Saturday, January 1, 2005

   Slightly Tipsy
OMG! XD Last night's party kicked ass! Mia's Sister had bought a 2.6 once. Rasberry Vodka, and we mixed it with Juice and it was SOOO good! ^^ But Mia's sister left and it was just me, the guys, Jenny, Katie, and Mia in the basement. Oh man, that party kicked ass. K, it was like this.

We played video games till the guys got there,
Then all the girls played twister.
Jenny kept pouring the drinks and putting too much vodka in her drink, and she told Katie to try some. She HATE vodka with a burning passion. She tried some and she was like "WHOAH! EWWWWWWW!" It was soo highlarious. I tried some and I drank almost half her glass and she said "Omg! Enough! No more for you!" And then we drank some more, once the bottle was almost done in like 2 hours (Jenny, Mia, and I only drank the Vodka), we started taking shots. Man... Vodka burns straight down. XD But Jenny, took a fairly sized shot, and she almost spit it back out and it was so funny. We played hide and seek in the dark and we were all screaming at each other. I started to feel sick cause of too much vodka said Katie, but we were leaning on each other. I thin Jenny gave her too much to drink. Katie then started to cry about her old boyfriends. Such a sappy drunk she is. Midnight came and we yelled happy new years and starting kissing random people! XD Jenny was all like "Mia! Caitlin! I love you!" And we danced to Led Zeplin and had so much fun. Mia and I started to dance with her pole and Zack was like "Please! We have virgin eyes!" Mia's all like "So? The pole is so damn hot!" XD Was so funny tho. Then we played more twister, and then we played Jenga truth or dare. I was dared to lick Justin on the cheek and when I went back to my spot he slapped my ass! Then I slapped him back and it was so funny. After Jenga we played 7th Heaven but didn't really do the heaven. When I went with Jarret We just talked. But on the way to the laundry room I almost feel! XD Zack was like "Need me to get you there?" lol, I can take care of myself, even whenI'm slightly tipsy. XD After 7th Heaven we just sat on the couch and chilled. Mia's sister, Nikki, asked if anyone wanted a Budwiser but I was the only one who wanted it. Everyone kept stealing my drinK!I got preaty pissed but I just allowed them anyways. Then the guys went home and Jenny, Katie, Mia, and I got the futon's ready and we watched "The Princess Bride". Such a romatic Movie. Katie passed out half-way through tho. XD She doesn't drink much and the alchohol was making her so sleepy. But this morning, I had a slight headache. It's gotten worse but hey, I had the best time of my life. And all I was, was slightly tipsy. XD woot! XD Over all I had at least 4 drinks of Vodka & Juice and a lil' bit of Mountian Dew, 2 drinks of water, and 1 beer. XD It was soo good. Anyways, gotta go and take some advil. Starring at the screen is making my head hurt. XD

By the way, Kenny wrote all this down for all of us. I can only remember the twister last night when I woke up this morning. XD He's such a little jerk, but I love him anyways. XD
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Friday, December 31, 2004

XD
Oh gosh. It's been 3 days straight from playing KH and now I look like this --> =_=

Ok.... things to do in kh:
1) Train
2) Kicks Ice Titan's ass
3) Train
4) find all the puppies
5) find all the trinities
6) Train sum more
7) Kick Sephiroth's ass
8) Kick Ansem's ass

Currently I have to get ready for a party tonight, but I need a ride cause we currently don't have the car. XD I still need to finish that pic and yadda yadda. I need sleep. But I don't want sleep. I need to party instead. Yesh... partying ish fun. XD
Anyways, I'm still the zombie... maybe I'll change the site to be KH till I've finsihed the game
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

   Kingdom Hearts Zombie
..Need... sleep... can't... heartles.. must... kill...XD Man. I went to bed some odd time last night and woke up some odd time this morning. All I really remember is like, past 4 am playing Kingdom Hearts. XD Yes, I am an addict when it comes to RPG's. but hey, at least I only have to train to...*gulp* level 60 and then go after Ansem... damn you white haired smart freak of nature! *goes all psyco hosby Keyblade female wilder person on Ansem's ass* There.. much better.
Ansem:... help... mee...*dies*
Mee: You did't hear that... *glares at Ansem then stands on him* BWAHAHAHAHA! VICTORIOUS I TELL YOU! XD Yea I know I'm psyco.... BUT i just had a sleep over with my bestest best friend Krystal and we were playing KH and this is how it went...

(part where your naming the raft)
Sora: Me... umm... uhhh... Gayz Rule!
-silence- (cause I forget what they said)
Sora: The Usual?
Riku: Lets do it.

Mee: *Cracks up laughing* Now with both of our dirty minds we layed there on the floor laughing till 1:30 till 1:50. I mean, we both hate Kairi. I just don't like her cause I don't like the way she thinks. And I perferably like the Riku X Sora parring.
But ya... that was like... the highlite of my gaming life. I first thought of Gayz ship, but sounded weird. So we compromised and I came up with Gayz Rule! XD It was great.

Anyways, in KH right now, I'm so close to beating the game, all I have to do is:
a) Train
b) Train
c) Train
d) Kick some asses
e) Kick some boss asses
f) talk to peps (princesses)
g) Kick more asses
h) Kick Ansem's ass
and then beat the game.

Yuppe... that's all. And I'm NOT over exagerating. In e), I have to fight 12 bosses in a row... what fun... and I'm only at level 50... =_=.... *dies*

But with day happenings, today I woke up and my bangs were like Aerith's! XD It's so cool! The only thing is that my hair is too short. XD Oh well. I have this idea to draw me as a keyblade master. ^^; Man... so many ideas, so little time. Yes little cause I'll be playing KH and trying to write my fanfic, yadda yadda. Have to get ready for a party tomorrow. Well, it's a New Years Party and yadda yadda. Just have to so many things. Not only in KH, but real life too... or... do I even have a real life anymore? All I do now is:
1) Play KH
2) Eat
3) sleep sometimes
4) go on comp and check messages on DA and otaku
5) Keep higien (spell?)

Meh... I'm happy. Happy as a clam... and evil. ^^ It's all good.

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Monday, December 27, 2004

   YAY!
YAY! *cries* YAY! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! FOR X-MAS MY DAD'S GETTING ME CONTACTS! NO MORE UGGY, PAINFUL, GLASSES! I CAN LOOK NORMAL NOW! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

   WAI!~
OMG! *in little chibi form running around in circles* I MADE A NEW FWIEND TODAY AND HE'S SOOO COOL! ^^ *stops and stares at you all cutely* Shu-chan met new fwiend today yupp! ^^ His name on DA is Biziktin! And I was tawking to him and he said that he was gay! I was aww wike "Omg! You are so cooL! *hugs forever*" and he's aww wike "Aww! ^^ Your cool too! *hugs*" And he's just to bloody kewl! ^^ WEEEEEEEEEE! *goes back to running in circles* And his boyfwiend is so nice too!!!! *goes psycoly insane and falls to ground dizy* wooooooooo...
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   OMG!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! I FINALLY GOT A PS2! *cries* I actually cried when I saw it. It's just soo... soo beautiful. It's a mini one and it's like... it;s aleast a manga book tall and the sie of 1 hand and a half! (And I have SMALL hands!) ^^ WAI! ^^ I love it. All I need now is games in which I KNOW I'm getting for ukrainian x-mas. ^^
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Friday, December 24, 2004

   Woot!
^^ I'm halfway done the plot to my Demon Diary Fanfic! Yay! *throws confetty over head* AND My dad said that since they already opened presents without me I can go over to his place anytime. I'm goind Sunday cause my dad said that for x-mas dinner there were also gonna just have friends over, so they'll be drinking, yadda yadda, but I don't care. I mean, I'l still be able to see my dad and such. It's not really a family thing either with my dad cause he doesn't really get along with my aunts and uncles. I do though. I get along with all my family EXCEPT for 1 cousin who's a spoiled brat and slapped me to play my gameboy... I planned on killing her after that cause she almost broke the thing and she took a hissy fit on our Grandma and her mom AND me, and then she started to break things, yadda yadda. (I told this to my class once cause it was a little pass this talking stick thing and the topic was "What was the worst thing that happened in your summer?"... The class (even the teach) was all screaming "Jerry! Jerry!" lol) But anyways, those who haven't heard of Demon Diary MUST read the graphic Novels! This Korean Manga-ka is SOO cool! ^^ Her art is SOOO detailed and the chibi's are SOOO KAWAII! ^^ Soon I'm posting the pictures for the chapters on DA (www.cerra-chan.deviantart.com) ^^ I also have more drawings on there and the chapters 1-7. :p Things are going well again so I'm going to be bouncey as eva! *beams* Then I'm gonna post a new ID on DA with my pic and shiz and it's gonna b kewl! :p So you can also see what I look like. XD My hair is poof this morning and I still too the pic cause the hairstyle that I did is SOO KAWAII! ^^ Woot! Everyone at school's like "OMG Caitlin! Your so adorable!" And I'm like "You know it! *makes peace sign w/ fingers*" lol. Anyways, Tomorrow's christmas, and I still haven't wrapped 1 present. XD And for Rinny (my bestest best friend) I got her this really pwetty set and I stuffed it in a boxy, that was stuffed in another boxy with Newspaper, and I package taped all the sides and then I wrapped it REALLY pwetty! It has the most gorgeous Biggest fluffiest shinniest bow I EVA made with curly strings and this is with wibbon by da way and it's so pwetty I don't want her to destroy it... I know! ^^ I'll take a picture of it!! ^^ The batteries are dying on my camera tho so my mommy's gonna gets madd at mee for wasting all the bateries...^^; Eh-heh... anydways, I gots to clean ma woom too and shutff. So thats
a) Get chapter pics on comp
b)clean woom
c)take pic of pwesent
d) put all pics on DA
e)write story!

Ish! I have lots of shutff to do! XD
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

   Drained
^^ I've drained all my sadness. It's all on paper. ^^ I drew and drew and drew till my heart's consent. I'm going to post them on Deviantart.com, so check them out please ( http://cerra-chan.deviantart.com/ )Yuppe. I still have to hook up my printer/scanner/copier, but hey. I'm lazy today. ^^; eh-heh. Well, my drawings are pretty crapy, but it's just a good way to let all my emotions out. ^^ And I found this out: I can draw better than ever at 12 am in the morning! ^^; The main reason now that i've been sleeping in... ^^ But I'm happy again overall. I've shead this skin of darkness and tears, and I've found my light. The sun's shining, not a cloud in the sky, not a care in the world... welll... there's still cares but you know what i'm saying anyways. And thanx for all those who's comfort mee. I really appreciate it. ^^ I know that things will be alright now. I WILL over come my dad and I WILL work things out. I'm usually not depressed but I guess that all the stress from school earlier has also dragged me deeper and faster yesterday and the days before that. I cracked up and now I'm picking the pieces of me back up carefully, being sure not to drop anymore. I'll break again, but not for a while now. ^^
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   Some people today...
Tis not good. I joined the forums in Megatokyo right? And to see all the unbelieveable people there! This person who comes in all happy right, saying that her poem she just wrote makes her so proud. She tries and she said she wanted some CONSTRUCTIVE Crid. right? Well the other forum people come and say is crap. It's all a load of crap. *sigh* She said she was working on it, right? Well then tell her CONSTUCTIVE things. *sigh* Sure seems that these people enjoy other peoples suffering. I feel sorry for her. I said that it needs some work and more of a plot. Keep working, don't give up. It will get better. *sigh* Some people there make me so mad. I regret joining it. If that's all they'll do is tell people it's crap, then they must have all the time in the world. Constructive crid people, try and use it in your vocabulary.
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

   Sadness
ugh... Now my parents are fighting over me for christmas. I hate christmas. This seems to always happen. I just wish I can please both of them. My mom doesn't want much for me. Only to be happy. But my dad just wants the world from me. He wants me to be him. He called and said that I can be myself. But what does he want from me then? It's all so confusing. I mean, I want freedom from him. He says he gives me all the freedom in the world. But what about the freedom to be who I am? The Freedom to be able to stand up against him. But I can't do that. My head bloody hurts cause I've been crying for hours. Just wishing that this was never happening. God help me. Please. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I just really need a shoulder to cry on....
But I hate tears. I hate crying. It just makes me hurt even more. Then why do I do it? Cause I'll hurt myself even more than crying of I hold all my sadness in. Free me... please....
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