Wednesday, September 21, 2005

List
I made a list of all the things that caused my depressin yesterday. Here it is:

1. D+ in connections
2. I have no one to talk to in school
3. Overload on homework
4. I might be moving after 14 years living in the same place
5. My teacher picks me out of the whole class as his favorite and doesn't try to hide it.
6. Because of item five, all the kids in my science class think I am only a brain. (They just lack one)
7. I am not reaching my standards that I have set myself
8. My friends are not being honest with me.

The thing with item 8 is that 3 of my friends have started to smoke behind my back when they know that of al the people who hate smokers, I hate them the most. I confronted them yesterday but only one of them would admit it. I know all three of them do it, I smell it on their clothes. Then, just an hour later, they completely forget about the fact that I was crying because they smoke. I have been their friend for 9 years, and they won't be honest with me. Do you know how old they are? two of them are 15, and the youngest is 12. They are smoking. I'm going to kill them before the nicotine does.

On a better note, I joined the animal care club today
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

falling apart
I don't know why but I feel so depressed. I just feel like I can't handle everything and I can't please everyone anymore. Today in physical science my teacher asked me why I was so quiet, and he asked if it was because he stopped picking on me. (i was sooo glad he stopped picking on me.) When I told him it wasn't that, he asked if I was mad at him. I shook my head no, and all of a sudden I felt tears about to come. My body felt all hot like when I get nervous but i don't know why. I was so close to crying for no reason. Thank goodness I didn't, or else the whole class would have surrounded my table while the teacher tried to find out why. (We were doing a lab.) I have no idea why I am feeling the way I am. I just want to fall over and die.
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Monday, September 19, 2005

Apparently not too accurate
While my quiz got some people right, it seems I need to put better questions on it. I had my little brother take the quiz and he got "protective wings". He'd do anything but protect, he'd run away like a little girl. So I am going to make some changes to it and maybe even add a few more results. Hopefully it'll be more accurate. Have a good day everyone! ^_^
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Sunday, September 18, 2005

   Here it is
Sorry I didn't get to post the quiz yesterday, but I guess i didn't have to. My quiz was taken 134 times without me telling anyone I finished it! That's more than my other quizes combined! Well, for those of you who haven't taken it, here it is:


Large white wings- Your wings are the purest of
them all. You have advice for everyone.
Sometimes you get confused yourself, but you
figure it all out in the end. The few friends
that you have are very special to you, and you
would die so they may live.


What kind of wings does your soul have?
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Tell me what result you get, I love to hear what people get! ^_^
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

new quiz is almost done
I'm making another quiz, it's almost finished. THis one is called "What type of wings does your soul have?" I hope it turns out good. I'll post it when i finish it. ^_^ Have a good day everyone!
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Friday, September 16, 2005

Hectic day
Today flew by so fast, it feels like everything never happened. i had to help pass out booklets to all of the freshmen with the student council, then I had to go to orchestra where I got out my violin for 5 inutes becuase of th freshmen class meeting, then after school I had to take a quiz that I wasn't able to take during class due to student council. It is such a beautiful day outside, the weather is so wierd here. I'm going to go hang out with my best friend, my cd player. Well of course I luv you anglefire and everyone else on here, I just neeed to listen to some music. Cya guys later. ^_^
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Cold day
Yesterday was pure bliss, it was warm and windy and I got to hang out with some of my friends. But today is cold and wet. My physical science teacher started talking to me about scholarships again and told me I should major in Physics because I would be a brilliant physisist. I think that is strange, because all that we've done in his class is measure stuff. Well, i'll see you all later. ^_^
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Whatsup
I had a student council meeting today, it was so confusing. I think I have to work on our homecoming float this weekend, but I'm not sure. Speaking of homecoming, I have no one to go with and I doubt anyone is going to ask me. Is it bad that I am a freshman in high school and I have had no boyfriends in my entire life? Oh well. I might end up going with some friends. How come people have stopped coming to my site? Am I a boring person or is my site just boring? Or am I annoying? Just wondering. I'm not going to cry about it. Don't forget to read my poem that i posted yesterday if you haven't.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Here is a poem I wrote today
Falling

Falling through this empty space
I can not see at all
I can't see a single face,
as I continue to fall.

Someone please lend a hand ,
Save me before I am lost
Help me to get up and stand,
Save me at any cost.

A tear falls slowly from my eye,
Please someone help me.
I can't understand why,
Why can't I see?

I do not feel like living,
I do not feel at all.
I do not feel like giving,
as I continue to fall.
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Monday, September 12, 2005

Sorry
I didn't post yesterday because I went to the renaissance festival and the time that I did have for the computer, my mom was on the internet so I couldn't log on. Sorry, I'll get to all your sites today, I promise. The renaissance festival was fun, I got to dress up like a gypsy and since it was Patriot day, they were selling tickets buy one get one free if you wore a flag. So I made stickers with the American flag on them with my computer, and I sold the extra stickers for a dollar each and I sold them all. ^_^ It was loads of fun. I went on a ride that was kinda like a slincshot, but all you have is a harness and two bungees strapped to each side, then they fling you up into the sky. And to get you even higer, the workers grabbed onto you feet and dragged you down, so the bungees create resistence and when they let go, you went above the polls that held the bungees. It ws scary but fun. I also climbed up the fake rock wall and i reached the top so now my dad says he is going to let me go rock climbing with him and his buddies. ^_^ I'll see you all later
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