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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Another day
Why is everything so hard for me to do? Why is my imagination so creepy? I look okay on the outside but I feel like I'm dying on the inside. I keep having the same dream over and over and over again. To some it would be a nightmare, I don't know what to think of it. Last month a close friend of mine killed himself and I watch him die in my dreams... I watch him through a window and the whole time I'm trying to get this window open but It wont open. Right when he shoots himself and falls to the floor that's when the window opens. By then its to late if I could have opened that window he would still be alive. I know how much he want to die and he could never be himself because of his parents. That's why its so sad to me but I'm happy for him. He got what he wanted. I just miss him...
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