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• 2005-10-17
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• organismal and integrative biology major (yes that's as hard as it sounds!)
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• the amazing, stupendous, dumbtastic freaknasty!!!

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• made it 16 years so far...
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• 1992
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• My Neighbor Totoro (first I ever saw!). also a big flcl/lupin the 3rd/excel saga fan
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• to make it through college with all my major organ systems
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Friday, December 16, 2005

saaaaaad..................
i can never see charlie again and that's sad. we both knew it had to end but it still hurt. by the wat case you didn't know he was the one who was cheating on his fiance of 2 years with me. i'm a sucker for guys period so i let it happen. anyway we would always meet before my wednesday night classes and get freaky in the library study room. anyway as much as i lied to myself and said i could just do the physical and not the emotional it wasn't. i began to realize that i wanted to be with him. but i can't and i knew it. anyways this past wednesday was the last time we saw each other and we were foolin' around as usual and he says " i hope you understand" and i, trying to lighten things up say " yes i understand that you sir, are an ass!" wrong thing to say. he grabbed me with tears in his eyes and said " damn it, don't do this! you're alays so nonchalant. you mean so f----ing much to me. you have helped me with so much. but if you love me you have to understand i have to do what's right." and then he kissed me. a long sslowww kiss. you see i had never kissed him because i wasn't allowed, ya'll know how that works. that's what broke my heart. then he said " this is good bye, em" and he held me for a while and then he left. and i cried and cried. i still cry.

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