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myOtaku.com: Cerra-chan


Tuesday, December 21, 2004

   Sadness
ugh... Now my parents are fighting over me for christmas. I hate christmas. This seems to always happen. I just wish I can please both of them. My mom doesn't want much for me. Only to be happy. But my dad just wants the world from me. He wants me to be him. He called and said that I can be myself. But what does he want from me then? It's all so confusing. I mean, I want freedom from him. He says he gives me all the freedom in the world. But what about the freedom to be who I am? The Freedom to be able to stand up against him. But I can't do that. My head bloody hurts cause I've been crying for hours. Just wishing that this was never happening. God help me. Please. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I just really need a shoulder to cry on....
But I hate tears. I hate crying. It just makes me hurt even more. Then why do I do it? Cause I'll hurt myself even more than crying of I hold all my sadness in. Free me... please....
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