Wednesday, December 14, 2005

23 visitors!
yay! 23 people have witnessed my sad,sad life! have you ever done something and felt reeeaaally really bad for it but then a week later it's just funny? that's how i feel about a lot right now. seein charlie this after noon and brandon still won't stop calling! i've told andy everything that i can't post here for the sake of decency and he just laughs. still have several "bruises" as i've passed them off as from goat.
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

   public service announcement!
this is for everyone who wants to feel like a decent person ever again. never sneak back to a frat house with a guy who's nick name is goat after your finals. by the way if you look in my other pages that's mikey.
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Monday, December 12, 2005

   ahhh!
i have a final in my music class @ 6! so tired and freaked from studying i've given up. tell you bout my new plan. i'm gonna take a year off when i turn 18 and tour with the renaissance festival and clyde ( the freaky 35 year old divorcee). it'll be my version of easy rider or slc punk. only different costumes. i won't really be losing time cuz by the time i'm 18 i'll have 3 yrs of college so i think it's a good idea to see more of the world and other (somewhat questionable) lifestyles before i decide if med school's really what i want to do.
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Saturday, December 10, 2005

   oh baby baby!
hey you guys it's me again ( i'm soooo fabulously redundant) ad i've had a good time at the renessannce festival today where i met a chaaaarming fabulous sexy guy who's....35. he said he'd wait two years for me then we can tour together with the festival like he does. i think it's kinda crazy but anything that pisses off my dad is fine with me. i spent the night with christy ( who's a damn model and wears a size 0!) and she made me sexy for today. had fun, am happy!
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Friday, December 9, 2005

   system malfunction!!!
i'm at my school and we were supposed to be taking the plan test but they didn't come in and the teachers who are supposed to teach the hours we are taking it were told not to be here so i've got about 2 hours on my hands... did i tell ya'll about what happened one time w/charlie? if i didn't nows the time. the first time me and him were messin around in the library when we had finished (or more or less ran out of time) we were going down the elevator to class and who is at the bottom but his fiance! so she's smiling and hugging him and " i love you baby"-ing and i'm simply laughing. i mean i would feel bad if i didn't know her better but she's really mean to charlie and he obviously isn't satasfied in that relationship because if he was the thought would've never crossed his mind. anyway since i have the time i think i'll say a little more about myself. i think i'm ugly, but who doesn't? i'm told every day that i'm not but it doesn't help. i think i'm fat too (size 13!). my friend differs.we went to the Sumner christmas chorus concert(our rival school but they had it in our auditorium because they don't have one) and we were in the crow's nest because Mr. greg always lets us up there. anyway i was wearing my bulkety jacket and we were both making fun of sumner kids and it got hot so i took it off. Damien (a male model and total sexy beast) said "you know, you have a really nice plus sized figure. You have sexy curves! you're not like boxy you know. i just though i'd let you know cuz it's the firsdt time i've seen you without the jacket!" ego boost! the boy has to be gay though. straight guys just aren't that good with words. trust me, i've been with 2 "closets" while they were still getting dressed in there before they came out. i mean we're all still on good terms but it makes me wonder sometimes if it was something i did! know that i've given you totally too much information i think i'll call it a day.
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   it's cold and early
and yet i must awaken to the harsh reality of school. a gray haze is over my heart and eyes this morning, soon it will pass as breakfast drifts in... i'm so deep in the mornings ya know.
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Thursday, December 8, 2005

   errrrr...help!
charlie and me have started seriously messin around and i swear i'm so scared his fiance will find out and cut me up like a jigsaw puzzle. oh and i haven't been updating a lot because i've been playing stick man rpg so much. it's the best game and it's on xgenstudios.com. go play, it's so awesome!
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   reflective today...
found a good quote, slightly depressing yet very deep. "Few have the strength of reason to overrule the perceptions of sense, and yet fewer have the curiosity or benevolence to struggle against the first impression. He who fails to please in his salutations and adress is at once rejected and never obtainis an oppurtunity of showing his latest excellence or essential qualities." well, i'm screwed...
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Monday, December 5, 2005

   happy birthday to me!
on this day 16 years ago i was spawned into this world. anyhoo let me update ya'll on what's been going down. just finished writing the key club newsletter and i promise you i need the excitement. last wednesday i did the most dirtiest thing i's ever done did. i got freaky in a library! aren't you all proud of me? or lying in your own vomit right now. either one's good, just clean up the mess.
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Friday, December 2, 2005

   good things a happenin!
well they are and i'm also very happy that i've had 17 visitors! just sayin i'm still alive just busy! more in depth coverage later.
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