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Friday, June 16, 2006

   The Truth that Lies Under Her Facade - Poem
As I stand next to you
only afew feet away
if i say one thing
then u being to scream

Once You shout at me
you make me hurt inside
forcing me back into my shell
where i can easily hide

You do it everyday
you target at my mind
i cannot speek or fight back
as the pain increases inside

I wait till you've gone
then run up to my room
crying into the bed sheets
no longer wanting to live

I stay in there for hours
crying tears of pain
you cannot see as i hide
behind my shelled facade

everyday I long to be free
from the pain inside of me
you pile it up an make me hurt
as my heartaches for my love

he lives far away now
yet i need him by my side
he does not see your cruelity
neither do your friends or mike

The next day we're back
in the kitchen once again
this time i force myself not to speek
case you start shouting again

It never works that way
you start shouting from your lungs
mom doesn't see the abuse
yet i feel every blow

it hits me in my heart
it hits me in my head
you'll never stop the screaming
not until i'm dead...
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