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Birthday
• 1988-08-31
Gender
• Female
Location
• the land of Mordor, where the shadows lie (we summer in Lothlorien)
Member Since
• 2004-04-11
Occupation
• Elven Warrior Princess (just like Sesshoumaru!)
Real Name
• -censored-

Personal

Achievements
• uh ... symphony band (which we didn't get into on talent, but the fact that we have a school-owned instrument large enough to kill the director with)
Anime Fan Since
• January 8th, 2003. I discovered Inuyasha that day.
Favorite Anime
• Witch Hunter Robin, Azumanga Daioh, Ayashi no Ceres, Alice 19th, Inuyasha, Dragon Knights, Clover, Fushigi Yugi, Cowboy Bebop, Fruits Basket, Rurouni Kenshin, .hack//SIGN, Yuyu Hakusho, Trigun, Full Metal Alchemist, Ghost in the Shell
Goals
• retaining my mental health, even while surrounded by people who tell me that, on personal experience, mental health is overrated
Hobbies
• band ( bassoon), reading, watching TV, doing homework with startling regularity
Talents
• uh ... reading ... fast; watching TV, sightreading music, singing (sort of), near-complete social inadequecy




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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

EGO
Presidential fitness testing sucks.

I only fell into the standard for one thing, pushups. The standard for 16 year old girls has a minimum of 7 consecutive pushups.

I run a 11:32 mile. A girl twice my weight can walk it in 9 minutes.

I need to go do some math homework to boost my ego ... read some reviews at ff.net ... lock myself up with a CD ... I hate the first and last week of gym. It's so degrading to be unathletic. It's also the sole lapse in my incredible self-esteem.

Then again, when you hang out with clinically depressed people, someone has to have self-esteem.


Once, my friend Emma was talking to me (she comes under tha category of my depressed friends), and I was having a bad day. She told me that Faith had told her in confidence that she really admired me for various reasons. Since it was in confidence and she quickly turned it into a joke by saying, "You've got a pickled plum on your back!" (Furuba reference), I didn't really get any more than that, but it kind of makes me wonder what other people see in me. I'm not really very nice, I don't even think before I start talking, I can destroy people's self-esteem like it's going out of style, and I know I don't dress well. But it's kind of nice to know that not everyone sees a kinda overweight kid with acne scars and glasses.
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