Friday, June 16, 2006

   My Road - Lyrics
Everyday i walk, this road.
I run far away, from home.
Running towards the suns horrizon.
I want to feel its warmth.
As i've been cold for so very, long.

The sun won't shine if, the rain the pours.
Never again will i, open that door.
The more i try the more i fail.
The more, it hurts inside.
I'm all alone with no one here, with me.

Never again will i go back there!
Not, even will you.
Just leave me be and forget, me-.

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   So Many Unsaid Things - poem
When I walk into your room,

I’m always sent out.

When I sit on your bed,

I’m always told to stand.

When I talking to your friends,

You call me a cow.

Are we really sisters?



So many unsaid things,

As I close my bedroom door.

As I lie on my bed,

And slip into depression even more.

So many unsaid things,

I have never told you.

Are we really sisters?



At school I’m alone,

As you’ve taken all my friends

I watch from the darkness,

As you receive things I never did.

When they’re under your spell,

They are no longer MY friends.

Are we really sisiters?



So many unsaid things,

As I close my bedroom door.

As I lie on my bed,

And slip into depression even more.

So many unsaid things,

I have never told you.

Are we really sisters?



As I sit as the desk,

You come down the stairs.

When you kick and scream,

I get abused by you.

You’ll never realise how deep,

Your words cut into me.

Are we really sisters?



So many unsaid things,

As I close my bedroom door.

As I lie on my bed,

And slip into depression even more.

So many unsaid things,

I have never told you.

Are we really sisters?



Life is a maze of hurt and pain.

Many mishaps and fights,

That has broken my wings.

I long to fly away and at some point,

Kick your ‘ass’!

Are we really sisters?



So many unsaid things,

As I close my bedroom door.

As I lie on my bed,

And slip into depression even more.

So many unsaid things,

I have never told you.

Are we really sisters?



I’m not as weak as someone else,

I’m not as strong as some.

But when I look straight into your eyes…

I see nothing…

We are on longer sisters…



So many unsaid things,

As I close my bedroom door.

As I lie on my bed,

And slip into depression even more.

So many unsaid things,

I have never told you.

We are no longer sisters…



So many unsaid things,

As I close the house door.

As I call the nearest cab,

And drive off along the road.

When a car coming off the motorway,

Hits the passenger side where I am sat.

So many unsaid things,

I can now never tell you.

Now you’re the only sister!

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Empty - poem
Don't bother to try and save me,
My heart has turned to ash,
My body is nolonger my own,
My soul is thoroughly smashed.

I have no reason to live,
Without you by my side,
The darkness has taken over,
As satan has never lied.

I can no longer see the sun,
My eyes can see no more,
My body is an emtpy shell,
My mind is over throwed.

You cannot see the darkness,
That lives in my very soul,
It has concusmed every par of me,
So my mind is now an empty road.
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A Stone Passage to a Circular Stairway - poem
The World is such a desolate place,

It has no meaning and is hard to face.

I stand here waiting upon the shore,

The sun rays are fading, they are no more.

Upon the horizon I see a light,

A light that flickers on this eerie night.

I turn my back towards the sea,

I fear nothing yet i cannot see.

My eyes are not closed and yet I feel cold,

My heart guides the way over to a door.

The door is stone yet as if made of glass,

It is fragile when opened for only me to pass.

I see a stairway that goes round and round,

Climbing higher and higher to forbidden ground.

The darkness has entered my heart and soul,

I begin to climb up to the world unknown.

As I reach the top I cannot breathe,

The darkness has consumed every part of me.

I can longer see the light I once loved,

The darkness is mine like the candle I hold.

As I try to light it, it smoulders and dies,

The flame forever extinguished in my eyes.

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   Sleepwalking on the cliff at Whitby - poem

Count Dracula is calling

He has spoken in my mind

I could hear him to my left

I could hear him to my right

As I walk barefooted

Along the mossy tops

I dare not look around me

I’m afraid to even stop



Count Dracula is calling

Will he ever leave me be?

I do not ask for much

Only to be set free

I stand upon the cliff edge

And still my eyes are closed

They open to a starry night

The sky was not the ceiling I know.



Count Dracula is calling

He led me along the cliffs

Where the bats are flying

The sea air giving them lift

My hair and nightgown wisp around

Also getting blown in the wind

I’ve been sleepwalking on the shore line

But this is no dream of mine.



Count Dracula is calling

He wants me for a bride

He watched as I walked that night

I watched as he took flight

He flew around the abbey

And across the bay below

The count has control of my mind

And so my life has turned.

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   The Truth that Lies Under Her Facade - Poem
As I stand next to you
only afew feet away
if i say one thing
then u being to scream

Once You shout at me
you make me hurt inside
forcing me back into my shell
where i can easily hide

You do it everyday
you target at my mind
i cannot speek or fight back
as the pain increases inside

I wait till you've gone
then run up to my room
crying into the bed sheets
no longer wanting to live

I stay in there for hours
crying tears of pain
you cannot see as i hide
behind my shelled facade

everyday I long to be free
from the pain inside of me
you pile it up an make me hurt
as my heartaches for my love

he lives far away now
yet i need him by my side
he does not see your cruelity
neither do your friends or mike

The next day we're back
in the kitchen once again
this time i force myself not to speek
case you start shouting again

It never works that way
you start shouting from your lungs
mom doesn't see the abuse
yet i feel every blow

it hits me in my heart
it hits me in my head
you'll never stop the screaming
not until i'm dead...

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   everything I die -poem
As I look up at the sky
tears are falling from my eyes
the stars above me that i see
are not really stars but parts of me

As the rain starts to fall
I do not move, no not at all
lying on the grass all on my own
I wait for rain which looks like snow

A flake free falling from the sky
lands directly on my closed eye
i do not move to wipe it away
i let it melt along with my pain

You do not see the sorrow i own
it acts like chains around my very soul
lying in wait as i die
the darkness calls to the demons inside

Everytime i see your face
i look away as if fallen from grace
my wings are broken along with my heart
no one would think it you who tore it apart

Now that i'm broken with nothing left
i look back up towards the sky
the tears keep falling like the raiit falls and splatters againt the window pane

Then as i breathe my last breath
my soul departs while my body is left
you where my last thought in my mind
as i think of you everytime i die

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This very moment - Lyrics
If I could die this very moment,

I would feel no pain.

If I could see you this very moment,

I would be happy.

If you hurt me this very moment,

You’d see me cry.

If you held me this very moment,

You’d hold me tight.



All I ever wanted was, to be loved.

Nothing more than a cherished hug.

My dreams at night keep me awake,

But nothing could take you away that day,

As I watch and wait for you,

You never came…



If I could hear you this very moment,

I would call you name.

If I could taste you this very moment,

I would kiss your lips.

If you returned this very moment,

You’d find me in your arms.

If you died this very moment,

You would feel my pain…

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   nightmares - Poem
I stand upon a battle field,

The sky is painted red.

There are bodies all around me,

Not all of them are dead.

As I look to the sky,

No birds or clouds are there.

The world has come to silence,

As screams pierce the air.

Screams of Women,

Screams of Children,

Screams of Soldiers,

Falling, Fading Dying…

Chains and horses are what I hear,

As I stand alone.

Echoes across the battle field,

Watching falling soldiers of old.

As I look to my feet,

I see petals on the ground.

Rose red petals are around me,

Instead of my blood that was spilt…

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   Glass - poem
I drift in a world,

Full of hurt and pain.

I face bullying and name calling,

That hurt every part of me.

I face a cold, cruel hearted world,

On that has no love...



Love is beyond me,

I can never have it in my life.

I 'know' my parents do,

But is it all a lie?

I will never be truly loved...



My soul is broke,

My heart a stone.

Heavy with sorrow,

And does no beat.

Death is my only realise,

Yet I’ve died a thousand deaths.

I'm Still Here...



Suicide is no good,

I could never do it.

In some ways I’m weak,

Yet strong enough to resist.

It has never called out to me.

I am truly alone...



Alone I am and always will be,

No love has ever tried to concur me.

Love does not exist,

In my world of hurt and pain.

Tears of blood are what I shed,

As they drip down off my face...



Tears of hurt,

Tears of release,

Tears of depression,

And suicide dreams...



Dreams that always come,

Yet never take place.

I hear you asking why,

I never bother to make pace.

Pacing is a slow matter,

It must be treated with care.

You could end up in a puddle,

A PUDDLE OF DEATH!!!



I see that u have joined me now,

Yet look at me from a glance.

It looks like you've finally realised,

My life, world and emotions,

Are as fragile as a plain of glass...
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   Death - Poem
as i wait in a corner
the sun forever gone
darkness is all around me
as i wait for it to come

it has been here once before
and its coming once again
the red eyes take my soul
until i wind up dead

as it eats away
on my inner light
i dare not move a muscle
in case it wants to fight

the darkness has taken over
i can no longer see
my movement is limited
as i can barly breathe

lying in the darkness
the cold is setting in
i cannot see the red eyes
that is my very sin

silence follows death
and so my heart turns black
my last sight is satan
as he has taken my soul
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Friday, May 5, 2006

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