Tuesday, January 9, 2007

More tomorrow
Hmmm. nothing new today, except more cleaning? lol....

well, I kinda got carried away yesterday and i posted added a couple more posts. ^_^)*
So if you've missed them, take a look and consider them as part of today's post ;-)

I'll post more tomorrow, if I've got more time, I promise.

Celeste ;-)
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Monday, January 8, 2007

   Kingdom Heart final Mix
HOLY BLOODY **** This is one hell of a fight. Xemnas -if it's him- is as bad as Sephiroth *shivers*

I WANNA PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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   Pillars of Destiny
Guess what? I published chapter one of Pillars of Destiny on fanfiction!!
To read, follow this link: Celeste Bloodrayne and look for "Pillars of Destiny" in the story listing.

Oh, and the manga now has about 9 pages total.

Sneak Preview of chapter One
My wounds were screaming, but I didn't feel their agony; I was high on the adrenaline pumping in my veins, as pure as the cleansing fires of the Goddess and as addictive as their heat in the midst of a snowstorm, sharpening my senses to supernatural heights, slowing time, burning in me like a raging inferno and turning my pain into a strange kind of ecstasy.

Use the pain, the wicked buzzing of it in the nervous system.
Heed the beat of blood as it runs from the veins into the wound into open air, thudding in cadence with the warfare beat of some primitive drums.
All of it, compress it in a tight core, until pain becomes resentment and resentment into anger and anger into hatred.

Use it to let out the killer inside, the merciless, savage side that takes control with a single purpose: death and destruction.
It was here, I could feel it, and I let go. It became me, and I became it; we were one and I was unstoppable.

Immune to everything. Lethal.


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   Same old, same old
I feel even more tired today... but I won a battle!

lol, yeah, it was against *drums* SETTING UP A ROUTER!! *deathly silence*

What?

It WAS hard! I swear, those ppl don't make it easy for those of us with DSL connections. Thank God for that kind lady at tech support who guided me through the process of making my reluctant modem a willing bridegroom to the bride -ahem, router!

I had to reconfig the IP protocols (ick) the default bridge (or something like that. I guess this has nothing to do with the thing we walk on to cross a river) and the connexion. It took us about 1/2-1 hour to do all that, what with the crappy line and all the '.', '0' and assorted demented numbers and serials and wiring and ports and switching on and off.... *shivers*

Well, at least, I can boast that I've done something productive today... apart from losing time downtown as usual with my aunt. Yeah, we brought back the laptop, went somewhere else and bought another one. I hope this is the end of it *crosses fingers* after that, i helped her pack, showed the place to a propective roomate (who is not to be, since this person thinks it's too far off), took my aunt and her ENORMOUS suitcase to the terminus, got home and soaked in the bathroom until i looked like a shrivelled prune.

*sigh*

Thanks for all the support... I LOOOOOOVE you guys.

Celeste.
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Sunday, January 7, 2007

   try not to cry!
IF YOU SKIM PAST THIS WITHOUT READING IT YOU HAVE NO HEART...

BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A
VERY BIG
HEART...

Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

But Mommy, when I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye,

I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zach; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,

And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,

Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.

And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,

I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.

Mommy I ran as fast as I could,

When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new,

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,

Mommy, tell my Zach, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.

I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true,

And Mommy all I wanted to say is, "Mommy, I love you."

****In Memory of The Columbine Students Who Were Lost****

Please if you would,

Pass this around,

I'd be happy if you could,

Don't smash this on the ground.

If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as "Try Not To Cry"

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   Edge.
I'm tired... bone-deep.

Guess what? I need to look for a roommate. oh, joy. oh, thrill. bleh.

This is the most tiring week I've had in a long time (I mean, outside exam time). After lugging furniture to and fro yesterday to accomodate a roommate (Bloody ****ing tiring; I can't feel my arms anymore, much less my fingers, so it could be some time before I draw anything... :-( I'm actually typing this VERY slowly ), today was shopping day and bloody hell I really don't care to repeat the experience.

See, my aunt is shopping for a laptop and she needed my guidance (more specifically, she needed me to do all the thinking for her). So we trudged throughout town until i was about to scream.

Found something good enough that met the requirements(more to the point, we picked the best laptop in that shop bcoz i was refusing to move to yet another shop), I carried it home (ouch...heavy for my tired self), only to discover someone's already messed with it. So we're returning it back... *screams*

why, why, WHY does this always happen to me? *sobs* I need VINCENT! !*hugs self* I ESPECIALLY NEED THE CERBERUS!

Life is rotten.

Celeste, depressed and on the edge.
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Saturday, January 6, 2007

   reprise
Ok, lol.. the wallpaper is up...XD

wow, I'm impressed. But I think that their manga branch could do wit a little more speed and help...

Cel
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To meet you again
Nothing new today, save that I submitted a new wallpaper; AerithxCloud fans should be singing right now...XD it's called 'To meet you again' and should be up like later today, at best, or tomorrow.

Yeah, i did it becoz I was sick of being kicked around by ppl bcoz I am a Tifa fan. Please. That doesn't mean that I hate Aerith; I just prefer Tifa over her because she's more realistic, psy-wise. I mean, how many of you can actually relate to AErith???? Truthfully?

Hmm, tomorrow I'm going out to help shop for some stuff... hope we get everything at the first stop bcoz I don'T fancy having to walk around town looking for a particular item. Been there, done that, didn't like it much.

I forgot to say it about a couple of days ago, but i've submitted a new page for my manga... dunno if it's up yet.

*yawns* Rats, i'm tired...

Take care!
Celeste
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Friday, January 5, 2007

   Reason and reasoning
Oh, I am so happy that you like the manga!

I'll try releasing a couple of pages next week though *keeps finger crossed* but i don't promise anything...

In fact, those two should have been like the last two pages, but since it's so well reviewed...*shrugs* I think I will extend it by a few more pages, and that will be it.

Makes me itch to do some more pages, like, right now! XD, but of course it'll have to wait a bit until all the hullooballoo is over here.

Oh, and today was bloody tiring. three classes of a total of more or less 6 hours. Read the course plan and almost fainted. it's gonna be a marathon and I'm not sure I'll keep out of the bottom.

Sometimes, I ask myself WTF am I doing in education? I feel so disconnected and disinterested sometimes.
But then I remember my reason for going on and I just sit back and listen to the instructor, nod, smile and get the pass grade at the very least, if not better (well, said like that, it's not very brilliant, is it?)

lol, ok let me rephrase this: I do my best and get good grades, but in some classes i just suck but manage to pass XD.

Celeste
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Thursday, January 4, 2007

   It's here! it's here!
VICTORY!

MyO has published my manga! ^_^

It's still incomplete but I will try to post a new page eveyday. Right now, there are about 4 pages... excluding the cover, disclaimer, foreword...

Hope you like it!

ah, today=more cleaning. No shit, when will it end? As soon as I complete something, I think of soemthing else that has to be done.

Result: my creative productivity has taken quite a beating and I've done nothing worthwhile in quite a while... and I really need to release a new chapter soon on fanfiction. Else, I feel so bad... :-(

To top it off, today's my first day back at uni. I hope the instructors are good and not obnoxious like that woman we had last time... wish me luck, I've got this sinking feeling that I will need it in shovelfuls.

Does anyone have more news about Crisis Core? bcoz things look stagnant around here...

Celeste
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