Thursday, June 19, 2008

o.O;

Ah! it's been forever since i wrote here...and A LOT has changed on this site...like it being split..dunno if i'll ever get the hang of it..but then again i'm not on as much anymore..T^T

Well here's a short update between previous post to now:

well after my cellio was raped along w/my camera...i had to serve inschool for it...gay if u ask me..but to the school it didnt matter...

I got all my classes in order and passed all of them..thus successfully allowing me to graduate as a high honor student!...even tho my ACT score sucked ass...so now i'm a High School Graduate..w/no job so far...i've applied but all say that i have to have some work experience..but how can i get it if they dont hire me?...ironic no?...basicly bullshit my friend..they are too lazy to train ppl for those jobs now...

Another ironic thing is that before i graduated i kept saying that i'd never return to my school...well for this month i've found my self constantly going to the school to paint my english teacher's classroom. for me so long it's art (drawing/painting ect) then i'm going xD. his room is turning out to be awesome!

Tomorrow i have my College orientation to go to...hopefully i'll get things in order there as well...wish me luck pplz!


well that's about it...oh yeah i got my hair cut...drasticly....it use to be shoulder-blade length..but now it's above my shoulders.barely touching my neck...emo cut i call it xD and then i just got it highlighted red...so life is good xD


ok..that's all of it..all the good stuff anyways...there's been some shit that's annoying but..it's too annoying to mention xD.

Peace out.
Celestial69

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

   Ah! my Cell and Camera is being raped as u read this!!!

ok..today we had a search at school and my cell phone was taken up again! along w/my camera!..i mean i sooo coulda gotten away w/my cell...if not for that stupid officer who saw it on me..bastards..oh well..now i'll just have to wait till they "process" it...eh..in other words after they're done fingering and raping it. it's being used! xD lol well that's all i gotta post for now...

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

   NO SCHOOL

Time of post: 3:38 pm
State of Mood: undefined.

~^~[ POST ]~^~
today has been boring and exciting at the same time...~puts glasses on to see screen lol~ ok now that i can see..i'll post lol

Today is the first day that we have gotten out of school for snow..and it only snowed for like an inch...still it's something i suppose since it's not snowed THAT much in quite some time.

Other than that i'm facing the dilema *sp?* of who i'm taking to prom...yeah tons of problem there..i might just say screw it all and go by my self and spend it w/my friend shadow geting drunk at her b-day party after prom. or just find someone closer to go with.

Having someone like you is soo complicated if u ask me and i dont like to be complicated...simplicity is quite fine w/me but no life doesnt like it that way, besides simplicity can be boring at times....but eh..we try...lol

well that's about all i want 2 rant about today.

Have a great day!

~Celestial69

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Monday, January 7, 2008

   ah...

Time of Post: 2:25 PM
State of Mind: Running into wall of endless pain...a.k.a. Homework...


~^~Apologies~^~
I'm sorry I have been away from The Otaku for some time. I plan on updating more if possible. With this being my last year of High School it has been hectic considering all the colleges i have to look at, thus i have been busy...and annoyed. lol

)^.^(: Present Time :)^.^(
Right now i'm in my newspaper class updating the O. lol the day has been fun. There was a lot of dirty minded talk..and such. The norm around here. lol Today is the first day of the second semester and already i have tons of work to do, i dont think i'll do it all. lol But i will try my best.

For the most part i've been on this one site that has scanlations on it and it has been my fave site since. I rarely find myself not on it. lol It certainly has been fun...now i must "try" to concentrate on the future...meaning college..but i'm trying..it's just soo x.X...confusing lol.

well i best be off pondering what work to do first and then get absorbed on my manga site. ^^ if u want to know the site pm me and i'll tell you. ^^ Hope everyone has a good day!

~Celestial69

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Monday, October 29, 2007

My MacBeth Paper...

In William Shakespeare’s classic tragedy of MacBeth, the main character, MacBeth pays the price of his life for his amoral ambitions to obtain Kingship. MacBeth is known as the Thane of Clamis and is depicted as the traditional hero who has just returned from a war. He has gained his status through his victory in battles, such victory goes unnoticed by the King Duncan. Thus Duncan rewards MacBeth another title as the Thane of Cawdor. Through this act and that of which three witches predict that MacBeth should become king, the hidden side of MacBeth begins to surface and thus the readers discover that MacBeth is not the hero that he appears to be. MacBeth begins to ponder whether it is possible to become king. As MacBeth plays with the notion of being king he realizes that to obtain this he must do an unnatural act. Throughout the play several characters appear that maintains a foil to MacBeth. These foils are that of four characters: King Duncan, Malcolm, Banquo, and Lady MacBeth.
Duncan is the present King of Scotland as the play opens. He is regarded by his people as kind and generous. MacBeth professes his “service and the loyalty …owe[ed]”(I,iv,22) to Duncan, who serves as a foil to MacBeth. Duncan is rewarding to those that are loyal to him, thus he is loved by his people. MacBeth on the other hand is not loved by his people when he is king. Where Duncan is generous in that he rewards others for what they have done, MacBeth punishes them. Duncan shows compassion, where MacBeth shows ambition and greed. This shows the difference between Duncan and MacBeth as Kings of Scotland.
Malcolm is the son of recently deceased Duncan. After the death of his father, Malcolm decides that the best course of action would be to flee to England. He believes that the “safest way is to avoid the aim”(II,iii,140-41) of the murderer of his father is to “not consort with them”(II,iii,146). This shows how perspective Malcolm is in that he realizes that the murder of his father is within the court. Unlike MacBeth he only sees what he wishes to see or believe, such the prophecy of the three witches in which they state that “none of women born shall harm”(IV.*il.102-3) him. Malcolm shows another quality that MacBeth lacks, the testing of loyalty. Malcolm shows his concern for Scotland by testing Macduff’s loyalty and determining if he is loyal to his king or to his country. He makes sure that those near him are loyal while MacBeth is not concern with loyalty but betrayal as he constantly worries whether Banquo knows of his actions.
Banquo shares victory with MacBeth in winning the war for Duncan, but he also shares the knowledge of the prophecy that the three witch sisters proclaim to them. Banquo is not affected by the prophecy as MacBeth is. Where he shows little interest in it, MacBeth begins to plot to obtain it. Banquo believes that the witches are the “instruments of darkness tells…truths…in deepest consequences”(I.iii.124-26). After Duncan’s murder, Banquo believes that MacBeth has “play’dst most foully”(III.i1.1) for the crown of king. By MacBeth becoming King of Scotland he begins to wonder if his sons will become kings as well, but immediately shuns the notion away from his thoughts. Banquo’s loyalty to Duncan is to strong for him to consider murder but it keeps him suspicious of MacBeth after Duncan is killed. He believes nothing good will come of MacBeth’s actions for he was not truly loyal to the king.
Lady MacBeth is the most notable foil for MacBeth. Lady MacBeth is willing to go to extremes to achieve her goal, in this case MacBeth’s. When she reads of the prophecy from MacBeth she is willing to “unsex”(I.v.40) herself to gain the courage needed to reach her goal. Where she is certain that her plan to assassinate Duncan will work MacBeth is in turmoil. He is uncertain of his actions, but when Lady MacBeth tells him to “screw [his] courage to the sticking place” (I.vii.60) and that they will not fail, he goes along with it. With Lady MacBeth’s taunts MacBeth of his manhood she manages to drive him to kill Duncan. Lady MacBeth is clear headed as she places the bloodied daggers upon the chamberlains while MacBeth is in shock at his actions in killing Duncan. In her actions the readers see that she is the driving force behind MacBeth’s actions and that she can manipulate him to an extent in order to get what he wants, to be king.
Once MacBeth is able to kill Duncan, the action becomes natural to him as he easily plots the death of Banquo and Lady Macduff and son. MacBeth’s ambitions drives him to the point of depending on the three witches to prophesize his stay as king. With characters such as Lady Macbeth, Banquo, Duncan, and Malcolm to enhance MacBeth’s personality the readers are able to see how truly ambitious he is.

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

   hi

Time of Post: 1:35 PM
State of Mind: o.O where is ky-chan?

hello! I think that it's about time that I start typing out my fanfic Hidden Truth...for quite some time I’ve been saying that I have 3 to 4 new chapters to post..and I’ve not typed it out yet...and I think it should be time that I actually type it out now...before life gets hectic w/trying to find a good college to go to gets in the way. I feel like I’m asking for a miracle..but I’ll try my best. If not then I may never get my story done and that would be sad for me and for that fact that I can’t even get a story written down in my life. lol

Aside from that I’m gonna try to post more and hopefully comment cuz I cant just expect ppl to comment if I don’t comment back. so I’ll try ^^

it would seem that life is kinda going back to normal...with me having headaches again....but dunno...maybe it's just stress..pfft...lol could be never know.

lately I’ve been reading mangas online now that I found this link that has scans of several mangas. so I’m good and content right now with my manga fetish...lol tho I wish I had faster internet to watch anime as well...

oh yeah shadowtiger69 or a.k.a. ky-chan have been planning on going to this anime convention in our state...we were excited about it since it is our first...but luck was not with us and turns out that the convention is being postponed...now that puts us in a negative situation...cuz we were planning on writing about the convention for the school's newspaper..but the paper comes out before the date of the convention....now that it has be postponed it means we can’t even write about till the next newspaper comes out which will probably be in November...T.T...I just hope that we get to attend the convention at all.


gah! I must start preparing for my ACT test on the 26....maybe that is what keeps me stressed....>.< I suck at life...I can only make a 20 on my calculus practice....I want a freaking 27 or more...but I don’t wanna work that hard..but I need to...I just hope that I can get motivated enough to reach that goal...I’ll at least be taking the ACT 3 times....x.X...I should at least get a 27 somewhere around the three tests xD


well I think that is all I have to rant about today...lol I hope everyone has a good day ^^

~Celestial69

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Friday, October 5, 2007

Repost and more....

This is my Homecoming week...at last the pics are up...even tho it was like a week ago...lol

there was nerd day, rock star day, spirit day and generation day...the color day i didnt take didnt think it was worth it XD





























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GAWD...I'M SOOO FUCKEN MAD...I ASK TO GO TO A SCHOOL GAME AND I GET TOLD TO "GOT TO SLEEP" WHAT THE FUCKEN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DONT WANT TO FUCKEN SLEEP I WANT TO GO TO THE GAME!...NOT SLEEP!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE LIFE RIGNT NOW!!!!!!!! T.T


GAH! NOW MY HEAD HURTS...AND I JUST WENT OFF ON MY MOM

I'M TIRED OF BEING TOLD NO!!!!!! I DONT WANT I SIMPLE FUCKEN NO I WANT AND EXPLAINATION...NOT A "GO TO SLEEP." >:\


*RAMPAGES OFF W/A HEADACHE*



FRICKEN LIFE...

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Thursday, October 4, 2007

   Homecoming week...

This is my Homecoming week...at last the pics are up...even tho it was like a week ago...lol

there was nerd day, rock star day, spirit day and generation day...the color day i didnt take didnt think it was worth it XD

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Monday, September 24, 2007

oyg!!!! i'm so bored out of my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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teehee that was fun...now find the hidden words....if they are even hidden...

~Celestial69

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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ignore this post and look at the first one..

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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