). then there's chris, the freak from christie's party. and finally matt, even though we have nothing and he's gone i think it would be rude to leave him off the list as he is a point of interest. i'm not oficially "with" any of the others persay, but there's a lot going on ( charlie in particular---body heat). but at least i'm loved (or at least lusted after)!
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Friday, November 18, 2005

   i'm high, can't stop blinking!
that's what that little dude looks like. least that's what blake said (he's sitting right next to me, the sexy redheaded beast!) and he's like "Otaku, that sounds like something from taco bell", stupidity is soooo cute! anyhoo yah know the guy charlie i was talkin about? well we started messin around even though he has a fiance! but he's obviously not happy in that relationship. if his fiance found out she'd cut me up like a jigsaw puzzle. blake's now talkin bout how he saw a midget at target once. i'm surrounded by genius!
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

   movie
we're filming a movie today in gifted theatre!in fact right now i'm waitng for my scene. The script sucks, the writing sucks, but i don't. i got the part of a quasi villian named victoria who is a socially aware bitch. fun fun! my favorite line ( the guy who's in charge hates me) is when i don't get the part in the play every one auditioned for but the girl who did tells me "i heard you did great too" i go " oh i did. frankly i'm a better actress than you. i just don't have your looks and i don't try and be popular like you do" thanks a lot. so i'm a bitch and i'm ugly! well there are no small parts just small actors (like tom cruise.)

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

   lost in ponchi
hello again. any ways last night i went to go see of mice and men in ponchatoula for my comm 211 class at slu. i was gonna ride w megan and she told my dad it was at ponchi high and that's where he went to pick me up. however it wasn't. problem is my parents and i don't have cell phones cu they said somthing about the ionization killing brain cells. so i don't know where they're at and they don't know where i's at neither. megan left ( charlie had a heart and stayed with me.) anyhoo long story short police were called and i still wasn't found so charlie brought me home and we waited there. bout one o clock my pissed parents showed up. just not a good night for me! well just a little. me n charlie got a lot closer.
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Thursday, November 3, 2005

   grrrr
hey! left mikey/goat (who cares... just another groupie for him i think) but that's cool.sides he got back with an old flame and i just don't need a relationship right now. yes i am very fickle. went to party at friend christie's house. wild! still recovering and it was on saturday. sorry not much to say. kinda empty inside right now, yah know what i mean?
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Friday, October 28, 2005

   yay!
hello friends! i skipped school yesterday to be w/mikey! we drank ovaltine and danced to system of a down. yeeeeaaaahhh not my idea of the most romantic thing ever but at least we're comfortable w/each other. oh well. he wanted to get freaky in the cab of his truck but i said it was too cold. it's also nice to know i've had three visitors! i love you all. yes i realize if you're reading my blog it's like watching a train wreck. but some attention's better than none. anyhoo i'm on intro to BCA right now so i'd better stop breaking the law and go. later sweetie darlings.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   eeep!
mmmkay lot happened in short time. met guy in music class the same night of my first post. we both love tim burton coudoroy pants and slipknot. we're also both catholics and burst into random shakespearian verse. he loves me i love him by the end of the hour we're going out. one problem--lied about my age! he's 18 i'm 15 but i told him i was 19! called him the next day after an agonizing 24 or so hours and told him the truth. he really is perfect! he was totally cool with it. turns out he's a psychology major and very understanding. next day i talk to everybody about how perfect he is. then nick (the yankee ) shows up in the sewing lab after the bell rings and we're all alone and i don't have anywhere else to go so we hang around. soon old temptations arise and before you know it we look like a pair of topless octopuses behind a sewing machine! i absolutely hated myself for it! my mind said no but my body obviously confused that signal for "hey why not"! then very very sadly (and cause i can't stand to lie \keep something bad secret) i called mikey (yhay's mr. perfects name by the way!) and told him. And he was totally cool with it. he said i was young and he understood and he was here to help me out and to keep me from doing things like that! the bastard is toooo perfect. i love him but i hate him for it! why can't he be normal and pissed and scream at me? not to mention my one of my best sexy male friends matt (who's at USMC camp til february) who i kinda have the hots for is somewhere and i kinda wanted to see if i could, ummm, get anywhere with him when comes back before making any plans and whatnot but i blew that. i didn't tell him about allllll this though. maybe things'll clear up by february. wake me up then.
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