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Birthday
• 1986-10-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• Tunica MS
Member Since
• 2007-03-26
Occupation
• Casino Hostess
Real Name
• Angel... -.- Katrina

Personal

Achievements
• Hurricane Katrina... LoL Sorreh.. bad joke... But i got uprooted from Belle chasse... went to memphis and moved to millington and now in tunica... not a comfy transition... oh MY Crowning acheivement would be my Novel I'm working on Broken Moonlight
Anime Fan Since
• .. >> I blame Squall... My long term friend and current love intrest... -.- damn you... you salt and pepper haired twit...
Favorite Anime
• Anything to do with FF...
Goals
• Own my own bakery and finish my books!
Hobbies
• writing ... Harrassing current or pervious teachers in my college campus
Talents
• I sing and Write... I might put a chapter or two on here>>

myOtaku.com: celestialInfernal

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Please DONT! Comment on this
I nearly cried after writing these... I let Squall read them and I felt Like I was going to cry! .. -.- I don't want to know other peoples opinion on this series of poems.. I just want them on my page...The Series of poems is called to whom it may concern written about three people past present and future. Squall was on of the people...

To Whom It May Concern:

Emotions
So Can I have this time.. to tell you what’s on my mind…
I have these odd dreams about you and I…
I can’t stop thinking of you… Something about this… it’s refreshing
But it’s also … disturbing
I want to be with you but
I don’t want to lose the friendship
I want to be with you but
I’m afraid of the consequences it may bring
I want to feel your lips on mine…
but I shudder to think of what will happen after that
I want to feel you hold me close
but I still want to run away and hide in the shadows
My heart cries out every time you leave,
“Don’t Go… Please”
My mind screams out “Stop it! Stop right there.. “
“Don’t Do that!”
My body cries out..
My heart starts fluttering
My hands start shaking
I don’t know what to do… I know how I feel but….
I don’t know how to tell you about these
Emotions

Hazy Dreams
In those hazy dreams I’m with you…
There is only you and I
There are other people there but they fade into the
hazy background
In those hazy dreams you hold me close
And never let go
In those hazy dreams you never leave
And leave me alone
In those hazy dreams I receive the sweetest kisses
And tender embraces
But those are just hazy dreams and nothing more
But I wish they were reality

Love Song
This is the only way I can get my words out to put my feelings into words
I know this may change our whole course of events
I cant just let this go by and wonder later on what might have been
I love you… I came to realize this a long time ago…
I love you… It took me awhile to build up the courage to say this
Our whole lives may have passed by and you would have never been told
I would’ve spent years wondering what might have happened if I never said it
Years wondering what would have happened when I told you
I love you…I came to realize this a long time ago…
I love you… it took me a while to build up the courage to say this
Even as I say these words I wonder what will your response be, I am terrified to find out and yet and the same time I so badly want to know. I can handle rejection and I can handle the other possibility, but I can’t stand the thought of losing you all because I said
I love you… I came to realize this a long time ago…
I love you… it took me a while to build up the courage to say this
I love you… and I have for a very long time

Love Always,
Lorelei

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