Friday, August 18, 2006

probably going to die...
hey, dropped out of high school, qualify for college ( starting monday!) taking 18 houre with two honors classes. also engaged to luke. our rings are made out of electric tape because he's an electrician, and duct tape, because that's what i am fascinated with. he's getting a job as a welder though, so he should have money for real ones soon. if i don't completely burn out between college, managing a long distance relationship, and trying to find a job ( and then working part time!) i should be fine. being an adult all the sudden seems very hard.
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Monday, July 31, 2006

i want a cupcake!
reaaaaallly, reeeeaaallly badly. o cupcake, i wish to bask in your frosting splendor, taste you delicious honey colored vanilla flesh, and devour your androgenous sprinkles of equality. mmmmmmmm....
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Saturday, July 29, 2006

summer of love
this has been the best damn summer of my entire life. sorry i haven't been updating, not like anyone cares. hard to somke and type at the same time. anyways i'm back at luke's, all happy and what not. errr going back to college (quitting high school, not worth it) on the 21st. me and luke wanna move in together next year and my mom says it's cool. hope this is gonna be my almost happily ever after but i can't tell yet.
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Friday, June 30, 2006

been roamin about
err, vacation to tennesee, chicago, pennslyvania, dc. almost got slung of the back of a miata goin 110 on black top w/ some weed dealer we picked up at the river. back at luke's house in thibodaux. all is well.
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Monday, June 5, 2006

taking inventory
of the past few days these have been consumed: 1 pack swisher sweets cherry cigarillos, 2 packs marlboro reds, 3/4 pint taaka vodka. yeah... i got a little off track. let's just say it was very circumstantial.
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Saturday, June 3, 2006

   happy room full of matresses!
shouldn't that explain it all? great day. cept for brady bein emo.

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talkin to pj
that's luke's younger bro. he's cool. be good when he's older. he's a little hottie in the making. errr, sorry it's late, forgive my pedophile moment ( the boys 13). at luke's, disturbance in the force.
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

emerging from hell
today is the last day of school! my heart is suddenly melting and filled with love as i think of getting out of this hell hole. i'm with my sexy lesbian lady love right now, she says "hey hey hey people i love bacon" and mr. muralles just stares. life is good. summer holds a lot for me i think.
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

second to last day o' skewl!
going to stay with my baby over the weekend in Thibodaux! it's gonna be hella awesome. i wrote brady a really emo letter though. it's not bad and the ending is more upbeat. i mainly wrote it to resolve some things that were going on in my head. i mean, i love luke more than both drugs and cigarettes (that's saying A LOT from someone who smoked a pack a day and stayed high) and he's really helped me clean it up and i think he really loves me but i can't help but feel brady's shadow upon mine heart. i don't love him anymore but i did love him and it did hurt to leave whatever we had but luke was ready for a relationship so... not to mention Brady, like two days after we "seperated" started dating some brittany chick, even though all the two or so months he was with me he "wasn't ready for a relationship" so maybe he just wasn't that into me and in fact he's the one who did me wrong by leading me on. i don't know. this is all a product of baaaad communication. so the moral of this story kiddies is don't have a FWB because no matter what people say, you still get emotional and wherever emotions are, there is stupid hurtful emo crap.
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Monday, May 29, 2006

HAPPY!
gonna see my babe friday plus i haven't had a cigarette in a week and i don't really want one anymore. me n' jess are goood too.
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