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• 1988-08-31
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• the land of Mordor, where the shadows lie (we summer in Lothlorien)
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• 2004-04-11
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• Elven Warrior Princess (just like Sesshoumaru!)
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Achievements
• uh ... symphony band (which we didn't get into on talent, but the fact that we have a school-owned instrument large enough to kill the director with)
Anime Fan Since
• January 8th, 2003. I discovered Inuyasha that day.
Favorite Anime
• Witch Hunter Robin, Azumanga Daioh, Ayashi no Ceres, Alice 19th, Inuyasha, Dragon Knights, Clover, Fushigi Yugi, Cowboy Bebop, Fruits Basket, Rurouni Kenshin, .hack//SIGN, Yuyu Hakusho, Trigun, Full Metal Alchemist, Ghost in the Shell
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• retaining my mental health, even while surrounded by people who tell me that, on personal experience, mental health is overrated
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• band ( bassoon), reading, watching TV, doing homework with startling regularity
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• uh ... reading ... fast; watching TV, sightreading music, singing (sort of), near-complete social inadequecy




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myOtaku.com: Celtic Rune


Monday, May 9, 2005

"Learn that someone who makes no effort to be part of your life, it isn't worth your time, and no one deserves to hold a place in your heart if you do not hold a place in theirs."
I found that in someone I know's away message, and it kind of made me sad. It feels like everyone I really loved as recently as a couple of years ago has drifted like that.

I'm wondering, what's going to happen in July? In July, my friend in Minnesota will be visiting, and she'll take a day of her trip to the Cape to sleep over one our places. She's done it twice now, but even up to last year, the four of us over here used to talk maybe once a week, so it wasn't awkward to act like we were as close as we'd been for her benefit.

Now, I think I'd feel funny. I mean, I talk to two of these girls maybe once a month, and we live in town and go to the same school. I've talked to my friend in Minnesota more in the last year than these two combined.

I almost wish I could tell her that we're not close anymore, that we grew apart, but that'd be lots of fun, because it would just make her feel awkward about being there with all of us.

I don't know. It confuses me. Even people I've gotten close to recently feel like they're drifting.
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