Tuesday, September 19, 2006

   Something strange with myotaku... :-|
has anyone noticed that some accounts have gone 'dead'?????

I'm now down to 2 friends!!!!!!!! *gasp, shock, horror*

why? can anyone help me here?
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Monday, September 18, 2006

   Tifa... losing to the Past
Ok, that last WP was SAD. i know. one of my friends even told me Tifa looked 'kinda dead'

I just want to stress the point that Tifa looks cheerful most of the time because that's her role, so as to lift the mood of everyone else. i like to think that she thinks that by doing so, she is helping her friends be strong and not give up hope. a bit like Aerith, yeah.

BUT she's a human being and has feelings. i mean, if the guy you loved seems stuck with this picture of this dead girl in his mind, would you be laughing willingly?????

and last because all that she holds dear has suddenly gone askew. Cloud gone from 7th heaven for quite a while and never giving news of himself; marlene and denzel kidnapped... who wouldn't lose it?

let's face it, just as some have 'hero' syndrome, tifa has the 'mother' syndrome. if some of you have read my fanfic, you know why i am saying this. Tifa needs to be/feels responsible for the kids (Cloud included in the package) and her little family just went 'poof'. the one person she thought she could count on spends his time running away from his duties.

Who wouldn't feel sad? who wouldn't get discouraged? this is the perfect opportunity to get in a depression of the worst kind.

Tifa, i feel your pain

*hugs*

love to all...
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Saturday, September 16, 2006

   twenty!
just submitted my latest wp. it's called 'Losing to the Past'... and i think you know who I'm talking about here ;-)

this is the second wp of the 'Past' series...

ttyl

take care,
Cel
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   Tragedy
Something terrible happened today in Montreal.

There was a shooting downtown, Dawson college, which is the equivalent of an American high school.

Many were wounded, and two ppl died, including the shooter.

I was in class when it all happened, at l'Université de Montréal. There had been rumours of a shooting, but i didn't give it much credence. i mean, who would have thought that something like that would ever happen?

But when i returned home, it's there that it kinda jumped on me. it's all over the news, i got mails from abroad asking if everything was all right, what happened etc.

the girl who died was 21.

the shooter was 25.

what pushed him to do something like that? is it the same as with the guys in Columbine?

I don't know, and i feel scared now that i am here so far from my family. i feel scared because after columbine, a series of copycats were carried out in various parts of the world.

It will happen again, we just don't know where, when, and by whom it will be carried out.

If this is the case, where is a 'safe place'? The government promises us sanctuary, but can it protect us from our fellow citizens?

This is one more blatant example that they can't and probably never will be able to live up to our expectations. they swaddle us in promises and false images and we contentedly dream on of a great place we live in and will live in.

If this guy's motives were similar to what happened in columbine, then society is at fault too.

Which means you, I and all of those we know.

I'm sorry.

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   ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Boring day.. it's gray, it's rainy, it's frisky....Nothing much to say, apart a big:

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol, i know, i'm mad, i'm rabid, i'm hyper *bounces*. but this is what happens when you coop me up in a class on a rainy day.

*falls back to sleep again*

bye, ppl... don't mess with the Lifestream, I want my share of fun too... when i wake up next...

zzzzzzz

;-)
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Monday, September 11, 2006

   yay!
lol. hey, my new chapter is up and running. already got one review - even if it's a bit ambiguous, but hey, i'm not complaining.

what else? i think we've wadding in a pool of money-grabbing institutions (psst: universities) they'd claim high and low any reason, plausible or not, to squeeze money out of students who are just trying to get a better future/ make a better world.

but then, maybe you already know it.

duh, i'm NOT giving up because of THEM.

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Saturday, September 9, 2006

   I Hate:
Fanfiction is CRAP!

it's down so often I don't really want to update my story anymore. I don't know if it's the same for you, but I think i'll be moving on to another site soon. hell, i may start over again; a new story. i'm really sad about 'After the End' though; i liked the possibilities it offered.

I managed to put on a new doc in there before it crashed around my ears, but i don't know if i'll be updating it. Maybe i should update it as a last chapter? Arrrrggh...........!

Why can't it just work properly? This is so irritating.

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Friday, September 8, 2006

   Birthday MAdness!
hey!

guess who's 22 now!! *grins*

first week of uni, busy, busy, busy. am still working on that wp... and i'm sorry i'm so slow, but my coursework is going to catch up on me if i don't hack them down from day1

awwww.... all work and no play makes me a dull girl, but then it's only for a while until i get things running smoothly for this session..

apart from that? nothing much... just sending a big hug *HUGS* to all my friends out there!

i love you!!!!!!!!
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Monday, September 4, 2006

   Aerith...or Aeris? that is the question
lol. yeah, the last wp is all about Aerith. i'm not crazy about her, but i realized (belatedly) that i have not made one exclusively about her. (was too busy with Vincent :-p )

anyway, here's my tribute to her and to all those who like her ;-)
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Sunday, September 3, 2006

   up and about
Hi! dunno what's been happening with myotaku, but i couldn'T access it for a couple of days.

what else? nothing much, except i'm in a bout of fall cleaning, and you'd be amazed about the amount of things that we threw out. Who knew sucha small app could hold so many things?? and useless ones at that? lol

i'm posting a new wp called living memory... i know i promised grunge, but lately, i feel like doing softer stuff.. hope you like it ;-) but if you don't i won't get upset; it is not one of my favorites.

take care!
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