Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   Musical Theater
Hehe! Omg, musical theater is sooo fscked up! :D I mean, I finally picked out my costume, and it kicks ass, but... just these 2 dances make me extremely ang! cuz in the dance "one" we have to do this fscked up "im a little tea pot" move at the end, and in the dance "do a little dance, make a little love, get down tonight" it's basically the same move over and over again. *sigh* it sux... but...
In the dance "Night Fever" it's going to be supa fun! :D
Right now I'm sitting in my hypie costume and it is uberly comfy... wish ya'll could come and see the show when it plays! XD
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

   survey

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Caitlin Crozier
Birthday:	November 24th
Birthplace:	Canada!
Current Location:	in my living room
Eye Color:	light brown
Hair Color:	orangy brown (currently)
Height:	5 1 now!
Right Handed or Left Handed:	righty
Your Heritage:	English (meaning british), irish, scottish, ukrainian, polish, i think...
The Shoes You Wore Today:	my black and pink sk8 shoes
Your Weakness:	my friends
Your Fears:	Bees and ghosts
Your Perfect Pizza:	invisible pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	keep my relationship with Justin strong and be on teh honour roll
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	food
Your Best Physical Feature:	ppl say it's both my eyes and body
Your Bedtime:	10:30-11 week, whenever weekends
Your Most Missed Memory:	back when i was just a kid
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither
Single or Group Dates:	both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	neither
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	both
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	yes! :D
Do you Shower Daily:	yea
Have you Been in Love:	uh-huh, and currently am
Do you want to go to College:	University
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	...yea XD
Are you a Health Freak:	not really
Do you get along with your Parents:	uh-huh
Do you like Thunderstorms:	hell yea!
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	advils, yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	yes...and now we're out
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	while practicing musical theater, yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	long time ago, yes
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	by a tornado
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	enligh teacher in Japan
What country would you most like to Visit:	lots, that's all I know
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	black
Short or Long Hair:	does't matter
Height:	tall than me at least
Weight:	don't care
Best Clothing Style:	don't care
Number of Drugs I have taken:	illegal, haven't touched
Number of CDs I own:	I dunno
Number of Piercings:	2, 1 in each ear... but I want more
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	too many to count... yet they all taught me a lesson
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Friday, April 8, 2005

   RUN!!!
omg omg, kk. this is whut happened today at school...

It's 15 min till the bell rings and school's out. Michelle and I finish our test at the exact same time and we book it on out of the test room and into the weight room where we're supposed to go afterwards. But michelle and I keep walking towards the door to the hall.

"hey, are you guys leaving?" Chris asked as he was on the bike machine

"Mmgey." Michelle said and we conintued walking. We met up with Zeynep and I asked her if she could give Katie her bracelet cuz me and Michelle were on a mission to get Louise. Well, she said she would and we continued on our way.
When we were on the stairs the vice-principle was just exiting to see if there was anyone trying to escape. We JUST made it past her. Then we went and got Louise and we were trying to get out of there. Louise's teacher was talking to everyone and this is how it went:

"Hey you guys (addressing the whole class that's ready outside the gym doors), it's not time to leave yet! Get back in class."

Michelle: "Mmmgey, yes it is." And we booked it thru teh doors with Louise's teacher on our heels. Then there was the Vice-principle AGAIN but she was facing towards the parking lot.
We ran past her and began to walk talking about whut Michelle said to Louise's teacher. But then...

The Vice-principle started to walk after us! omg we looked back and I'm like:
Mee: SHIT! RUN!!
And we booked it so fast it was worse than the pace in which we run in gym. XD omg it twas so funny. plus tho, I'm wearing a skirt and it's EXTREMLY windy outside so I'm trying to run while trying to hold onto my back-pack and hold my skirt down. omg too funny. XD

We got to the mall and I got the top half of my bathing suit (black that ties up at the neck and has a belt at the bottom below teh boobs XD (I can't believe I just said that..)) and we continued walking. I was able to catch mah bus while Michelle and Louise were lying on the ground acting like hobos until their bus came. it was great.

O!!!! and just a couple minutes ago I found a spider crawling across my floor! ^^ It was too cute I wanted to keep it but instead I took a kleenex, picked it up, and let it free outside... *starts to sing* FREE! FREE AS THE WIND BLOWS!!! XD lmao

Anyways, I g2g and do teh dishes... cuz mom neva did them yesterday OR today.... EWWY!!!
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

   Time to be happy for mah friends!!
Well, it's time for me to look up on other things in lofe... like how Justin and I have been going out for two weeks... AND A DAY!!! lol
XD
Anyways, my favourite songs right now are (in order):
1. Bittersweet - Ville Vallo and sum other dude
2. Pieces - Sum41
3. Save Me - KMFDM
4. 96 Quite Bitter Beings - CKY (Camp Kill Yourself)

After my itty bitty depression (read post before dis 1) my favs will sumwhut return to the sumwhat happy sexual songs by Placebo. Still my #1 fav band!!! ^^

.:~*I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own*~:.
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

Bittersweet feelings and friendships
Well..... it hurts. It hurts a lot. To know that your best friend you've known for a while, to think differently about you. Not backing you up when you need it. Just another mocking shadow. It doesn't hurt that you know someone who dispises you enough to want you out of existence... but to know that your best friend doesn't tell that person to stop. And thinks that is they do interfer, they'll be in the middle of another fight.
Well... it's not like that. We don't talk... Amanda and I. Not at all. yet she still continues to talk about me. Not only behind my back, but in front of me. I don't care tho. She can go ahead and say shit to my face. I won't talk back unless I am to be threatened... just like that one day...

"You know, I feel like I need to shove a cucumber down your throat."

"Noo... really? I don't give a shit!"

... and so on... they all stared at me in disbelief... but hey... I was threatened.

Continueing on... these feelings are really hurting. I feel empty. My friend... my best friend... even tho I have others, has hurt me a lot, without even noticing it. I don't think I can look at her the same way. What would you do? Would you just stand there and listen to someone talk about your best friend with hurtful words? Or would you stand up for them? Tell them that they shouldn't go down to that level.
Sure enough that person would look at you weirdly... but yet again... I don't know if her... my friend... joins in on the "fun".

All she did was try to avoid the question... and so she said...

"Oh... I can't remember."

I don't remember... is that all the best you can say?

"I don't want to be in the middle of another fight."

Who said that someone was going to tell Amanda? Who said that you had to stop being friends with her?

All I want to do in crawl in a hole and cry...cry... cry. Friendship are the most important thing to me. I hold on to them as much as I hold onto family... and to be betrayed... and alone... to me, is worse than anything.

One day... I will read this. and either I will cry, to know that my friend had never imformed me of what she said... or laugh that I was stupid enough to feel and think this up...
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Sunday, April 3, 2005

   XD lmao!
omg omg! 12 hours of DDR in 2 days! XD Stacy was over to have a sleep over and it twas great. I think I burned over 1000 calories... over even more. *question mark abouve head* XD lol, omg. I can almost go on Standard mode now! :D It's so great!

and omg, I dyed mah hair, right? I looks really good BUT i gots this massive rash on mah neck, ears, and it's slowly making it was on mah face... NOT good cuz I have school tomorrow! Ahhh!!! and mah ears are swollen... it hurts but I'll a survive. Cuz I'm a tough person.... but being tough doesn't mean I can't complain. XD lmao, anyways, gotta spring clean today so then I can go out and DDR sum more with DEW. ^^ ciao!

**Cerra
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

   Justice


Positive:
Like the Chariot card, Justice represents a balance that is needed in order to achieve a fair and justified life. Justice elicits the need to balance wrong with right and night with day. Justice brings the understanding that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel and that even though the night may seem to be never-ending, that day will eventually come. Justice also means that overindulging in the pleasures of life can indeed bring unwanted results. One can only indulge so much before they start to gain weight or become physically unhealthy. Justice also represents an analytical means to an end. Justice will weigh each side and come to a fair and just solution according to the laws or rules set forth. While we may base our findings almost solely on our feelings and emotions, Justice remains free of such emotional confines and will always bring a fair and reasonable outcome.

Negative:
When reversed this card represents being over-emotional, irrational, or biased. It also represents using unfair means to get a desired outcome. An imbalanced lifestyle or a corrupt attitude.
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   Fzzzzzzt
Man... I'm fried... XD Cuz yesterday at the movies was a BLAST!!!!!!! Omg omg! I went to cinema with Justin right, and we also saw mouse there and we all went to see the incredibles! ^^ But mostly me and Justin made out! Omg omg, all I can say he's a GREAT kisser. XD After the movies, there were these chicks who were there and they were all like "This is my game. I'm the queen of DDR" right? Well I'm all like

"Umm... we're kinda in line. *I pointed to mouse and I*"

"Oh, you wanna play OUR game? Sure, WE'LL let you on." So they let us play tho. The thing is, they were on Beginner and they SUCKED horribly! XD the highest combo they got was like at least a 6 combo. Then mouse and I went on, Mouse wanted to try light and I'm already on light. I got a 95 combo! on Love Shine! XD Those chicks were all like

"We'll be BACK" and they stormed off. Omg Justin burst out laughing and so did mouse and I... *sigh* I love Justin. He's so sweet and so cuddly and.... Oooo! I'm so glad he's mine. XD

...Geez... I'm such a greedy kid
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   yesterday
lol, omg yesterday was great. Even tho Sharron got in shit for being over at a guy's house who she just met. XD goes the same for me tho but mah folks aint home. XD Yesterday we (J.D., Aled, Sharron, Justin, and me) went to the bowling alley. After dat we went over to Aled's house to get his DDR mats and his Xbox. THEN we went over to JD's and played till 7:30. (left the house @ 4) and walked home from there. XD Hope Sharron's not Grounded.

But while we were at the bowling alley, I yelled "JESUS CHRIST!" (cuz in Musical Theatre he's jesus) and he got a strike (which I was not hopeing for) for he started to do and Irish Gig.... UNTIL HE SLIPPED AND FELL!!!!!!!!!! omg we ALL burst out laughing. Aled and I started to cry we laughed so much cuz we just found it that funny. THEN I was trying to put a massive curve on my ball, to see what would happen right? Well, it slipped and ended in the gutter.... WHILE WE HAD BUMPERS ON! XD Seriously, no one gets a gudder ball with bumpers... except for me. XD

Over at JD's, Sharron and I danced like we were twin robots (said Aled) cuz we had the same moves at the same time and the same look on our face! XD SO we tryed Sync (a mode with a partner were you have to get the same) and we sucked! XD Sharron kept screwing up but then Aled and I tried and we got up to 123 perfects. XD

Well, I g2g now, considering that I'm ACTUALLY gonna spend some time with my dad today! And I have to finish doing the dishes right now. XD lol.

**Cerra
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Thursday, March 24, 2005

   God dang
Grrr... I want to change my bg into something really cool... but... THE URL IS TO FSCKING LONG! *turns into chibi who bawls* So I got this bg currently. >:( But everything else is good. My date with Justin was... *sigh* absolutly wonderful, I got 93% on my math test, 89% on my final project in sewing (now I get to do nothing!), and my dad's extreamly proud of my math test score. ^^ I'm proud too. And maybe this weekend I'll see my dad too! ^^ But it's kinda getting creepy. So much good has been happening. as much as I ask why bad things happen to the good ppl, I come to realize this... my karma is too balanced. I'm just hoping that this good is finally balancing out the bad from before. I just had to be patient with it, and I was. SO now karma is rewarding me! ^^ Can't wait for the future to see what comes up. Even if it may end up being horrible, I must approach it with a smile. :)
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