Friday, February 3, 2006

   Man school sucks!!

Our school sucks,yesterday and today we had a bomb threat so we had to evacuate the building and wait for like and hour till the buses came and picked us up to take us to the expo center. Which stinks cuz it has shit in it...literally! The food was also like shit...T.T but I got to tease my friend Bill. lol. Yeah I keep on teasing him 'bout not having a PS2 anymore. It just mysteriously disappeared....anyhow other than that my day has been ok. ^.^ well let's see what should I put up today....hm......ok here's today's pic.!!!

Yes!! Spirited Away is gonna be on tonight on cartoon network!!!That's so ficken AWESOME!!!!!!!

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

   hn....

nothing to say except that I’m now pissed off...well catch u guys later. I’ll leave ya with a pic...i love this one!!

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Monday, January 30, 2006

   hello everyone!!

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

Hey to day's theme/topic is SESSHOMARU!!!

THESE ARE JUST RANDOM PICS THAT I FOUND. I HOPE U ENJOY IT. I WOULD WRITE MORE BUT I'M FEELING WEAK AT THE MOMENT CUZ LAST NIGHT I HAD A FEVER SO I'LL JUST POST PICS UP TODAY. CATCH U GUYS LATER.^.^

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Friday, January 27, 2006

   Hello...

Nothing to report so i'll put random pics up. Enjoy.

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

  

Hey! I'm feeling better!

This is to my lovely friend shadowtiger69! I hope you like it. I found it on the internet as always. ^.^' lol

Today i failed horrably in geometry...T.T...but I'm feeling cool. Lately i've been reading Pet Shop of Horror and I love it! But Hellsing still kicks ass!!! ^.^...well here's some pics of my fav. manga characters. Hope u enjoy it.

Absolute Boyfriend:


who wouldn't love a hot dude with glasses like Soushi?


wonder what would have happened if she had ordered him when she was younger....>.< lol


aw...here's the happy love triangle....^.^'...

Godchild:


Lord Cain is so mysterious....^.^'


see what i mean....m-y-s-t-e-r-i-o-u-s.....lol, but he's sexy...(to me)


and his sister is so lovely...such and angle...i hope...^.^'

Naruto:


"Believe It!!!"...I do, I do!!! lol


wonder what he's dreaming about....


he's dreaming of his childhood..."It was only yesterday that...." lol


Well i hope you liked the pics. well catch u guys laterz.

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

Hello.....T.T

Hello. Today is not a happy day. I feel depressed. There's really no reason for this depression. I don't know why I feel it. I guess it's because I spent all of yesterday reading vol.5 thro 7 of Hellsing and the last volume was sad. So after throwing a tantrum to my self that that was all of the Hellsing out and how it didn't match the anime series and so on. I started pondering about the past and i started crying. I don't know why but to me it seems that the best part of my life has passed away and I didn't realize it till i start pondering about the past. To be honest the past two years was the worst so far. In those two years I cried my soul out and it's left me longing for the past. I guess that's why I feel like I'm no longer the same person that i use to be before that two years occured. I feel like i don't belong in my family that i'm just a pawn for others to use. In that two year my sister left and my dad didnt like, but i got blamed for knowing where she was when in reality i didnt know she had left until i was blamed for it. and to top it off she had left two or three months after my uncle died. so it was hard, but as i was being blamed for something that i didn't know this hatred towards my family began to form and now i feel that it's starting to consume me. Now my sister is happily married and has a daughter, but i still feel resentment towards her. if i told her that i would break down because i love her dearly just like a mother. She was always the one to cared for me and my real mother was just a title for the one who gave me life. My mother and i dont have a close relationship but she had a really close one to my sister. Many ppl say that i look like my sister and i dont like that because it reminds my mother of how my sister was always there for her and she depends on me to be just like her, but i cant. if i did that then what's the use of being me if i'm not wanted the way i am. oh i dont know i fear that on of these days i'm gonna hate my family and myself and go mad. I cant help but hate how everyone is an pity myself. Everyone thinks that i'm over it but last year on Halloween my sister came over a i didnt feel the connection that i use to have with her and it scared me that i had lost it. Of course my dad still has a grudge against her leaving so he didnt stay home that day. Even tho me and my dad never see eye to eye it broke me again to see him treat her like she wasnt even there. Since then the hatred towards him has grown ten folds. but the point is that i dont feel connected to my family. Everyone that i loved is going away and what's sad is that i dont think that my dad ever really loved me. It breaks what little of a heart that i have to think that but i believe that its true........i'm gonna go now and hopefully i'll be in a more cheery mood tomorrow. and kyrie if you read this please dont let it affect you. You and Kaylee are the ones who i depend on to keep me sane.

Here's a pic. i found on the internet. it seems that everyone is haveing a fun time catching up.

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Friday, January 20, 2006

Yo i have decided to once again to change my site's layout.

These are some pictures that I found on the internet. I hope you like them I love the ones of Walter when he was young. He’s so HOT!!!! Enjoy! ^.^

This picture are of Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing.

These are of Walter Kum Dorm. The Angel of Death.(When he was young and HOT!! Lol)

These ones are of Nosferatu Alucard.

Alucard and young Walter.

These are of Alexander Anderson…section XIII of the Vatican force.

And semi-last but not least is Enrico Maxwell!

Ok this one is the last and I think it is….Lieutenant Rip Van. She’s on the Nazi side!!!

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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Hello ppl!!

I COME FROM HELL AND I HAVE COME TO TAKE UR SOUL!!! WHA,HA,HA,HA1!!!!!

Sorry 'bout that I was just bored to death...well nothing really to say except that i have more mangas to read!!! well i'm gonna go and here's a bit of yesterday's post to take up some space:

well right now i have nothing better to do...except to read mangas...but every time i start reading hellsing i have and urge to kill...o.O...yeah i get this sensation of happiness but...i dunno it's just weird and today i had a craving for death...but turns out it was just a craving for sweetened milk..lol..hey i asked to go to and anime convention...but i cant go cuz my 'rents wont let me. they've nevered trusted me to go to a friend's house or even have a sleepover at my own cousin's house...talk about being obssessive compulsive..lol. well it would cetainly be lots of fun to go cosplaying but even if i went who would i dress up as? There's so may anime characters that i would like to dress up as...*sigh* too bad they dont exsist...then again it would be bad if some of them did exsist. ^.^'

"I stand alone, everything that I believe in is fading."

~Godsmack

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